I think I had a point, but then I got distracted...

November 02 2005


Good heavens, I feel like I've been popping spastic mood swing pills all day.  My emotions are going to kill me yet.  If I randomly cry or punch you tomorrow, I'm sorry.  I'll try to make up for it.  I'm just going through another confused stage; I go through these about twice a week now.  I guess it's a symptom of living life right on the edge of busy and too busy.  A symptom of having 7 classes.  A symptom of having a bizarre "social" life this year (I say social in a most sarcastic manner).  A symptom of over-procrastination, self-doubt, and a lack of self-control.  Junior year is supposed to be stressful - in my case it's making me a little insane.  It's been a fun year - more freedom, more options, more privileges - but it's also been extremely tiring, especially compared to the breezy bliss of last year.  I think I'm just a little....off-color.  off-kilter.  off my rocker?  maybe.




But you know what?



Yeah, me neither.

Lexie

November 02 2005
mmm i concur.

Rachel

November 04 2005
Relient K! Yeah, I know EXACTLY what you're saying...and the mood swings are affecting me, too....it's rather....obnoxious, actually. I like junior year, but I think maybe....stressful is a good adjective for it....=)