some say that we're better off a part and some say that they wish we were back together. some say we weren't good for each other and some say that we worked well together. i don't want you to hate me, and i don't know why you didn't go to camp yesterday but everytime i looked at a guy from far away, i thought they were you. lately, especially, i've missed you alot. and i know you don't want to hear this, but i want you back. i'm not trying to beg so just hear me out. i know you're happy being single and all, but i know somewhere inside of you, you miss being with me. you cover it up, just like i cover up being sad. im tired of hearing from others how you feel or what they think about the situation because it's not about them, its about us. im not asking you to fall deeply in love with me and marry me. i'm asking that you give our relationship just one more chance. we don't always have to see each other or call each other. i want it to be like the baseball games, just us hanging out with our friends. because i know i'm not your world and you aren't mine anymore. i want us to be in a relationship but still have friends around because shutting out friends brought us down. please just hear me out..... i hate not having you as a friend and i don't want us both going on in life without wondering "what if..." so please, just consider it. don't think about what others say because, from my impression, they just want us to kiss and make up or just shut up about it. but i can't keep quiet sometimes. i really miss you...... please just think about it. you cann message me back here or you can message me on myspace, if you don't want to call. well that's about it. i'm sorry if i've wasted your time.

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