Well, the word intimate used to present the idea of sex in my mind, this is no longer the case.  Today Judge Don Ash gave the sermon at church.  He talked about how he had an intimate relationship with wife, just like he had one with God.  It got my mind turning, and it's good.  I realized I had a relationship with God, but not the right kind.  I don't go to God with everything, I need to change that.

It's going to be a good day.

James Blunt is amazing.

"you're beautiful"
 

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

"...I was everything she wasn't: she was gorgeous, I left much to be desired; she was healthy, I was prone; she was youthful and tight - skinned, I was prematurely aged by excessive worry;...she had meaning, value, importance, was well dressed, clear thinking, impeccable in periodontal care, incapable of shooting a political misleader, certainly unable ever to be rounded up as either a homeless person or illegal alien....I...well, I've had problems in those areas."

I like it when I stumble across old notes I've left to myself and never found again.  I like it when you put a song on repeat and then you forget that it's even playing until someone turns it off.  I like it when MTSU shuts down the Sunbelts top offense. 

It's strange how life works out sometimes.  You have a phone conversation with someone and then later on you run into them.

I'll be around the bend...

All you need is love is a lie... at least, I hope it is.

I straight pimp slapped my math test.

"well, as far as I'm concerned the internet is just another way of being rejected by a woman..."

gotta love it...

"...and I was in love.  She was from the America beyond the oceanic Hudson.  She had apple cheeks and spoke with a twang....she would laugh at my jokes, or smile when she caught me staring at her.  She was a Red Delicious transformed into an Ivory Snowgirl.  She had a natural innocence, a perpetual virgin quality..."

in your love, my salvation lies...

If I pull up in a UHAUL pack up quick, so we can get out of this town cause it makes me sick....

I'll tell you why it's the coolest thing ever to have a lot of girls who are just friends, they know you better than you know your self most of the time.  They also say, "yeah that brown jacket would be ok."

I have the best jacket ever now.

"Deflated and jaded, I hate it when you call, which isn't at all."

what about cordoba?

I'm in love with words.....and I don't care who knows it.

So today was really good.  Today was how I imagined college when I was little, cold and gray and all that good stuff.  This Semester is really close to the end. 

It's the perfect time of year
Somewhere far away from here
I feel fine enough, I guess
Considering everything's a mess
There's a restaurant down the street
Where hungry people like to eat
I could walk but I'll just drive
It's colder than it looks outside

It's like a dream you try to remember
But it's gone
Then you try to scream
But it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world
Beyond your front door
Take your time, is the way I rhyme gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just to try to figure out what all this is for

It's the perfect time of day
To throw all your cares away
Put the sprinkler on the lawn
And run through with my gym shorts on
Take a drink right from the hose
And change into some drier clothes
Climb the stairs up to my room
Sleep away the afternoon

Like a dream you try to remember
But it's gone
Then you try to scream
But it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world
Beyond your front door
Take your time is the way I rhyme gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just to try to figure out what all this is for

Pinch me, pinch me, cause I'm still asleep
Please God tell me that I'm still asleep

On an evening such as this
It's hard to tell if I exist
If I pack the car and leave this town
You'll notice that I'm not around
I could hide out under there
I just made you say "underwear"
I could leave but I'll just stay
All my stuff's here anyway

Like a dream you try to remember
But it's gone
Then you try to scream
But it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world
Beyond your front door
Take your time is the way I rhyme gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just to try to figure out what all this is for


Try to figure out what all this is for
Try to see the world beyond your front door
Try to figure out what all this is for

she's electric, she's in a family full of excentrics.  she's done things i've never expected and i need more time.......

It's been one of those days that you don't want to remember, but you know that you'll never be able to really strip it from your mind. 

"I'm an enigma wrapped in a mystery, or a fool consumed by fear...."

"I swear I thought billy goats were made for lovin'..."

"Gravity, stay the Hell away from me..."

Color is overrated.  I actually prefer old black and white movies.  Technicolor ruined my life.

The new phonebook's here, the new phonebook's here!  I'm somebody now!

It's been a slow news day.

...been busy all night, gave up waiting out daylight...

Finally some rest for the weary....

So long ago, I don't remember when. That's when they say I lost my only friend. They said she died easy of a broken heart disease...

This week sucks....

Biology is just one of those pointless things that...I don't know....

"What man is a man who does not make the world better?"

...I had some coffee, it was really strong. I heard some fellow playing Dylan songs. I stopped on a bridge and watched the Seine roll on. I was thinking of you. I saw a couple as a show got out. Their tongues were lost inside each other's mouths. I wondered how they'd ever get them out. I was thinking of you.....


The National Storytelling Festival....

Today would have been a complete waste if it wasn't for Bill Harley, one of the funniest, most talented, and realistic songwriters and storytellers ever. But besides that, waste of a day....

Being invisible is just like anything else in life; it has it's pros and cons.

When you're invisible very few people talk to you, but no one talks about you. That's just fine with me....


Scented Candles may look cool, but they funk up my allergies....

MTSU 17 VANDY 15.........

A blocked field goal with no time left!!!!

Whenever I go to Nashville there seems to be a drunk fat guy with in ten feet of me, and he usually says some really hysterical things......

"Yeah, I graduated from here with a misdemeanor."

"So, how long have ya'll been sober?"

"You taking weatherology? That's a good class."

"One can equals one dip."

The John Mayer Trio.........

The Historic Ryman Auditorium...........

Let's just say I'd throw some pants on right now, and drive back to Nashville to see them tear it up all over again.

Well, it's around two, and I have to say something. I can write one mean History paper. I'll tell you what...

Alright the first thing that lived up to it's hype about college. My first almost all nighter. It's like a natural high.

The only causes worth fighting for are the lost causes....

What would Jesus do, if He walked a mile in my shoes?


It's been four years since our world was rocked. That's all I have to say about that.

I'm just ready for this day to be over.


Well it was either stay, lose my mind, and finish the test, or leave that question blank, save my sanity, and go home.


I get lost on the boulevard at night, with out your voice to tell me; I love you, take a right....

I have the most inhumane schedule possible. It's just not right to make someone have an awesome parking space in the morning, and then make them wait around until 1 to keep it.

I give in very easily to very attractive girls in Mustangs. Tuesday I had the best parking space ever, and I went to swap books and sit in my car, then all of a sudden this very attractive girl asked if she could have my parking space. I said of course, and moved.

"Under My Thumb" is my favorite Rolling Stones song.

"What came first, the music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns, or watching violent videos, that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands, literally thousands of songs about heartbreak, rejection, pain, misery and loss. Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable? Or was I miserable because I listened to pop music?"

Saturday, it all comes together.

I miss Erin Horton, especially on average days like today. She is/was my wildcard friend.

The whole New Orleans situation is really bothering me. I think the fact that it could be months before all the damage can be found is what does it.

Economics is my favorite class.......

I think it's the Freshman Negative 15. I bet I've lost a couple pounds this week alone, and the "ULCER" that's developed has kept my appetite down.


Everybody's talking about how much they either "love" or hate college. Me, I'm pretty apathetic. I see it as just a four year wait before I get to do what I want. (except I don't really know what I want to do yet)


A Long weekend, it's a nice way to end the longest week ever.


"Mama always said, 'dying was part of life.' I sure wish it wasn't." - Forrest Gump