fire hazard!

December 09 2005
well I wrote an entry but deleted it for my safety- let me just say I dont live with the smartest people in the world and one of them has come very close to burning down the appartment....and i fear its more than one occasion. This week has been emotional for many people I know. One of my best's broke it off with her boyfriend of 3 years, they were practically engaged, had everything planned, then poof! one day he decided that wasnt good enough and he was going to cheat on her....alot! Hes crazy! Literally! A mental case...and if you knew the rest of the store....whew! My best's roomate and i drove to belmont to try to kick his butt but he was too chicken to walk down a flight of stairs.

All this makes you appreciate how your life is and what you have, or what you dont have in some cases. Theres something about seeing people hurt and broken, I can't explain it- but it just makes you want to give them a big hug and a huge medicated bandaid to fix it all up.

had the first final today....it went alright- im just so happy to be finished. I don't think its hit me yet that I'll be leaving everyone I've grown to love so much for a month. I know that sounds silly but Im going to miss everyone. And its back to the old warner robins life where you have to walk on eggshells and everyone knows where you are going and what youre doing. i cant get away with anything at home...not like Im such a rebel- but still. Back to the other side of the double life. I know I've changed but still, I shouldnt have to pretend like I havent. This is the first christmas in a while ill be single, first one that the family is staying at our house, first one with out grandparents figuratively, first one where i know who my real friends are, and having majority of them be 500+miles away from me, and first one as a grown up. I know that sounds silly- i was 18 last year, but I have alot more responsibilites, alot more financial commitments, alot more time I have to be constructive with. ahh this is coming to be longer than I thought....oh well- gotta go!

Nathan Moore

December 10 2005
wow. good luck on finals!