I just thought i would say I have had a first in the life of JMO tonight...... There is a girl that is absolutly gorgious and  i have always wished i could have just one chance to hook up with..... I always thought i would be the luckiest guy to even get to talk with her..... well tonight i began to think..... and this is what came out....She would be lucky to hook up with me! Wow i couldnt beleive that went through my head and out my mouth. I mean all this time i have put this girl up on a pedastool and i am finally begining to find my identity in God instead of what girls think and in turn that causes me to view my self worth as what God sees. Now, i DO NOT say this to sound cocky or look at me the super christian, but instead to praise God for helping me and continuing to help me find identity in him. I dunno, you might have to know me to understand where i am coming from. But this was a hurge deal haha. Maybe even if you know me you can't understand.... Maybe i just understand.... oh well it excites me that i have reached a point where i can say that and mean it.