keep God as your strength. remember that in Christ we are more than conquerors. and ALWAYS remember that you are not alone. i think, for us girls, that is a hard thing to believe. our biggest fear is being abandoned. and even with meaningful relationships and activities in our life, we can still feel very alone. but we aren't. God is always with us. there is a special hatred towards us-- and it comes in many forms-- all from Satan. you should read captivating. it explains this very well, along with other things about women. including an understanding about who God created them to be, wounds to our femine hearts, and about Satan's attacks on us. if you have God in your life, there is always hope. always. your life is for the glory of God. and He always works things to the good of those who love Him. He will take care of you. i will be praying for you. and if you ever need to talk, message me or email me. have a great night!