MY OTHER PRAY TO YOU AS MANY MORE TO COME ALWAYS

September 23 2005
Dear Lord,
Hello my father.
Im praying to you cause I have so much love for you and Im always needing.Why must there be so many hypocries?I wish people could just be real and not judgemental cause were all human and gonna make mistakes.I have made mistake's but from each mistake I have learned something about myself and that you cant keep making those same mistake's but I know you loving me so much that you will get me through this.I have no doubt in my mind that you are behind me 100% in whatever I do even if its a mistake cause your behind me in the way of getting me out of it and just blessing me to learn from all the mistake's I make and to help me grow as a spirtual person.I know Lord I havent been true to you lately and that Im just now getting back up in believing in you again.I had strong high doubts in you cause everyone doubted me and juged me and hurt me bad.I lost my faith totally since about 8th grade and now Im getting all of it strong and back and Im the happiest I have been in a long time knowing that I have my faith back and its a Thanks to Sanctuary on this past Thursday.If I wouldnt of gotten to go I wouldnt be typing these blogs now cause it changed me like things started coming in real fast like boom boom hitting me left and right like a wake up call.Gosh! I know its personal and detailed but what Im trying to say in this prayer to you Lord is Im sorry and I own up to you now and I want to pray for others to never loose there faith in you.I used words and said things months and months ago I wish I never said like I hated you.But,I felt dark and alone cold and scared and like I had no one to go to.But,I should never say some of the things I said and I will never forsake you again my Lord like that I was wrong to.Now that Im praying and letting this all out in the open just please bless me to pass the good word of your name Thy Lord around.There's not a day that goes by now that Im not gonna stop saying to myself how much I Love You and that Im so Thankful to have such a strong Christian family meaning my parents,sis,grandma's and other people in my life.But,I couldnt of gotten through any of this if it wasnt for you.I got through it cause I wanted to and needed to and cause something a girl said at Sanctuary. Thank you girl from Hondorus that goes to Lipscomb and every one else at Lipscomb who touched my heart when they got up there and spoke.WOW! Lipscomb is what can I say a power touching school with so many beautiful people that just really pore there heart out to the Lord.I cant stop thanking you and wont stop.Lord your just so amazing to go and die on the cross to save our sins and wash them away.I dont think I or any human can sit there and say they would do that for any of us and for you to do that is something truely beautiful and amazing like that you are more than GREAT.I cant even start to explain how much Im glad I got you fully 100% back in my life.We dont relize how blessed we are to live in this world even though there is evil out there.Tempation is so hard and we go through it everyday rather we want to or not.
In Him,
KIRSTEN

Nathan Moore

September 23 2005
very true... keep on with this passion... many Christians seems to loose their passion over time because it just becomes bland to them. I encourage you to never let that passion leave you... keep pressing on and God will keep revealing Himself to you... awesome.

Rachael Moore

September 23 2005
i agree my nathan... it is awesome to hear about how real God is to you and the changes he is bringing into your life! i hope things are going well for you! its been so long girl! talk to you later!

Michael Dillon

September 24 2005
I think when you finally come to a point when you realize how much Christ really did sacrifice for you individually, your life and heart is sparked by change. God begins to enter the chambers of your heart. He desires to radically change you, and make you a special messenger for Him. He chooses to work in you, and his love for you is so overwhelming that we can't truly get it in this lifetime. His love, mercy, and grace are enough for all of us. I pray that you continue to be bold in your faith. Share what God has so graciously given to you. Devote your life to God's calling in your life. He's got great plans for you! Michael