reading

September 14 2005
Kissing Doorknobs. No commentary as of yet

movie

September 11 2005
I saw Exorcism of Emily Rose today. awesome... yeah

I feel...

September 10 2005
Melancholy and infinite

sadness

September 05 2005
sometimes passive agressiveness is all i have to show to some people. i try very hard but tis hard to keep calm all the time. i love all my friends and when they back down on their word it hurts... it really hurts

People

August 28 2005
I don't think people should get upset over petty things because you never know how much time you will have with the person you get upset w/.

enlightenment

July 28 2005
i have new enlightenment in life... i don't want to listen or watch crap... trash in trash out ya know... i can't veer off onto the wrong track again... i just can't... and i wont... i won't let myself... please don't let me

mask

July 09 2005
some ppl just wear a mask to hide what they are feeling... you can't do that b/c then you will end up breaking down... i know from experience you have to try your hardest to get help if you aren't feeling right... hiding doesn't help... it just worsens... you can only blow up a balloon so far until it pops...

dance in the rain

July 06 2005
me and elizabeth danced in the rain... twas beautiful... i love the rain... do you?

hot

July 02 2005
it tis wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too hot today...so me and betsy are gonna go swimmin... very cool... don't have much to say... i finally figured out this whole phusebox thing... well here is a quote for all the cool ones, "If someone tries to show you a picture of their Ugliest Thing what are the chances you aren't going to look?" -Amandine (a novel)

I hate mornings

July 01 2005
today was so tiring at summer school... bleh drivers ed... well i haven't exactly figured out how to do all of this yet so it doesn't exactly portray me yet... but it shall