Anna Miller
Social
Relationship Status
In A Relationship
Highschool
Siegel
College
MTSU
Favorite Music
everything on my iPod :)
Favorite Movies
Beauty and the Beast, A Cinderella Story, The Sandlot, Pursuit of Happyness, many more
Favorite Books
Bible, My Utmost for His Highest, The Cather in the Rye, A Painted House, The Client, Teacher Man
Other Websites
http://www.myspace.com/lifes_pinkflamingo
College, God, Life, and Love
June 10 2005
I officially registered for MTSU this past Tuesday, but I waited until my schedule was how I wanted it before posting it up here:
MWF: English, Understanding Mass Media, and Computer Science Orientation.
T/R: Biology and College Algebra
T: Lab
On MWF, I'm done at 11:15, so that's awweeesoooommeee!!! Tuesdays I'll more or less be on campus all day because my lab is soon after bio, then I'll eat lunch, then head to algebra. Thursdays, I'll have like, three and a half hours between biology and algebra, but I guess I can just hang around and get some work done.
Something I struggle with is worry. Several times, it's turned into anxiety, and that's turned into a panic attack; I do not wish those on anybody. One thing I've begun to realize is that I worry myself to a point where I'm right in the middle of what I'm worrying about! Confusing? Let me give you an example: One thing I often worry about is that I'm not going to enjoy my life. Because I'm so hooked on that one small thought, it begins to spread throughout my mind, and I'm really not enjoying my life at all! I'm embarrassed to say how long I went before realizing that. . . seven to eight months. And you know what? I STILL struggle with that single thought from time to time, but thank God, I'm getting better at it.
I've been thinking a whole lot about guys, relationships, and God. Having a relationship with a wonderful guy/man is something I desire very deeply. Often times, I do not let those around me see how much I desire to be in a relationship. I want to love, to show affection, to give, to talk with a man that's very special to me and vice versa! After awhile, a throught struck me: as much as I desire that from a guy, God desires to give EVERY BIT OF THAT to me and for me to return it just as much ((and even more)) as I would to a man I was in love with. But that's so hard to fathom: that God wants me that badly, and more times than not, I wind up not giving Him the attention He deserves, and just like my heart has been broken when I haven't received attention from a guy, His is crushed even more.
MWF: English, Understanding Mass Media, and Computer Science Orientation.
T/R: Biology and College Algebra
T: Lab
On MWF, I'm done at 11:15, so that's awweeesoooommeee!!! Tuesdays I'll more or less be on campus all day because my lab is soon after bio, then I'll eat lunch, then head to algebra. Thursdays, I'll have like, three and a half hours between biology and algebra, but I guess I can just hang around and get some work done.
Something I struggle with is worry. Several times, it's turned into anxiety, and that's turned into a panic attack; I do not wish those on anybody. One thing I've begun to realize is that I worry myself to a point where I'm right in the middle of what I'm worrying about! Confusing? Let me give you an example: One thing I often worry about is that I'm not going to enjoy my life. Because I'm so hooked on that one small thought, it begins to spread throughout my mind, and I'm really not enjoying my life at all! I'm embarrassed to say how long I went before realizing that. . . seven to eight months. And you know what? I STILL struggle with that single thought from time to time, but thank God, I'm getting better at it.
I've been thinking a whole lot about guys, relationships, and God. Having a relationship with a wonderful guy/man is something I desire very deeply. Often times, I do not let those around me see how much I desire to be in a relationship. I want to love, to show affection, to give, to talk with a man that's very special to me and vice versa! After awhile, a throught struck me: as much as I desire that from a guy, God desires to give EVERY BIT OF THAT to me and for me to return it just as much ((and even more)) as I would to a man I was in love with. But that's so hard to fathom: that God wants me that badly, and more times than not, I wind up not giving Him the attention He deserves, and just like my heart has been broken when I haven't received attention from a guy, His is crushed even more.
Jennifer Hood
June 10 2005
Whoo hoo! Congratulations! By the way, I am offering to accompany all incoming MTSU Freshman onto campus this summer to learn direct routes to and from classes - let me know if you are interested.
Kaylei
June 10 2005
yeah, I totally understand about the worry thing and about deeply desiring to be in a relationship with a man....but wow, isn't it cool to know that God desires us too? I mean, I'd MUCH rather have God by me than anything else in the world.
Amy
June 10 2005
Hey, I worry a lot too! Glad I'm not the only one! Please don't fret about boys though... even when you get one he isn't always perfect! Your schedule sounds better than mine... and I got to register earlier! But whatever, I'm actually pretty happy with mine.
