raoul_de_castor has said in his blog:

so according to my mother, i should have the entire rest of my life planned out from this point forth.

somewhere she missed the fact that i am only 17. that i don't know exactly where i want to go to college. that i don't know what i want to do "when i grow up."

she thinks i haven't been thinking about it at all. that all i am concerned about is having fun with my friends in the here and now.

i don't remember the last time i just sat and hung out with my friends. i've been working all day most every day for the past few weeks.

i mean, that obviously shows that i am lazy and don't think about the future. what a horrible, no good teenager i am.....

I can't help but say I agree, what a no good teenager I am too. Big decisions are coming up in my life. I'm about to be bombarded by responsibility. High school is the only time in your life where you really don't have a whole lot to worry about, and I'm trying to enjoy it as much as possible before it's over. It's going to be **sarcasm** very exciting out there **end sarcasm** in the big world. The moment I graduate, it's all over. You don't get a second chance at life in High school.

And no,

I don't know where I'm going to college, or how.

It seems like whenever I plan on doing anything in life, money is, and will always be a factor. I hate money. I hate how it looks, I hate how it feels, I hate the paper-ery dirt smell it has. I hate the way people love money more than their own family. I HATE MONEY.

And yes, it has been awhile since I've hung out with my friends. Between hanging out with Kendall (which is good, don't get me wrong) and filling out ACT applications, Scholarship applications, College Applications and other stuff that is as pointless as Aaron actually having a driver's license.

Forgive for rambling, but once I start, it's hard to stop.

I'm done now. Go about your business. Talk amoungst yourselves.