Just tell me if you messed with my car.

 I love being around you...

 I'm just setting myself up for another heartbreak.

Life is so unpredictable.

 "I don't smoke cigarettes. I drink chocolate milk."

Tonight was amazing thanks to my dance class. mmm...happiness.

Just Why?

I need someone I can tell all my secrets to.

So...

yeah...

This is how it is suppose to be.

long hours of crying, wishing to be somewhere else, and all that good stuff....

yep...Junior year rocks...no matter what they say.

This is going to be the year I finally break down...

I believe it will happen.

I want to be a model...

All I need to do is: Lose 20 pounds and get plastic surgery.

Someone should bring me yummy soup and flowers(maybe?).

AHHHH!

I still love you guys.

Thursday was wonderful; from steak n shake to me rapping early in the morning. I'll never think of a pirates flag the same way.

My oldest Brother, Justin, got married Saturday. no one was invited- dumb losers.

News for those who know about it: The "competition" is over. It's no fun.

kissy kissy kissy.
haha, I love you guys.

I'm back. I'll prolly write about it on xanga or you can ask me about it if you have to.

Pretty sure I'm going to be bored for the next 2 weeks. Dumb band geeks leaving me. Gosh...I'll have no one to hang out with. Losers...maybe I should try to rejoin band? haha


Random:
I have to have a party for Arbor Day.
I dyed my hair.
I gained weight. =(
I need help on my math work. Anyone want to help me?
I feel like going on a walk.

mmm...say you love me.

So, I'm bitchy and opinionated. Why do I even try?

You just need to be with a close friend.


soooo....do you miss me? Haha, no? I knew it.

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I need a hug right now. Ahhh!...pwease?

I haven't had a good night's sleep in 4days.

Blakey, my twinkie, is coming home in 4hours!Gosh, I've missed him so freakin' much. I don't know what I would do without him.......maybe cry? I wish I could be more like him. How come he gets to be the pretty, cool twin? hahaa.

I leave tomorrow around 1. I HATE planes. Pray for me? or get me sleeping pills, either one? I'll be back Thursday night and I'm leaving Friday morning for Illinois.

Bad news: I have poison ivy on my knees. Just one year, one freakin' year- that's all i ask.

7 people...7 people....7 people?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

In our small lil' house? No way. As much as I love Justin, that is insane. I would write more but I don't know for sure if they( him &Nadia) will have to live with us.

Good News: Blakey comes home Thursday!!!! Who wants to throw a big party?

I think it's time for cupcake day, Mady.....
Anyone want one?

ehhh. Pretty sure I'm not in a good mood thanks to a certain someone. Hug ?


Last post was just to see what y'all would say. I like coffee though. I'm not in love with it like some people. Crazy people. It doesn't make me sick anymore. =) *Sara, you lost*


Good news: I'm in love...................jk.............
We found that crazy guy's phone number so we can report him. Dumb perv.

hmmmmm.....4th of July was good. I saw fireworks with a lot of people.yaaaaaaay. I feel like having a "get together". I know I can't though- that blows.

i loooooooove you.

Starbucks/Coffee sucks....Yeah, I said it. I HATE IT. How could you like that crap?

I'm getting tired of this......

Today, I went to World Outreach Church. It's a nice (BIG) church. I saw Cody...ahh, those good ol' memories of science class. Dana, remember being in the office with Cody? hehe.

Who is up for a game of "Truth or Dare"?

*edit* Pretty sure I just messed up my wedding...*cries*

Some Things I love:

When Sarah picks out dresses for me.
Waterbeds.
Strange rap
Michael's house....and the cat i'm going to steal.
Picnics
Brian S....lol


mmm, it's been a good week...if only one conversation didn't happen.

I'm think I might start my summer reading/math. Should I or should I wait 'til the week before school? Hmmm...

I keep saying the wrong things and it makes me feel like a bad person. I'm just dumb like that. Arrg....I'm in a bad mood.

Picnic/Mall/Cards/Sonic was nice.

Whoever is calling me from "private number" you seriously need to stop. That isn't cool at all. It's okay for normal prank phone calls but not like that. OMG! They just called( no joke). I'm going to kill them. No fun.......

time for emo music...lol.

Picnic tomorrow!!! 1:00 at kids castle. Bring food. Afterwards, we're going bowling and maybe back to my house. If you just want to go bowling and wanna know when we get there call my cell(631-7630)


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Last night was pretty DANG fun. Courtney and I got to eat with Carlton's family after Fazoli's. ( & you wonder why I hate trying new food....losers) Yeah, I still loved it.

I heard a story today from a friend and it was very hard for me to keep listening....I'm an idiot. I can't change anything and it will always be the same thing. If only I can change the past. If only...

Gosh......Sorry, I won't tell everything/anything really.Most of you know what's it about, most likely. Next year better be wonderful.

Dana, you better go "a huntin' ".

*sighs* I'm okay now...

Well...life is boring and i still love it.

Yesterday, My mom and I just let my dad relax and watch golf * I have to play golf with him next week-woot?*
We went to the mall where I found the best dress in the world. Mmm, I want it- too bad it cost $190. Then, my mom made a big deal/ scene about prom.(Don't ask about it.)
On a good note: My mom said she would pay around 1/2 the cost of breast implants. *score* I doubt I will get them, but it's good to know that considering they cost a lot.

hmm...I think I saw Curly at church, but I'm not sure. Damn, bad vision. I tried not to stare and that's nice of me. I LOVE red hair.

Picnic on Thursday, then bowling, and maybe back to my house for jailbreak(?) & a movie. Details later, tell me if you wanna go.

Question: Do you believe in love?