I could be the girl surrounded by people and still feel alone...Forever alone

See this?
This is a tear of misery
every night i cant hear your voice is a night of blurred confusion
I try so hard to let you know how i feel...
try so hard and freeze up like a broken robot
Programmed to fail
My wires are sparking with fury
and are about to light this nightmare to ashes
Forever meant to be forgotten
Is this what you wanted?
I have a sickness...
A sickness drawn to be a sucker for a sweet talker
a fake, a heart crusher.
There is no cure. It's contagious
Were all one for ourselves.
Lock me up, Take me away
Let these sirens sing me away
Sing me Softly goodnight...Goodnight