I know that it is not for my wonderful speech, I think I got mine from MMoses. I know that it is not because of anything that I can do well, because the only reason why I can do it is because of Him. I am of no use to Him, so why does He want me. All I can do is let Him do everything for me, we are supposed to have a servants heart but how can we compete with a God that wants to do everything for us? I am the reason that Jesus had a crown of thorns thrust upon His head. I hammered those nails into His hands and feet. And the whole time He looked at me and smiled and said 'I, the King of Heaven, Creator of All Things, The Beginning and the End, love you. We are both doing what we have to do. Those sweat drops of blood, I was thinking of you. This is only the beginning. Father forgive my brother.' I crucified my Savior, my Redeemer, my King, so it is only right for me to have to crucify myself. I made Him carry His cross with a little help from a reluctant bystander, so what gives me the belief that I can do it all by myself. He is more than willing to carry my cross for me, and carry me at the same time. And we say that life is too hard. Jesus was physically beaten, almost to death, forced to carry a cross, was denied, betrayed, all for being who He is. What have I done for Him? He did all this for all of us individually, He would have done it all for you, just one of you. Yes I know that we have pain and suffering, He knows about all of that, He has overcome all of that. And I can't find the time to talk to Him, to read what He has inspired. He knows everything about me and all I know is His name. He called me brother, but it only feels right to call Him an acquaintance. So why does He want me? He doesn't need me, He just wants to use me to tell people what He has already taught me. What does He want of you? Hasta la victoria siempre.