soooo.....
sleep and volunteer work at the hospital.
then band camp!!

=]]]

what are everyone's awesome summer plans?

one more day,

and i gotta say...
gahh, i gotta stop writing in rhyme.

new phusebox huh?

wow. this is definitly....different.

...
so...i'm almost sixteen.
i don't feel any different.
...
i'm so glad it's summer.
words could never express my relief.

^^^
favorite picture ever. ^_^
gotta love those kids.

yep.
i definitly love jazz fest.
[but not when it rains.]
=[
this weekend kinda blew.
and i have a headache.
i cant wait until it stops raining all the time.
i want it to be sunny!

chiiiiiiicaaaagoooo!!!!!!!

bassoon. makes me happy. =]
flute?
*scratches head*
i forgot how to.
school?
=/
ehh.
good.
but i still miss last year.
6 days until chicago!
woo ^_^

military ball.
[[and then ihop.]]
^_^

solos are scary.
[[a lottt.]]
>_<

snoooowwww!!!
yayness! =]

hey i think you're cute
would you like to be my new best friend?
we can talk for hours or just lay in bed
you're just the kind of kid i could grow old with
so won't you walk with me to the park up the road
i told you that i'd be right back
you said that i'll be the judge of that
'cause see boys they have a tendency of running from me
as fast as they can i don't know why
and i just laughed and asked if you'd like a coke or some sort of assorted beverage from the diner up the road
if so, you should walk with me
feel free to hold my hand
feel free to kiss me on the cheek even though i'd prefer the lips

hey i think you're groovy
would you wanna see a movie with me?
we can sit in uncomfortable seats and eventually
i'll get the nerve up to put my arm around you
can i put my arms around you?
'cause i'd sure like to
it'll be like an episode of boy meets world
except without the commercials
and i'm just fine with that
how about you?
i like the way you talk
i like your died black hair
i love your halfass accent you stole from the foreign movies
i like your pretty eyes
and how you're afraid of the dark
well i am too, so would you like to take a walk with me
through a well-lit park just up the block
i'll be the bright side of your bad day
i'll be the bright side of your bad nights
i'll be the bright side of your bad day
if you'll be mine

"Hey"
 Backseat goodbye ♥

...

what do you say to someone when it needs to be said but you dont want to ruin a friendship?

------

[[I'm so glad i said something.]]

pretty sure i love it when people you haven't talked to in forever randomly call or message you out of the blue.

i'm tired of lying to myself and everyone else.
i'm not happy with the way things are right now.
and i know it sounds horrible...
but it's the truth.

  pretty sure bowling for soup is my new favorite band ever. 

new family member. ^_^
we're thinkin bout namin her darla.

[[chase is jealous.]]

name suggestions pretty please?

the other night i had a dream that i had cancer.
the doctor told me i only had a short time to live.
looking back on my life i didnt like how i had lived it.
i felt remorseful.
absolutly hopeless.
totally
and
completly
exasperated.

and then i woke up.


maybe i need to make some changes...

today i painted the bathroom! ^_^

*gasp*
can it be?
yes, that's right folks.
an update from yours truly.

not much has been going on lately.

just a lot of this^^^

a little bit of that ^^^^

maybe a little of that ^^^^

and this.
=]

yep. he definitly makes me smillle.

noooo!!!
don't let phusebox die!
myspace is eating the internet!

holly misses marching band.
and she's decided boys aren't so bad afterall.
especially this certain one...

no school on friday!
wooo!!!!
holly likes life right now.
=]

did phusebox die?

sleep is good.
: )

too bad it rained.
: [

hmm. what's been going on lately...
been practicing bassoon like crazy.
during luch, after school, on a pencil during class.
i need a life.
so another band comp this saturday.
that means even less sleep and more sunburn.
are you guys pumped or what?!

what is it that makes people completely terrified of change?
(and commitment)
oh yeahh! made an A in math. that's like the first time since like what? fourth grade?
yep yep.
things are good.

this reminds me of day cares and stuff where everyone is doing something completely different.
heck yes i love the flutes.

he said yes.
♥

: )

  band is going swell.  
  school is going okay too.  
  but there is one thing i need to say to a certain someone.  
  i just dont know how he'd react.  
  or what he'd say.  
  but i dont want to spend a forever regretting not saying anything. 

  ...  

  today the trees called out your name. they wanted to know why you were so sad. i wanted to tell them but i didnt know either. you keep to yourself these days and no one knows why. his voice is still in my head and not leaving anytime soon so when the rain comes to your door come meet me outside and we can let the rain run her fingers through our hair and let the music steal our hearts. you dont need to understand how or why, just for onece let the music take control. one. two. three. one. two. three. let your feet do the talking. this runs through your veins. dont ever let the music die.