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?????

whta do i want?

October 02 2006
i was asked this question
and i still can't answer it

i want nothing and everything i want the world and i want to be free of the world i want satisfaction and deprivation i want to feel something and i never want to feel again i want to be needed but i don't want anyone to count on me i want to dissapoint you to see if you will still care about me if i do but i want to be invulnerable and never fail i want to be normal but i never want to be like anyone else

there will never be a simple answer for what i want
maybe i don't know
so i decide i want everything
or maybe i do know
so i decide i want nothing

please excuse the morbid cynicism
i'm feeling like myself today