So Who Liked My Post From Kelly???

March 09 2006

So kelly made my last post... haha... i told her to change some stuff on myspace for me and she got on my phusebox too... haha its cool though...


so yeah... theres been a lot goin on lately... ill give ya the number chart haha


1: school has been like... interesting... granted yes im makin friends... but it clicks after a while that they are in daniel mckee for something a lot worse that I...


2: me and lauren got into it... i basically told her i wanted her out of my life and never wanted to see her again... i told her to erase my number from her phone and pretend she never met me... and i dont regret saying it... she was all mad at me cuz i liked addie and shes the one that dumped me, led me on, said we would be together again... yet lied to me... hmm yeah... like im NOT gonna like someone else... to think... shes the one that cheated on stuart... *there... now the world knows... *


3: i think addie is kinda upset with me now... meaning totally she wont like me... meaning... totally sucks for me...


4: i was told last night that i was on the early release list to go back to oakland... meaning... Monday will be my last day at daniel mckee... but i wouldnt bet on it... i mean... iv only been there for 3 weeks... and if i did get early release then i probably wouldnt get it until next 6 weeks... so that means that i would be there for SIX MORE WEEKS!!!! ugh


5: me and my mom totally havent been gettin along


6: i dont know... things are crazy lately all around... so basically i doubt anyone will remark on this post but honestly... i really dont care... i mean... i love love love post remarks... but its totaly up to you... im not gonna request for any remarks... so leave them if ya want...



later

hehe chris.. i told u i would.

March 07 2006

haha. i told u i would leave u a blog on YOUR OWN page. hehe.


ur such a CoOL guy to talk to!! u REALLY are!!


GLAD i started talking to u! next time i talk to u, lets PLAY that game again!! but this time im ganna WIN! haha


ANIMALS:


dog


window


cat


window


fish


window


elephant


window


bird


window


camel


window


seals


window


hawk


window


eagle


window


wolf


window


penguin


window


antalope


window


leapord


window


lion


window


lamb


window


sheep


window


cow


window


chicken


window


tiger


window


kangaroo


window


rabit


window


turtle


window


gerbil


window


panther


window


turkey


window


mongoose


window


crocidile


window


aligator


window


ok im DONE! haha. i think i WON this time! hehe.. =oD


but yeah u SHOULD most DEFINETLY teach that GAME to MORE people! lol. its basicly AMAZING! makes u THINK! it kinda hurts my brain. just a little bit. haha. but yeah. =o)


<3 KeLLy

I wrote somethin... act like you love it

March 04 2006

Shhh...


listen to the rain,


listen close as it calls your name,


hear the whistle of wind blow down the street,


make a path of destruction all but discreet,


it starts at your toes and ends at your mind,


taking it all, leaving nothing behind,


it gets to your thigh and causes a bruise,


from your last soccer game you happened to lose,


it gets to your waiste and sees the mistakes,


that you and some other and lust seemed to make,


the stomach is calm as your funnel arrives,


it sees butterflies of holding hands on long winter nights,


two veins up just on the left,


there lies a hear that ceases to rest,


it sees your emotions that broke it in half,


a bracket, a three, intercepted by a slash (</3>)


the eyes that saw heaven and the lips that kissed fate,


seldom compare to the mind that awaits,


the funnel then stops for its now met its match,


broken momentos and black and white photographs,


it sees a mom and dad divorcing and tears in your eyes,


and black and white clothing when your brother took his own life,


the funnel packs up but refuses to leave,


the funnel is your life... just you failed to see.




ok so i know it sucks... but act like you love it... i could use the ego boost... lol






p.s. New crushes= AM-ah_zing

I stand beside the waterfalls of fate** yet im dry

February 28 2006

ok so maybe i dont think before i talk all the time...





I accidentally told lauren that i wanted her to pick... she told me to give her a day... i agreed... then she told me the next day that she decided... and now is scared to tell me...





i really think i screwed up this time...





i know what probably ticked her off... i was honest with her about something concerning her best friend (not bad)... i cant help what i feel and think... well i can... but i choose not to





i just hope i havent dug myself to deep this time... i would say sorry... but i feel as though i have nothing to apologize for...





you guys are the best... just thanks for readin... who cares about the remarks...





i cant wait til friday... me and my best friend get to hang out again... see what happened last time we hung out... -->





To: My Best Friend

February 23 2006

Im not going to make a post that talks about how i miss lauren or how my weekend was SOOOO much better than yours... i want to make one post just for the girl that i love so much that i can honestly call her my best friend ever...



meet jessica...




Jessica... im so glad that we met... even though it was kind of on awkward circumstances... (you know... me likin angie and all and you just kinda taggin along lol)... ever since that day at the football field when you and Nneka were speakin "gibberish".. i knew there was somethin...


over the time we have known eachother... i have honestly been able to say that iv never met anyone like you... your so funny, smart (well... you know), so random, just so amazing... and i really really want to thank you for that...


we have both been through some crazzy times... the time you called the cops that night when i freaked you out.. and the time where faith fell face first into the pool "im ok... im ok"... we have soooo many inside jokes... Switchfoot had puppies, Cricket Cricket wind blow wind blow FROG!!!, You and i collide, i love you i hate you, 3 toed sloth eatin a watermelon popcicle riding a scooter... just to many to name...


you have made my life worth living... you have taught me sooo much not even knowing that your teaching me... youve taught me not to give up on dreams, you have encouraged my music, my voice, you have taught me that no matter what is going on that i will always have you to turn to... and i thank you so much for that...


i know i have been annoying sometimes... and im sorry for that... but you have to admit that its amusing an hour later when were laughin about it and still callin eachother names... i know that i dont always say the right things at just the right times... and neither do you... but no matter what... im always here for you... if its 45 years down the road and your cat gets run over... i WILL be the first person to ride my hover round over to your house to bring you a new cat... if your flowers die... ill plant new ones... but at the same time... if some old fogey tries to hit on you without my permission... im gonna have to take some vitamins and whoop some butt...


the point im trying to make is that no matter whats going on and no matter how many times we may say that we arent friends anymore... Best friends really do last forever... and you, Jessica Ryanne Hunter... are my BEST FRIEND... i love you soooo much...



Hmm... Good Weekend?? Oh Yeh

February 17 2006

Hmm so hows about this weekend is gonna be the best one ever... and thursday was pretty amazing as well



so thursday i went to a concert at Bonhoeffers with karla and like EVERYONE was there... and let me just say... A Plea For Purging is probably the best screamo band iv seen in a long long time



Friday (today) i went to school... went to oakland... and met up with this girl iv just recently met... let me say... Linz Hackney is probably one of the coolest people iv met... Dont get the straws at starbucks... thats how they make their money HAHA



Guess what... me and erica are gonna finally hang out tomorrow night... were gonna go see Date Movie ===

Valentines Makes For Crappy Timing

February 13 2006

so... me and lauren are through for good...






of course i find out the day before valentines






what timing :'(





















my life it is a circus,




with roller coaster rides,




the people they will play me,




but fail to win the prize,




you can try my memories,




there like my own magician,




they like to play tricks on me,




to see if i remember...













happy news...



im spoiled i know... but look at my new baby





Guess Whos Goin Back To Oakland!!!!

February 09 2006

not me



the appeal didnt go so well... and can you say nerve wrecking...


Addie Baker... for real... i was havin like the worst day EVER monday... and u for real did cheer me up like crazy... shoo you know u be gangstaa nizow... haha... i love you kid... ur amazing


Michal Mullane told me tonight that i made really long posts so she never read them... hmm?... but if i made short posts then you would never know what i actually thought or how i fealy (not that some of you random people would care)


ok let me just say this...


i dont care whos reading this... whether it be my best friends or my worst enemies...


when your able to stand up from an altar crying like crazy and not care who sees you cuz you know those tears are for god... thats an amazing feeling... and Amanda Ayers... sorry for givin you such a hard time earlier... u really are a great friend... same with you Paul... thanks guys... and thanks to everyone whos been prayin for me... it may be paying off now but dont stop yet cuz i know ill still be tested... u guys are amazing...


so my first day at Daniel Mckee is friday... and for the last time... im NOT a bad kid... i got sent there for the lamest reason ever!!! just read my post 3 posts ago...


Lauren... do you have any idea how much you mean to me? i love you so much... Valentines?


Jessica Ryanne Hunter... OMG!!! could i ask for a better best friend... u are my life (yeh i totally stole that from you)... did you know that our FIRST inside joke was "cricket cricket... wind blow wind blow... FROG!!!" and from that day on... weve been inseperable... for real... were so gettin married... haha... i love you more than ANYTHING!!!


ok... i think thats all... *thinks*... ok if i missed anything... sorry... but i gotta go...





is this post to long for ya Michal?


=( could things get better please? =(

February 06 2006

ok.. so my appeal case for Daniel Mckee is this wednesday... so pray like crazy and keep your fingers crossed...



you wanna know the main reason why i dont wanna go to daniel mckee?... well as i said in my last post... Stuart said he was gonna ask lauren out... and lauren may tell me that shell say no... but i know that if she doesnt see me everyday at school then shell start talkin to him more then shell go out with him when he asks her... and that scares me...



she asked me a very very serious question on the phone... only 2 people know about it... addie and jessica... and that question has a lot to do with our future together... and after she asked me that she posted on her xanga that we were through... that hurts me... bad



my best friend put a pic of us on her xanga then a quote about how she was close to letting go... that really makes me feel good to know that the 2 people i love the most both want to let me go...



i dont know what to do anymore... life is only getting worse... but i know it will get better



me and lindsay went out for a long time and this is how i fealt when she broke up with me... and now im over than and i barely even think of her at all... and i know that if me and lauren truly are "through" then ill get to the point where i barely ever think of her... but i dont want to get to that point...



i miss how life was 3 weeks ago... that was perfect

Call Me Crazyy... But

February 02 2006

I miss those days



so... she likes stuart... i wish she would of told me sooner... and hows about EVERYONE and there mom knew... but no one wanted to tell me... what friends


i got sent to daniel mckee... no im not joking... so yeh... im a junior but im in sophomore english right?... well the writing prompt was yesterday and mr tomlinson said i needed to go... so i went and asked the lady if i should take it and she told me to hold on and she would check... well she never came back... meaning i didnt have a prompt paper or a topic to write on.. so i was written up for skipping!!!... and i got sent to daniel mckee... it was nice to know u oakland friends... ill see u next year...


stuart said he was gonna ask her out... i want to be happy for her... i really really do... but im selfish... i want her... i want to be her boyfriend... i was the be the one she calls at 3 in the morning cuz she cant sleep... i want to be the prince in her bed time stories that she used to tell me... i miss her... i really really do...


this week has been the worst week ever... i went to church wanting to get right with god but thoughts of my day and lauren shot through my head and killed my spiritual focus... i know i need to get right with god... iv REALLY thrown my life away the past 4 months... and i need to change NOW... but i cant do it alone... please pray for me

:( ... thats all... just :(

January 30 2006

lauren and i broke up...



she broke up with me...



were still friends... BEST friends according to her



...i just hope i made her half as happy as she made me... she really was the best

Despite the matters...

January 23 2006

ok so basically... life has still been amazing... but kinda wierd... yet amusing


1st off.... (im not a bad kid... BUT...)


so me and a friend skipped 3rd period the other day cuz we wanted McDonalds and last time i checked... Oakland doesnt have mcdonalds... so yeh... long story short... we got caught... (o yeh... we also forged a note from a teacher) well i took the blame for the note just to get kurt out of a bit of trouble... and yeh... it almost got me sent to Daniel McKee (i think thats what its called)... i had to like BEG ms yeager not to send me... so i got 2 days of oss and if i get in trouble for ANYTHING for the rest of the semester then i go straight to alternative school no questions asked... so let me tell you about how im gonna be the best student ever... cuz alternative school is NOT the place for people like me...


2nd on the list...


so friday i hung out with Kurt , Cheyanne, Marquees, Quin, and some asian dude named johnny... well yeh... i went to the game after that and long story short... lauren got upset with me... and had all the right to be... (no i didnt do anything like cheat on her or anything)... but yeh... so this guy was there named Jasper... he likes her... and she kinda blew me off and was with him the whole night... but yeh... she was mad at me so i kinda understand... well yeh... a bunch of people go to la siesta after the game and apperantly jasper kissed lauren... lauren said she didnt kiss him back that she didnt expect it... so yeh... lauren tells me about it saturday night... (im just glad she told me and i didnt have to find out from someone else)... well i wasnt mad at her... but yeh... if i see jasper any time soon then ill probably kick his ass... and lauren doesnt want me to... but what should i do... just say "ok yeh... u can kiss MY GIRLFRIEND!!!"... NO!!!... im gonna be mad at the guy... so yeh... what do you guys think i should do?


3rd part of the post...


i really like phusebox... i know iv said that a million times but iv never said why... this site is an east place to get everything off my chest thats so much as slightly bothering me... as well as pick up on the daily gossip... lol... i know that i can write whatever i want and very few people are gonna be like... "ugh i cant believe you"... some pseudo jews excluded from that... (no thats not a joke)... i know that i can talk about how lauren gets on my nerves sometimes... and how gaines starts a lot of drama... and how jessica is the best thing ever put into my life... but at the same time... i know this is a place for solid confessions... when i started to do things i didnt used to... i posted on here... cuz i knew that it would get it off my chest that someone may not know and think im hiding it from them... when i do things i know i shouldnt have... i post them here... because i think talking about things is the best way to settle things... when im down about anything... i post about it... and my friends cheer me up in words they may be afraid to say in person... and those words really mean a lot guys... they really do... i know that i can put up embarrassing pictures... heck everone does... i can do WHATEVER i want... and not be judged by anyone but jews... (no im not a nazi... im reffering to someone...)


so guys... all of you... i really want to thank you... even though this may just be a long list of words... its worth it... its good to talk about it...


if ANYONE needs to talk about somethin... even if i dont know you... honestly... im here for ya... 3.9.7.-.6.7.7.7. later guys and gals

75th Comment Gets My Guitar... For Real

January 09 2006

so i made a really long post about how OAKLAND OWNED SIEGEL!!!... and it had some about me and jessica hangin out... but i clicked the "publish entry" button and my internet clicked out... so it erased the whole thing... but yeh...



ill keep it shorter... cuz everyone and there mom has talked about siegel being dominated...



i hung out with jessica saturday... it was much needed "jess~n~chris" time... shes like... for real the best thing in my life... EVER!!!... look at her... shes like... the best best friend ever...



now theres a best friend i would give my life for... and trust my life with... shes the best...



sunday night... i emailed jessica gaines tellin her exactly what she needed to hear... shes concieted... she only thinks of herself... she treats jessica hunter (my best friend) like shit... and she needs to get over herself... and oddly enough... she got mad about it... haha... well seriously... me and her are close... but she doesnt need to treat my best friend like shit... but yeh... anywhoo...



im gonna go... so just think of your favorite song (prefferably from a guy) and this is me singin it to you...







ok new game... the 75th comment gets my guitar... well... one of them

Phusebox Makes The World Go Round

December 30 2005

phusebox is back... my life is now complete...





like seriously... ask jessica... i checked back to phusebox EVERY 3 SECONDS... my daily schedule was



wake up... check phusebox... check email... check phusebox... check email... check phusebox... check lame xanga... check phusebox... hit refresh button for 20 minutes... go to the bathroom... check phusebox... and so on and so on...



like not even joking... i tried to make a post on myspace while it was down... but it was just wierd... actually... my post i made was about how phusebox was better... and then i left Tom (myspace owner) a nasty comment about how Nathan was cooler...



so phusebox definately owns me... not "owes" me... it OWNS me... like for real... i love you my dear phusebox...





life is still perfect... as could be expected...





merry late christmas guys.... happy early new years... im hangin with either jessica or elaine tomorrow night... itll be cool.... but til then...





im out...

So... Hows the Weather?

December 13 2005

i always make long posts... so ill make this one shorter...



i totally think my life makes yours look like... umm... bad... so yeh... envy me while you can



Last tuesday i didnt go to school... i didnt feel like it... so i played sick... i meant... *cough* i didnt feel to good but i really wanted to go to school... *cough*



friday... jessica gaines was gonna come over... but she couldnt... so oh well...



Saturday... jessica hunter (only the coolest kid youll ever meet) came over and yeh... shes just the shiz... so yeh... that was an amazing 12 noon to 8 at night... then at 10 i went to jessica gaines' house at about 10.30... she was havin a little get together... ill leave out all the juice but ill just say... Gaines attacked me and i dont remember anything else... so yeh... its cool... (oh yeh... i get my hair cut... see...



Before:   



after:



sunday... i dont know... what happened?... ill think about it and get back to ya.... OH YEH!!! my nephew was born... see...



 



isnt he so deformed lookin... i meant... one sexy stud... haha... hes a kool baby... if i may say so myself... to bad i was in the hospital with my bro and sister in law for like 89752930847534 hours... but it was worth it... whos an uncle?... i am... i am... and he better be one hott kid... lol...



i didnt go to school monday... i was "tired"... so my mommy said i could stay home...



tuesday... i got to school... and in 2nd period i was called to mrs yeagers office... she tried to feed me a load of crap so i fought back... long story short... im updating from home at 12.51... so yeh... i got sent home a tid bit early...



so much for not making a long post... its cool though...



MERRY CHRISTMAS IN 12 DAYS


click me to waste time

Hey Intern Adam... Wanna Trade Pants?

December 04 2005

So basically my weekend was the best...


Friday was my party


and it was... how do you say... interesting...


ok heres the whole story... kinda...


andrew came over early... the keg got here at 7.20... the people at 7.30


the cops at 8.45


yeh... the cops... the party was busted up... and oh so early... it was kinda amusing... one person opens the door and goes... "huh... cops" oh so calm... then the next person... kinda questioning was like... "cops...?" ... and then about 7 or 8 people around them started yelling "COPS!!!" so everyone took off out my back dootr over to mikeys... cuz he lives close and that was the house we all planned to go to if the cops showed... which they did... so we all scattered... and apperantly word about a party gettin busted gets around faster then your mom... and thats fast...


but the party was amazing for the hour it got to last... one person got arrested cuz they were smart enough to run out the front door and get into their car... after they had been drinking... what idiots...



Accoustic Christmas Saturday


I didnt even know i was going until Cora couldnt go and told me... and i bought her tickets for 50 dollars each... but trust me... it was worth it...


i took jessica hunter...


i hadnt seen her in forever...


it was good to catch up...


While we were in line (this is where the title came from) Intern Adam from 107.5 The River was walkin by and i was like... "hey man... im diggin those pants" and he came over and started talkin to me... and i got a random idea and was like... "hey... we should trade pants for the night... " and we started talkin about it and he was like "yeh we should just do it on stage in front of everyone"... so when the concert started... for one... Natasha Bedingfield got snowed in in Saracuse... so she wasnt there... but its cool... we all know the lyrics to her songs... "i love you i love you i love you i love you..." but Howie Day was awesome... he was pickin on this 10 year old and wrote her a verse in the song Collide... and thats mine and jessicas song... it was hilarious... but anyways... after him... switchfoot was gonna come out... and they took forever and a day so intern adam came out to stall... and it got kinda quiet and i yelled "i love your pants!!!" and me and jess were in like the very very front... and he looked at me and goes... "you... get up here" so i got on stage and he was like "this kid was outside and tells me he likes me pants... and then had the GENIUS idea that we should trade for the night... i mean... were the same size... but i dont know about u but iv only got on boxers under here so i dont wanna take my pants off... but hes got pajamas under his... so what do ya think... should we trade pants?"... and everyone started yellin and stuff and we were seriously about to trade pants when the lead singer of Switchfoot comes out and taps me on my back and was like... "hey were ready to go... u wanna introduce us?" and yeh... i got to... it was so freakin cool... it was like the highlight of my month... it was so worth the 100 dollars... so yeh...



life is simply amazing  


Lately.... Still Perfect

November 26 2005

hey children... im babysitting my sleeping neighbor right now...


 i went to jareds house thursday night... basically we stayed up and watched the funniest and cheesiest horror movie ever... The Jackhammer Massacre... dun dun dun dun... haha... it was cool....


friday... now that night is the highlight of my week... i got home from jareds at like 12.30 and i was supposed to go to hang out with lauren but nooooo... her dads to anal... so whatever... me and my mom and stephen went to opry mills... 2 things iv learned from that trip... my mom cant drive... and stephen will say or do or wear anything to fit in to the crowd around him... my bro was talkin about how girls look at me alot and he said it was because of what i was wearing... (American eagle Polo, AE pants, AE undershirt, Abercrombie undershirt, AE track jacket, Birckenstocks, Trucker hat) so he asked me to take him to american eagle and help him pick out some stuff... haha... hes never in his life worn what people would call "prep cloths" and he spent 150 dollars in a matter of minutes on a track jacket and a button up shirt and a pair of bijorndals... and we left at like 5 or 6... then we went home and elaine and elicia came over and me stephen and elaine and elicia all went to Stones River Mall... and stephen started talkin about how much he loves american eagle and blah blah blah... wow... can u say poser... but yeh... he was totally hittin on elicia... not cool... brothers arent allowed to hit on friends... well yeh... anyways... we went home at like 10.15 and at 11.30 micheal came and picked me and stephen up and we went bowling from midnight to 3.30 in the morning... i did really good... lol... then i got home at like 5 in the morning... and i texted and called a bunch of people... haha... im so cruel....


Today... i texted elicia when i woke up at like 10 or 11... to see what they were up to and elicia informs me that they were comin over in 30 minutes... haha... its cool though... my mom loves them... so i had to get a fast shower.... but when they got there... of all things they could do... they help my mom set up a christmas tree cuz me and stephen are to lazy... lol... i got a bunch of pictures today... but i dont have the cord to put them on the computer from my phone... lol... that stinks... but yeh... they left at like 4 or somethin and then my mom left at 6 and now im babysittin.... fun stuff.... me, elaine, and elicia are supposed to hang out after they get back from the mall with their families... so yeh... c ya...



life is way to perfect.... 

*cough-perfection-cough*

November 24 2005

i went to the movies with only the coolest people ever tuesday night.... philip, molly (i think thats her name... idk some random siegel chick)... CHRISTI, and LL COOL J (LJ/THE BEST G.F EVER)


let me just say... Walk The Line is a looooonnnng movie... but a good one... its the one about johnny cash... i highly approve... u should all go see it... hehe... but like it started at 7.05 and we were there til 9.30 and it still wasnt over... so we just kinda walked out... haha... oh well... but yeh... i hadnt had sleep in 40 hours when i went to the theatre.. how i stayed up the whole time i dont know... but i did...


wednesday... boogaboogabooyah... highlight of my week... Ellain Duzor and Elicia (whatever) are some of the coolest people ull ever find... garaunteed... ok so the laydown... (ill leave a few names out cuz they might get into trouble if i say there name...)but yeh.... ellain came and picked me up at like 4 or 5 or somethin like that...and we went to the mall... so we were doin like nohtin there then we went into american eagle cuz i needed to get a good track jacket and yeh... i ended up spendin 180 dollars... and most of it on ellain and elicia... so what the crap... but i called someone to see if they wanted to hang out with us and they were wasted like crap... but him kyle and someone else that ill remain nameless came and met us...and the one guy was tellin us how he threw up on his new pants... and he was wasted so he told us like 894237509328745 times... haha... then we went to mcdonalds and i bought him food and then we were gonna follow him to a party so we were followin him or whatever and we found out they were just drivin around and when we found that out we decided we were gonna go get elicia again (ryan click picked her up at the mall) so we went to get her and we called the guy so he could get kyle to meet us so we could follow him but noo... he got all buttholish and wouldnt answer his phone... so i called from ellains phone and he answered and hung up... what a freakin hoe... so basically.. he was wasted and he ditched us.. whatever... we had more fun without him... me ellain and elicia went to the grind and met up with my oldest brother and he gave me somethin and then we were gonna go to Tiget Hill but ellain didnt wanna drive that far so we went to walmart... and i spent another 60 freakin dollars on ellain and elicia... but its cool cuz i love them... but yeh out of my entire medical settlment check (that i got cashed last saturday) i have 2 dollars left... thats a lot of money to spend in 4 days... like holy crap... but yeh...


today was really good... i had a headache this morning... but had a dang good lunch... and tonight im goin over to jareds house... actually hes on his way... so i should go...


you people are all so amazing... including Sarah Gearhart (random Phusebox friend)  



party at my house december 2nd... theres gonna be tons of people... call me if you wanna go... seriously i dont even care if iknow u... jsut call ill give u times and directions... 3.9.7.6.7.7.7

Lack Of Sleep And School

November 22 2005

ok so basically... heres the rundown of whats gone on since i last updated...


1: had ISS for 3 days... 2 for bein late for the 12th time to 3rd and one for callin coach schmeltzer (my 3rd period teacher) "dude" not even in a disrespectful way... my exact words were "dude i got 2 days ISS for bein late to your class"... but yeh...


2: i was gonna go to the movies friday... but i didnt... i seriously dont remember what i did... but i know i did something.... ugh...


3: Addie Bakers b-day party... amusing... thats enough said... haha... i got a book about smurfs for being the one who knew the least about addie... (long story... idont wanna type it all)... but the party was awesome...


4: i over slept sunday... so i didnt go to church... poop


5: got to school monday and found out that because i was late friday to first period that i either got 3 days of ISS or 1 day of OSS... and look at the time stamp... its only 220... that means im at home... yeh... i have freakin OSS... thats so freakin lame....


6: i might/ want to go to the movies tonight with lauren, christi, and philip... but i havent talked to any of them (but philip) about it since Addies party... so idk... but i dont wanna sit at home tonight.... so im goin somewhere like it or not... i dont care who with... lol


7: i got my medical settlement check (for my wreck) in saturday... and cashed it... iv already seemed to blow over 250 though... omfreakingsh.... i burn holes in my pockets...



but anyways... more recent "whatevers"... this break... i have no idea what im doing... i might go to my uncles in arkansas (yeehaw... *puke*).... my grandmother is coming in sunday.... idk what shes gonna do... so this is a little adventure in the making..


whatever...


c ya

In RIght Out Right Up Right Down Im Happy All The Time

November 14 2005

weekend= uh-mazin... yeh... just astounding...


friday... went to my dads... that was rather boring...


saturday... got a message from my ex of like 98437529083745 years and she wanted to know if i wanted to go see a movie with her and amber... and yeh i wanted to cuz like... shes lindsay... and i havent seen her in forever... so i went... and we were gonna see Saw2 but like it said it was sold out right as we got to the front of the line... but we went and saw the funniest movie iv seen in a long time... everyone go see it... zathara... yeh thats right... freakin movie of amazingness... it was freakin hilarious... then me, lindsay freakin duncan, amber arnold, ambers mom/boyfriend/boyfriends sister all went to Chilis afterwards.... so thats freakin cool... then i went home... hehe


sizzunday...went and played bass first service at church... then went to get coffee... then i called Elaine and she met me and the zachmeister and we hung out for like 15 minutes... then i went to church... sunday school... then bass 2nd service... so yeh... sunday night i wanted to have some people up... i had a definate of 45 people that were gonna come over... but lauren wasnt gonna be able to come... but u know me... being the good (official boyfriend) i am... i cancelled my party to go see her.... then i found out that i wasnt gonna be able to make it... but i didnt wanna call everyone again to tell them to come over still... so i just called elaine...and she came over for a few hours... so thats cool


today...i went to school... 1st was boring... Mr T wouldnt let me make announcements yet again... oh well... 2nd period... i got my phone taken up.... again... brand new phone too... just got it friday... ugh... well the freakin teacher didnt take it to the front office like he should so when my mom came to pick me up after auditions for the musical... and she wasnt able to get the  phone when she came and picked me up... so that sucked.... so im goin a couple of days without a cell phone... and that bites.... had auditions for the musical today... i went with drew, sam, and lakeisha... it was cool... but i screwed up the song i had to sing and i thought i was too dramatic for the cold reading... thats y i like monolouges better... but if i make the play then i wont quit choir... but i really really want to... i make take it next year... who knows... but yeh...


tonight... YoungLife...its gonna be the shizz... its at the bowling alley... i like bowling... tehe... lol... but yeh... ill update maybe when i get home... u guys all rock... even you Lizbit... <--random phusebox friend name>


i should probable stop making long posts... you people never read them