so on top of me getting my car...

i also managed to get a job making an average of 10 to 15 an hour.

like yesterday... i worked for not even 7 hours... and made over 100 dollars.

and thats amazing for a 16 year old.

so yeah...

but a couple of bad things happened on my first 2 days of work.

1- i managed to lock my keys in my car. as well as my phone.

2- some girl who USED to work with me stole 21 dollars from me and it had to come out of MY paycheck.

but yeah...

i have a great car.

a better job.

and an amazing girlfriend.

so take that!.

I, Christopher G. Slate, am the current owner of a new infiniti!

its blue.

its pretty.

its fast!

who wants to hang out?

ok.

but let me point out these things.

i wasnt complaining at all about driving the pathfinder... after all... its a nice car.  but i want a car of my own that i can call mine... just like any other 16 year old.

another thing i should mention... a lot of people called me selfish because they said i wasnt buying the car... well news flash ladies and gentlemen... i am!

so... basically what every single person just commented about... theyre guilty of themselves... this meaning they are hypocrites.

i dont like hypocrites commenting on my posts.

so dont.

p.s. Kim Possible. thanks for the message you sent me... it really did mean a lot.

Is what i said in ANY way selfish, stuck uo, or spoiled?

cuz i think its not but some guard priss freak thinks it is...

so is it?

=]

Chris

Im getting my license in a week from tomorrow...

however, every car that i am planning on getting ends up being sold or SOMETHING prevents me from getting it.  what the crap!

I was supposed to get a Porsche.      SOLD

I was supposed to get a Trooper.      not sold but still technical difficulties

I was supposed to get a land rover.   not sold but not as good as i thought

I was supposed to get a Miata.          Not sold but not as good as i thought

I was supposed to get a Explorer.     Its in New Jersy and my mom wont make the drive

I was supposed to get a Civic.          SOLD

I was supposed to get a custom Civic EX.     my mom is finding any way for me not to

so ya see... why get a license if i have no car to drive?

ugh... this sucks.

=[

This weekend was beyond amazing

all of these people->

stuck in this limo

going to this restaraunt

for the one in brown's birthday.

Black guys hittin on artchalee through the window.

Serious talk with Gaines.

Amazing dinner time experience.

Back in the limo.

heading home.

Back at the house... o what a shame... me stuck in a house with 7 of gorgeous girls in pajamas... darn...

(Whos the hotty in green?)

Truth or dare.

a few awkward pictures which i wont post on my site... Jessica... (wags finger)

My life is amazing...

and guess what... I had all that fun WITHOUT breaking the law ONCE!! haha

but wow...

I know its late... but Happy Birthday Jessica

My birthday is tomorrow!!

Tell me how much ya love me ;-)

~Chris!

Camp was last week... it was amazing

the games were amazing... the people were better

i lost my voice...

but not outside during a game... i lost it inside during praise and worship... and iv never fealt better.

I know what your thinkin. "How are you saying this now after you just made the post of not being a good christian?"...

Things change... and camp changed them.

My friendships will change. Or they will be gone.

My musical talent will change. Or it will be gone.

My relationship will change. Or it will be gone.

None of this will GOD take away.  He allows us to sin...  He is infact a fair god.  He wont FORCE us to do anything we dont want to do.

This is what i want to do.

Live a better life.  And if that means giving up the things i love the most... then so be it.  As Momma #2 said in my comments. Eternity is a long time to play around with... and its not worth the things im doing.

GOD bless.

Chris.

P.S.- Life is our battlefield. Iv worn my armor. Then i took it off... But its back on. So i have 3 words for ya.... BRING IT ON!

Camp was last week... it was amazing

the games were amazing... the people were better

i lost my voice...

but not outside during a game... i lost it inside during praise and worship... and iv never fealt better.

I know what your thinkin. "How are you saying this now after you just made the post of not being a good christian?"...

Things change... and camp changed them.

My friendships will change. Or they will be gone.

My musical talent will change. Or it will be gone.

My relationship will change. Or it will be gone.

None of this will GOD take away.  He allows us to sin...  He is infact a fair god.  He wont FORCE us to do anything we dont want to do.

This is what i want to do.

Live a better life.  And if that means giving up the things i love the most... then so be it.  As Momma #2 said in my comments. Eternity is a long time to play around with... and its not worth the things im doing.

GOD bless.

Chris.

P.S.- Life is our battlefield. Iv worn my armor. Then i took it off... But its back on. So i have 3 words for ya.... BRING IT ON!

so basically i love life...

amazing girlfriend.

amazing friends.

amazing everything.

what can get better?... nothing!

so i can disrespect my dad cuz hes a jerk.

so i can sneak out cuz its fun.

so i can sneak into movies cuz its easier.

so i can break the law cuz its an adrenalin rush.

so i can have fun... cuz thats me.

so maybe i dont live a picture perfect christian life... ill have to admit... i do some stupid things... but i have given up alot of worse things with the help of friends... life is perfect... and despite all the things i do... im not that bad of a guy... really... im not

A month from this very day... i will infact be 16...

kinda cool...

so heres my list... you all get to make all the unchecked ones... checked =)

Philip Persio watch... CHECK

Armani sunglasses... CHECK

Versaci sunglasses... CHECK

Video ipod... CHECK

Car. (maybe one iv already picked out)... MOST  LIKELY CHECK

New guitar... CHECK

American Eagle clothes... UNCHECKED

Hollister shirts... UNCHECKED

Chiuahua (Chi-Wa-Wa)... UNCHECKED

My own music room... UNCHECKED

Digital camera... UNCHECKED

Cold-hard cash... UNCHECKED

A new motorola SLVR... UNCHECKED

ok thats what i want... if it doesnt say "CHECK"  after it... then you have to get it for me... SURPRISE!!

have a nice day

=)_Chris

Ok... so a few new things... actually none of them are THAT new... just i havent had time to post pics... so here they are

New haircut!

New room...

Wall 1

Wall 2

Corner

Back of one of my closet doors

Umm... i know theres SOMETHIN else thats new... but its like 2 in the morning or somethin and im tired...

good night

=)--Chris

so basically... i havent been able to update... and when i DO have time... i just dont wanna

i stayed home today... no reason... just kinda felt like it...

umm... fine arts was.... eh... ok?... not the best... not the worst... but o well...

out of school in 16 days... so thats cool...

dont know if im goin to oakland next year or not... all ill say is this.... riverdale... prepare to make room... i MIGHT be joinin ya

Mosst people know dating as this

Subject A + Subject B

and as do i... but heres my little A/B thing

                            

     PLUS++PLUS

EQUALS==EQUALS

an item...

=)

have a nice day

ok heres the hint...

PLUS ++ PLUS

EQUALS == EQUALS

about 2 more weeks...

shut it... i know im spoiled... and i love it... ;-)

few days til trey meets me... not a good thing...

few weeks til i get out of school...

many months til i go to oakland again...

many years til i die... so ill enjoy it while i can...

later kiddos

sorry its been a while... i havent had any time at all to post... oops

i was readin this paper at school... it was about gangs in modern days...

i didnt realize that they have gotten so out of hand... we all hear about the Bloods and The Crips and The Folks... but one that seemed realatively new to me... MS13... apperantly they are the worst of the worst...

ill give you 3 or 4 facts that may keep you weary.

1: there are over 30,000 members in over 33 states

2: they are the FASTEST growing gang ever created... producing an average of 6 more members a day.

3: they now do professional hits

4: if they kill you.. They take your arms and drop them in the country (shows the hard work that people pay) Your legs to the state capital (to represent the way the government walks over its citizens) Your torso to the state line (to show the seperation of races as well as country) Your head to the sheriffs department (mearly to taunt the federal officers) And your scrodem... they feed to their animals (in celebration of their hit)

does that not scare you?

it does scare me...

why are people in gangs?!.. are you in a gang?... im not... and i never intend to be... there was a point in my life where i WAS in fact involved in such activities... but that was a long time ago...

my school is officially been seperated between gangs... it seems like you have to have the right sign. The right colors. The right words... just to survive...

i thought this was America... Home of the FREE!!! why are we seeming to be controlled by gangs...

did you know that it is NOT illegal to be in a gang... it is NOT illegal to support gangs... it is NOT illegal to murder under the charges of "you were forced to"

that is total BULL CRAP!!... how is it NOT illegal to do all of that... how is it NOT illegal to MURDER just as long as "a gang leader tells you to"... that makes me mad... we should have a more strict government on that subject.

but anyways... life has been... ok... i got some REALLY good news but im not tellin cuz i want it to be a surprise... te he... later guys

immature- adj. 1:characteristic of a lack of maturity; "immature behavior"[ant: mature] 2: lacking in developement; "immature plans"; "an unformed character" [syn: unformed]

i cant stand immature people... not like people who can BE immature... but people who ARE immature.

some people need to learn when to grow up... some people need to learn how to take things seriously...

to me... being stupid, cussing someone out over nothing, then refusing friendship when the other person did nothing wrong = immature!

giving a nonsense remark to a serious matter = immature!

being hypocritical = immature!

continuously lazy, refusing to do your part to help out = immature!

being drama filled and refusing to drop a petty pointless matter = immature!

those are the main ones iv had to deal with... and its annoying... most of you know who im reffering to on the 1st one... few know about the rest...

have a nice day!

i was driving down the road... the sun was shining... not a cloud in the sky... i was gettin ready to get my best friend and grab some starbucks...

lauren called me... she told me she loved me... that she wanted us to be together... she said she missed me more that i could imagine... then i had a beep... it was addie...

she was apologizing for being mad saying she had no reason to be mad... she said she wanted us to be like we were... then i had another beep...

it was my mom... she said she wanted us to spend time together and that she was sorry for putting her work before me for the past few months... she said she wanted to play some monopoly and just "hang out"...

then my dad called... he said he just wanted to apologize for missing all those soccer games and never being there when i needed him most... and he apologized most for never being at home and leaving my 2 brothers and i alone for days at a time...

about 10 minutes later my brother called... he told me he was giving up drugs and was going to be the brother and father to his 3 month old child he knew he should be...

about 2 minutes later i got to jessicas house... after spending some time with her mom and dad... we left for starbucks... when we got there i ordered my normal... a caramel frapaccino with chocolate on top and a shot of mint... we sat down just to enjoy our drinks... then i heard my phone ring...

this ring was different...

i looked at the number and it didnt look familiar... so i hesitated to answer it... i hit the talk button... the sound didnt stop... so i hit the end button... nothing happened... it still had its strange ring and refused to stop... finally i just put the phone to my ear and said "hello"

and all i saw was an alarm clock flashing 6:15... 

i hate dreams.

hmm... so i dont know why...

but iv been in kind of a blah... mood...

i really have no excuse...
i just am


ok so heres the layout of events lately... not that you care



1: lauren apologised for being stupid... but i refused to except it... yeah i know... harsh... but she lied to me like crazzy
2: Addie totally flipped out on me... i was with some friends over by greek row and she apperantly didnt believe me and started cussin me out and callin me a liar... yeah... o well
3: my bro is going "ghost hunting".... omg its getting embarrassing to say were related!!
4: my mom is bein the meanest woman ever
5: i didnt get early release.... still at DMS
6: friends have been... wierd... like... backstabby kinda wierd...
7: (not being conceded... just making a point) i dont WANT so many girls to like me... it gets on my last nerve!!!... sometimes i just want a FRIEND that doesnt want to make out all the time...
8: my stomach hurts... bad... ugh
9: im probably gonna be plan-less this spring break... im supposed to be with my dad... o joy...
10: hmm i miss the good times in life... i dont like roller coasters of emotions... i wish my life was all up hill



ok ill say this flat out... i LOVE nicknames... but some nicknames i want to stop... no offence to Linz but the whole Wemo thing... its gettin annoying... i dont want someone to think im tryin to be emo or im tryin to be a prep, or goth, or wigger, anything... im CHRIS... thats all... dont call me anything but that

ok sorry if iv seemed harsh or anything... iv just been like... well... you know...

everyone dance

everyone smile

everyone be happy...

cuz thats how we role....



i love you guys!

So kelly made my last post... haha... i told her to change some stuff on myspace for me and she got on my phusebox too... haha its cool though...

so yeah... theres been a lot goin on lately... ill give ya the number chart haha

1: school has been like... interesting... granted yes im makin friends... but it clicks after a while that they are in daniel mckee for something a lot worse that I...

2: me and lauren got into it... i basically told her i wanted her out of my life and never wanted to see her again... i told her to erase my number from her phone and pretend she never met me... and i dont regret saying it... she was all mad at me cuz i liked addie and shes the one that dumped me, led me on, said we would be together again... yet lied to me... hmm yeah... like im NOT gonna like someone else... to think... shes the one that cheated on stuart... *there... now the world knows... *

3: i think addie is kinda upset with me now... meaning totally she wont like me... meaning... totally sucks for me...

4: i was told last night that i was on the early release list to go back to oakland... meaning... Monday will be my last day at daniel mckee... but i wouldnt bet on it... i mean... iv only been there for 3 weeks... and if i did get early release then i probably wouldnt get it until next 6 weeks... so that means that i would be there for SIX MORE WEEKS!!!! ugh

5: me and my mom totally havent been gettin along

6: i dont know... things are crazy lately all around... so basically i doubt anyone will remark on this post but honestly... i really dont care... i mean... i love love love post remarks... but its totaly up to you... im not gonna request for any remarks... so leave them if ya want...

later

haha. i told u i would leave u a blog on YOUR OWN page. hehe.

ur such a CoOL guy to talk to!! u REALLY are!!

GLAD i started talking to u! next time i talk to u, lets PLAY that game again!! but this time im ganna WIN! haha

ANIMALS:

dog

window

cat

window

fish

window

elephant

window

bird

window

camel

window

seals

window

hawk

window

eagle

window

wolf

window

penguin

window

antalope

window

leapord

window

lion

window

lamb

window

sheep

window

cow

window

chicken

window

tiger

window

kangaroo

window

rabit

window

turtle

window

gerbil

window

panther

window

turkey

window

mongoose

window

crocidile

window

aligator

window

ok im DONE! haha. i think i WON this time! hehe.. =oD

but yeah u SHOULD most DEFINETLY teach that GAME to MORE people! lol. its basicly AMAZING! makes u THINK! it kinda hurts my brain. just a little bit. haha. but yeah. =o)

<3 KeLLy

Shhh...

listen to the rain,

listen close as it calls your name,

hear the whistle of wind blow down the street,

make a path of destruction all but discreet,

it starts at your toes and ends at your mind,

taking it all, leaving nothing behind,

it gets to your thigh and causes a bruise,

from your last soccer game you happened to lose,

it gets to your waiste and sees the mistakes,

that you and some other and lust seemed to make,

the stomach is calm as your funnel arrives,

it sees butterflies of holding hands on long winter nights,

two veins up just on the left,

there lies a hear that ceases to rest,

it sees your emotions that broke it in half,

a bracket, a three, intercepted by a slash (</3>)

the eyes that saw heaven and the lips that kissed fate,

seldom compare to the mind that awaits,

the funnel then stops for its now met its match,

broken momentos and black and white photographs,

it sees a mom and dad divorcing and tears in your eyes,

and black and white clothing when your brother took his own life,

the funnel packs up but refuses to leave,

the funnel is your life... just you failed to see.

ok so i know it sucks... but act like you love it... i could use the ego boost... lol

p.s. New crushes= AM-ah_zing

ok so maybe i dont think before i talk all the time...

I accidentally told lauren that i wanted her to pick... she told me to give her a day... i agreed... then she told me the next day that she decided... and now is scared to tell me...

i really think i screwed up this time...

i know what probably ticked her off... i was honest with her about something concerning her best friend (not bad)... i cant help what i feel and think... well i can... but i choose not to

i just hope i havent dug myself to deep this time... i would say sorry... but i feel as though i have nothing to apologize for...

you guys are the best... just thanks for readin... who cares about the remarks...

i cant wait til friday... me and my best friend get to hang out again... see what happened last time we hung out... -->

Im not going to make a post that talks about how i miss lauren or how my weekend was SOOOO much better than yours... i want to make one post just for the girl that i love so much that i can honestly call her my best friend ever...

meet jessica...

Jessica... im so glad that we met... even though it was kind of on awkward circumstances... (you know... me likin angie and all and you just kinda taggin along lol)... ever since that day at the football field when you and Nneka were speakin "gibberish".. i knew there was somethin...

over the time we have known eachother... i have honestly been able to say that iv never met anyone like you... your so funny, smart (well... you know), so random, just so amazing... and i really really want to thank you for that...

we have both been through some crazzy times... the time you called the cops that night when i freaked you out.. and the time where faith fell face first into the pool "im ok... im ok"... we have soooo many inside jokes... Switchfoot had puppies, Cricket Cricket wind blow wind blow FROG!!!, You and i collide, i love you i hate you, 3 toed sloth eatin a watermelon popcicle riding a scooter... just to many to name...

you have made my life worth living... you have taught me sooo much not even knowing that your teaching me... youve taught me not to give up on dreams, you have encouraged my music, my voice, you have taught me that no matter what is going on that i will always have you to turn to... and i thank you so much for that...

i know i have been annoying sometimes... and im sorry for that... but you have to admit that its amusing an hour later when were laughin about it and still callin eachother names... i know that i dont always say the right things at just the right times... and neither do you... but no matter what... im always here for you... if its 45 years down the road and your cat gets run over... i WILL be the first person to ride my hover round over to your house to bring you a new cat... if your flowers die... ill plant new ones... but at the same time... if some old fogey tries to hit on you without my permission... im gonna have to take some vitamins and whoop some butt...

the point im trying to make is that no matter whats going on and no matter how many times we may say that we arent friends anymore... Best friends really do last forever... and you, Jessica Ryanne Hunter... are my BEST FRIEND... i love you soooo much...