Sara Shaban
Social
Highschool
mtcs
College
dunno yet....
Interests
God, green tea, reading, writing, old movies
Favorite Music
im a floater
Favorite Movies
Lord of the rings, pirates of the caribbean, moulin rouge, king arthur, the notebook, the phantom of the opera, the outsiders, west side story, the ten commandments...need I go on?
Favorite Books
The biblia, the firm, the street lawyer, romeo and juliet( althought thats a play), the dream giver, the purpose driven life...
Other Websites
www.xanga.com/americandesi765
The Letter that will Never be Sent
January 23 2006
You,
I suspect that you haven't a clue as to what kind of an effect you have on me. I thought this was over and done with, yet somehow you've managed to create an issue all over again. The conversations we have and the diction you choose...what do you expect from me? I've become so vulnerable to you. Something I never wanted and something I never expected. You know that what you want from me is something I can't give and yet you ask for it as if you expect me to give it to you anyway.
It's been almost forever since I've seen you, yet I can still remember the very look in your eyes when I said goodbye.
I'm afraid that I may be persuaded into the very thing I promised myself I wouldn't allow.
This is you.
And I can't fight even if it's not real.
The one who can't help it.