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April 11 2006

I am so happy Sunday was the most amazing day of my life.......since sunday god has been doing some amazing things in mt life.......I  got my love back for god he was all I really needed i wish that i had seen that a long time ago so i would not have had to figure it out the hard way but sometimes thats the only way. And the trials he put me through were not to hurt me as i once thought but to make me grow. every morning when i wake up and pray god let me have a closer walk with you let me be a witness  to my friends, lord use me as a vessel, it may  be broken but it is still useable......god is so wonderful and i want the world to know but some people still fight, still run, god is there  to love you not hurt you. I don't know but since sunday  have felt this amazing peace around me something i haven't felt in a lonnnnng time.I can finally sleep and in the stillness listen to gods voice instead of trying to hide.I can love again and let people i pushed out of my life get closer,without the fear of getting hurt. And the youth choir did great(since i'm in it(lol) but the funny thing when we were practicing lindsay said brandi do you feel god she was like I do. and when we sang its like the youth group just broke lose like we didn't care if the rest of the church worshiped with us we needed that we have been stuggling so long and trying to hide it but god knew and he was there at the moment we needed it. My chains have finally fell of off and I feel so free. Now it is my turn to hold my friends up, to talk to them tilll two in the morning it is my turn to be an example. It is our youth groups turn to bring the roof down, it is time we worshipped like no one else had we are pentacostals for goodness sake we need to act like. God is our god why are we ashamed of that?He has shown us the power he holds in his hands and the power he has placed inside of us when he put the holy ghost in us.(and if anyone wants to know more about the holy ghost let me know i will be happy to share it with you) you will never know how much happiness the holy ghost gives you till you try it. You live like you never lived before.


trust me!

Carol Nixon

April 11 2006
see girl....what did i tell you. im so prous of you.