Isn't it ironic? a little too ironic...my life is freakin hilarious. it's like a movie. i hate it sometimes, but i guess if i can just look at it differently, i'll find it rather entertaining. i feel like a retard. it's funny how things make me upset when i don't understand the reasons why, but once it all comes together, i see what was in the works, and i laugh at myself. school was weird today. wrote a note about the person i liked (past tense) to his future and present (it's complicated...i didn't know they were dating as of today..) girlfriend. hardy har. but, now i'm just happy for them and i don't like him anymore. and i think we could be good friends. They make a better match anyways. as long as he's not dating this other girl, i'm fine. but i do wish i had a boyfriend still to talk these things over with. or even a best friend...

"The Lord knows that this world is cruel
I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning lovin' somebody don't make them love you..." ---how true


---no one leaves me comments...i'm not feelin the love, guys.