i just don't love some of the people at oakland. i just don't enjoy being made to feel self-conscious or angry over nothing. apparently i'm "rude". but i really don't even care. what am i saying...i do care...but i just hate it when the law applies to me, but not others, and when people are mean just because they can be. but anyways, yes Oakland lost. how sad. we can't talk smack anymore. i think maybe i made jared a little mad, which is funny, because i'm not sure what i did. Thomas is my hero. and Kaitlin as well...kaitlin made me feel much better about the whole encounter. so she gets 5 sunshines. ha. maybe DBS is not right for me after all. maybe i'm not subservient enough. maybe i have too much of a brain...i guess i shouldn't say that. i do like it. but i guess tonight was just a bad experience. but anyways, i'm still in "like" with this person. which is fun. i think i finally came to the realization tonight that nothing is ever going to happen w/ me and this guy, so that was good i guess. it was a little strange, but i'm just glad to be over it. well, i guess that's all for tonight. and by the way, if all of you Siegel people really have class, then don't gloat about your victory so much. be decent winners, and don't offend other people, and most of all, don't forget where you came from...

song du jour: Because I Got High ---j/k.
New Deep --- John Mayer