hahahahahhaahahahahahhahahahahahahaha....i don't think i'll ever get over that one. i reeeeeeeally miss mexico. i noticed to day how not normal i really am. i seem to be absolutely nothing like my friends. which, in and of itself is not necessarily a bad thing. but sometimes it does seem to make for a bit of a distance between us these days. today i went to visit Bruce's grave for the first time in a long time. it was kinda weird, cause my mom went to take flowers to my uncle's grave earlier in the day, so i thought i would take some to Bruce's. and

it just didn't seem right. it's strange how as you get farther away from someone's death, your perception of how they used to be seems to change. nayways, on a less depressing note, church is tomorrow, which should be fun. i dunno if i'll go to restaraunt raid or not, but whatev. well, this is a really boring post. i guess i don't have much else to say. good night y'all. much love---Cari