Trace the shape of my heart, til it becomes more familiar to Your eyes. I've been down without You, wrong without Your love. It's taken days and nights to make me realize....So rescue me from hangin on this line, i won't give up on givin You the chance to blow my mind, but the eleventh hour quickly passed me by...and i'll find You when i think i'm out of time.

You made me. Who am i? that i should company with something so divine? mercy waits, overjoyed. the prospects of finding are freeing, freeing me. ...mirrors spin wicked tales. here lies reflections of deceptions.

so close my eyes and hold my heart. cover me and make me something. change this something normal, into something beautiful. and i'm still fighting for the words to break these chains, and i still pray when i look in Your eyes You stare right back down into something beautiful...

man...no one says exactly what's on my mind quite like Jars of Clay. gahlee. i don't even know what to think anymore. i really dislike being so in love when i don't know if the feeling's mutual. i dunno if love is even the right word for it. but it's the first time i've ever liked a guy worthy of liking. but i just don't think we'll ever date. w/e. i don't think i'm called to date in high school. but that's ok. i need to fall deeper in love with God before i fall in love with anyone else. so i guess He's just protecting me. cause He's awesome like that. so, tonight for choir, i went to go see MTSU's performance of The Dialogue of the Carmelites w. Carla Price starring as Sister Blanche. wow. it was the most depressing thing i've ever seen. but it was pretty good. even for opera. carla and this other girl had the most amazing voices ever. they made me want to do that when i get to college. wodie. anyways, i need to hit the sack. i love you guys! g'nite---Cari