So...Today was pretty bad for me. But i dont feel like talking about that at the moment. SO i shall talk about something else. I was thinking.... *and yes i can think..but most of the time i just choose not to :)* anyway, i was thinking and i'm going to start new. Some of you might be wondering "what does she mean by new" i mean take 2 step forward instead of taking 2 steps back. You have heard the saying "Take 1 step forward and 2 steps back" Well thats what i have been doing the past few mounts and its been killing me. So now, no matter what comes my way, i'm gona go forward and only forward*well in my power at lest*. SO MANY things have come my way to try and push me back, and sadly to say, they won every time. With my parents spliting...Losing both my grandparents in a 6 mounth time......Tyler moving....Selling my horse....and a bunch inbetween. It all pushed me back, made me feel sad and hurt. But i'm tired of that! Oh So Tired Of That! So now...I'm gona walk forward, and live life to the fullest! and at the same time! HAVE FUN! :P *thats my favorite part* I always say "You could be a happy person" and i relized.. "I could become a happy person" i just have to try! and thats what i'm gona do! Yaaaa ME
Well i just thought i would tell you guys! thanks for listening...or reading!