I'm going to start posting here every day. Yes. Every single day. I decided I wanted to post somewhere every day, and this is my newest online journal. So, it gets to be the lucky chosen one.

I had some wine tonight, and I feel terribly guility. I drank enough to be tipsy, and I haven't done that since I swore not to drink any more. I guess we all slip some times though. I'll try very hard not to do it again, and I guess that's the best I can do.

My most important prayer right now is for all of my friends to be happy for Christmas. Every one I know that believes in God (including me) is doubting, and the majority of my friends don't believe at all. I guess I feel like if everyone could be completely happy....for just an hour maybe, not only would my friends understand that God answered my prayer, but my own doubts would subside as well. It feels like a naive childish wish, but we're supposed to have faith like a child, right? Even if God answers my prayer in an unexpected way, I just want to know that it gets answered somehow.