So this is my official last day in Tennesee..

IM super excited as i sit here and download some new music for the trip.

Mean Girls Soundtrack :D  Havana Nights :D  1st Ladi  :D  Atmosphere :D  some good stuff..

so while im ubber anticipating my 7 am flight out of this shit hole, i realize that i might just miss some of you freaks.  NO im kidding, of course i will.  But then again i get to spend two weeks with my Grandmother, who is amazing.  And of course my cousin Amber.  Who is also pretty fabulous.

2 weeks away from the family :D : D :D   I needed this.... and might i be so arrogant as to say that i deserved it. ??  I think so.

Did you ever feel like you wanna be
Someone else for just one day,
Did you ever feel like you wanna
See through another pair of eyes,
Did you ever think I'm a wannabe with
Anyone else for just one day,
Did you ever you really think of me when i walked away?

You look, but don't sound apologetic,
You smoke your subjects at my eyes, like you think,
You know where you think you'll find, you think you'll figure me out tonight,
But you'll never know what i won't share,
Cause I don't care and I don't care,
You think you'll figure me out tonight,
But I don't care,

And I wonder, if I'm just built this way,
Cause every man that I know, makes me feel like I'm too blame
When it's over and my selfish ways,
Go back to start again, go back to start again.

Did you ever feel like you should have said
Something smarter at that time,
Did you ever feel like you should have kept
it all to yourself,
Did you ever think it might be your fault
And never promise anymore,
Did you ever think it might not be me
No, it was always me?

You look, you don't sound apologetic,
You smoke your subjects at my eyes, like you think,
You know where you think you'll find, you think you'll figure me out tonight,
But you'll never know what i won't share,
Cause I don't care and I don't care,
You think you'll figure me out tonight,
But I don't care,

And I wonder, if I'm just built this way
Cause every man that I know, makes me feel like I'm too blame
When it's over and my selfish ways
Go back to start again

And I wonder, if I'm just built this way
Cause every man that I know, makes me feel like'I'm too plain'
When it's over and my selfish ways
Go back to start again, go back to start again

You look, you don't sound apologetic,
You smoke your subjects at my eyes, like you think,
You know where you think you'll find, you think you'll figure me out tonight,
But you'll never know what i won't share,
Cause I don't care and I don't care,
You think you'll figure me out tonight,
But I don't care,

And I wonder, if I'm just built this way
cause every man that I know, makes me feel like im to blame
When it's over and my selfish ways
Go back to start again,

And I wonder, if I'm just built this way
cause every man that I know, makes me feel like'I'm too plain'
When it's over and my selfish ways
Go back to start again, go back to start again

Go back to start again

so later everyone...  :D our new Kitten