So spring break was amazing... as it always is.  and now i've been thrown back into the slew of long school days of feigning interest and even longer nights of no sleep.

royal suckage.  2 weeks would defenitly be preferable to one. however i realize that this pattern would only continue to grow and a year later we will be begging for 3 weeks.. where as we might as well be inrolled in a year round school... which would be even worse of a hell.  So here it is... I am thankful for my one week of spring break .. :D... remember this moment

interesting things have been happening.... im thinking they'll just get even more interesting.  Which i am very keen on experiencing.

oh wish my life lots of luck....

"do you believe in God?  Because if you do, you cannot believe in life."

Because there are things in men, in the best of us, which are above all states, above all collectives!  Do you ask:  What things?  Man's mind and his values.  Look at yourself, honostly and fearlessly.  Look and dont tell me, dont tell anyone, jsut tell yourself:  what are you living for? Aren't you living for yourself and only for yourself?  Call it your aim, your love, your cause-- isn't it still your cause?  Give your life, die for your ideal--isn't it still your ideal?  Every honest man lives for himself.  The one who doesn't-- doesn't live at all.  You cannot change it.  YOu cannot change it because thats the way man is born, alone, complete, and an end in himself.  No laws, no Party, no GPU will ever kill that thing in man which knows how to say "I".  YOu cannot enslave man's mind, you can only destroy it.  You have tried.  Now look at what your getting.  Look at those whom you allow to triumph.  Deny the best and men-- and see what will survive.  Do we want the crippled, creeping, crawling, broken monstrosities that we're producing?  Are we not castrating life in order to perpetuate it?

from We the Living.