California Dreaming

January 29 2007
I don't post on this thing very often. I just want to make sure all of my friends know that I'm leaving, so no one can say I didn't tell them. I'll be moving to California in about a month. I hope it all goes well. I'm already not a college student anymore, so it's officially been set in motion. It was fast and out of nowhere, but I'm really excited. I'll miss you all! Wish me luck!

He's Home!

November 08 2006


But only until Monday :-( He didn't get Recruiter's Assistant, so I'm going to be all lonely again soon. No fun. Still, It's nice to get to enjoy the time I can with him. He's changed a lot. I should have expected it. Anywho, he made it through basic safely and he's about to go get more training in another land far far away. Okay, North Carolina isn't exactly far far away, but you get my point.

Rest In Peace, Old Friend

October 23 2006
An old friend of mine, Rob Littlejohn, died this Saturday when his house caught fire. The rest of his family got out safely. He was only 18-years-old. He went to Blackman and I had known him from Stewartsboro before that. He had the most beautiful eyes and such a strong face. Freshman year I had a bit of a crush on him :-) He was very kind, and those of you who knew me that year know how much kindness meant to me. I will never forget him. Please pray for his family. Goodbye, Dear Friend, and God Bless.

Being a Bit Emo is Okay

October 19 2006
I can take this, really I can. But sometimes it feels like I'm going to break. I know it's normal. Everyone gets this way. My world just doesn't seem to fit. So tell me, what profession could you see me in? If you had to think of one thing that I was made to do, what is it? I hope someone out there has an idea, because I've got nothing.

Out of Place

August 17 2006
Sometimes I feel like I'm meant to be aloneForever lost deep inside my thoughtsAnd I feel there is no place for me to call homeThat's when I realize I'm not LOST I'm just misplacedI'm just mistakenI'm a little turned around and a little shakenBut I just don't fitI just don't blend inBut if I'm meant to stick out I guess I have to take itBut I don't have to like it

Another Day

July 11 2006

Funny how many ups and downs life decides to have, even in one day! Wow! I have been a busy bee...


I saw Superman Returns today. It was wonderful :-) I haven't said that about a new movie in a while, so trust me. It was good!


If you are female, so Beth and Cindell, try Mango Spearmint Green Tea scent the next time you are at Bath Junkie. It's yummy :-)


Well, this was a completely pointless post. Thank you for wasting some of your brain cells on it :-)


Sweet Dreams!

Surroundings

July 09 2006
I can't hold a candleI'm barely even a sparkTo your eyesAnd I try But I fail Every timeThis isn't my endingI've barely started a new beginningSo come find meI'm still waitingRight beside youI'm not hidingI'm the shadow in the darkI'm the whisper to your heartWhen you think you hear your nameI'm the echo in the roomI'm the light behind the moonI'm the scent before the rainI'm all around you, I surround youYou're not what I dreamt ofYou're not what I thought I neededBut I knowThat I'm rightBecause I fallWhile I fight you offI'm not what you thought ofWhen you thought of who you wantedBut I'm hereAnd I'll fightUntil you seeThat I'm rightYou're already mineI'm the shadow in the darkI'm the whisper to your heartWhen you think you hear your nameI'm the echo in the roomI'm the light behind the moonI'm the scent before the rainI'm all around you, I surround youI know you don't see meBut if you could you might be mineOne day we might both changeMaybe then will be timeFor now I'm the shadow in the darkI'm the whisper to your heartWhen you think you hear your nameI'm the echo in the room I'm the light behind the moonI'm the scent before the rainYou're all around me, you still surround meYou're all around me, you're all that I needYou're all around me