Lets see...update on my life..worked all weekend and prolly about to start another job so i'll be working two in like two weeks....its gonna be all good tho....For everyone who is curious and keeps asking *hu hum* is Nic... Meagan got to meet him tonight and she liked him....so thats really good.... me and him got to have a serious talk tonight too for a few mins and i'm so glad we did....i'm so glad hes honest bc thats one thing i ABSOLUTELY cannot deal with, is if a guy isnt honest and upfront with me about everything....I mean like how in the heck is a relationship of ANY kind especially with the opposite sex supposed to work if honesty isnt there??? ummm DUH...IT CANT!!!!!

then me and meag were talking when we were on our way to DJ's house...havent seen him in like 3 yrs so that was fun! gosh how i miss him and all his sarcastic remarks... anyways me and meag were talking and we both just really need a guy that will tell us NO. I mean like we're so use to being spoiled bc i honestly have been my entire life and i'm so use to gettin everything i want all the time that i really need someone who will tell me no....who is like no we're gonna do what i wanna do tonight..ya know just the lil things like that...and i also have so much more respect for a guy who will tell me no than a guy who jus does whatever i want to make me happy... bc it makes me like oh my gosh, he really cares about me bc hes not lettin me walk all over him and i dont have him whipped so i actually have to put some effort and work into this relationship to make it work...

so yeah i absolutely cannot wait until im off work tomorrow night when me and meag and dj and his friend blake are gonna go hot tubbin and jus chill all night then spend the night at memes..well me and meag, dj and blake will stay at djs.....

also going to lunch with katie tomorrow...so psyched about that...FINALLY!!!! its been so long since we've been trying for this and its finally gonna happen!!! YAY!!!!