dance camp!
July 18 2005
so i got back from dance camp today, and we did awesome! we got the NDA team award, the technical excellence award, superior award for our home routine, superior showmanship award, and so much more! 13 of us got pink All American Nominee ribbons and 5 got chosen for the all american team! unfortunately i still can't dance too easily so i got evaluated on the slow dance that i learned and got a blue ribbon and i got an all american nominee ribbon too but i was unable to try out for that too. i was really upset that i couldn't dance the first day and wow God is soooo cool. so that night i open up my devotional and the main verse is, "You turned my lament into dancing..." and i was like WHOA! so yeah that was cool. i put up pictures from camp too so check them out!
365, yep a year!
July 18 2005
right now it is 12:16am... therefore, it is the 19th! I DID IT!!! yay! *dances* God is so awesome! i can't believe a year ago God told, right after i woke up by the way, that he wanted me to take a year off from dating. and now, a year later, i can say i did it. and tell you for hours what God did in my heart and in my life. i will definitely post more on this later today, but it is 12 something in the morning...and sleep sounds good. and not only is today great because of that, but i am going to 722!!! yay!
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July 18 2005
Arrrgh...I'm an Otter Pirate.
Stuck in my head.
Stuck in my head.
A Missionary's Heart
July 18 2005
I was exploring the desires of my heart with God today when he brought me something new. I want to be used for His glory, not in a small way, but in the sold-out way. I was bumming about going back to school and leaving Nate and all that I have learned at home when He told me to trust Him. He wants to use me in my field of study-the sciences, a place that has so shut Him out. I am going back to school, not to just finished a degree, but to show His plan to the lost...the unseeing lost. I believe He is training me up for the mission field. HOW COOL IS THAT?!? Love you all!
-Megs
-Megs
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July 18 2005
we are heading to 722 tomorrow, which we have been planning for a while now. rachel, justin, amy, becca, and monica are all accompanying me, and it should be a blast. my car is finally fixed, and i will be picking that up tomorrow as well. they ended up having to put in a whole new AC system, so yeah, a lot of cash, but God is good and he always provides. seek rest in Him.
my family is disfunctional....
July 18 2005
^^^yeah, pretty much sums it up^^^ and the pic over there is of my cousins, siblings and muah--can you find me in the mass of Asian children???
California
July 18 2005
Yeah so I am in a big jam right now and I really don't know what to do..... I have been praying about it and I am trying to be patient. Soooo if you guys could pray about this for me I am really just I don't know its a weird thing I am supposed to visit my sister in california and I have never flown in a plane before and I would miss basketball practice and all kinds of things and i don't know if God wants me to go or not so if you guys could pray for me about this current situation.....I just don't know I know yeah its california but there is something that is making me feel really uneasy right now so I am just kinda sitting hear waiting for God to show me what he wants me to do.... but other then that I hope everyone is doing great I am doing just fine just a little stressed right now and i know there is no reason because GOd is in control but yet I am human and that is the worst excuse but prayer for me would be great so I hope everyone has a great night and a wonderful week and I guess thats it leave some remarks!
In JESUS, john
"I feel revived again I am alive again... you got me lifted and lifted you lift me up............I want the world to know I burn for you" toby mac...... what a great song
In JESUS, john
"I feel revived again I am alive again... you got me lifted and lifted you lift me up............I want the world to know I burn for you" toby mac...... what a great song
HARRY POTTER
July 18 2005
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince was incredibly amazing! I could barely stand to put it down. I'm already pysched to read it all over again.
If you're a dork like me, leave me a comment and tell me what you thought about the book!
If you're a dork like me, leave me a comment and tell me what you thought about the book!
[insert title here]
July 18 2005
i feel really out of the loop
[where in the world is]
-cameron sandiego
[where in the world is]
-cameron sandiego
?
July 18 2005
I've been thinking a lot lately. Nuthing particular.
I always have to wish I was as good as someone else, and jealous. I'm never happy with who I am. Grrr....
I'm not gonna get into it.
:edit:
I'm not too good about commenting or remarking other people's phuseboxes. SORRY! Thanks for all the remarks ya'll have given me.
I always have to wish I was as good as someone else, and jealous. I'm never happy with who I am. Grrr....
I'm not gonna get into it.
:edit:
I'm not too good about commenting or remarking other people's phuseboxes. SORRY! Thanks for all the remarks ya'll have given me.
Photo From RhScHiCk096
July 18 2005
photo from RhScHiCk096
Me n LInds felt like getting perty so we dressed up n took pics!! HOpe you like!!
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July 18 2005
well i had a good firts day back i saw quite a few ppl around town i cant wait till band tomorrow!!!!!!! ah well im free this week and have just been payed for baby sitting this summer so i have money and will be bored so friends help me out keep me occupied love you!!!!
Got The Form
July 18 2005
I GOT THE FORM. Dang I am happy. I got a call from Riverdale sayin they were open and I could come get the form anytime this week before noon. I went this morning rite after my shower of course and got it. I am goin to get my permit Wednesday mornin since my dad has a breakfast meeting tommorrow...unless my mom wakes up early. I CAN'T WAIT! This will be awesome. I'm gonna drive to the movies when I go next weekend to see The Island . That'll be cool. I hope it's out...okay. talk to me - J @ ( 0 B
Changes.....
July 18 2005
You know what I realized tonight? That I probably haven't grown as much in my entire life combined, than I have in the past year. I just feel as if I'm a completely different person sometimes. It is especially clear when you run into people from your past. Tonight, I had dinner with a group of girls I went to high school with and it was just mind boggling to sit and listen to conversations. To think, that at one point in my life, I may have talked like that. It was like people were talking and talking....but no one was really saying anything. Don't get me wrong, it was nice to see everyone. But I have started to see the effects of time, and how people do really change....while, however sad it may be, you know that some never will. I am so thankful to my Savior for the path He has led me down and the changes He has made in me, and the way I think. He knows what I need, and He will see to it that I have it. He is growing me....I can feel it. And that in itself is amazing. He is writing my story, and I just look forward to every new day that I get to walk with Him....as he shows me how awesome He is, and how much he wants to do in me. Does it get any better than that?
Long Day.....Ponders...
July 18 2005
well i had a long day today had to go into work at 12 and just got off work at 9 yeah it's been a long day.not only did we have to print everything and it's mom but we had to take care of the kids too.oh how i hate kids i don't want to have any ever.....i know i say that now but tomorrow ill be like i want like 5 lol......i know i crazy.....
well the parents are gone for the week as well so ive had the house to myself which is pretty awesome i love it but i can't do anything bad because i have band/guard all this week which should be fun im excited about getting started....you know if you wanna come see me i'll be at oakland and we have lunch at like 12...(smiles).....you know you want tooo.....
well you crazy kids im going to get off here and get some sleep im just a tad bit tired.
just a question for you crazy kids out there....do you guys think im pretty???
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
GOD BLESS!!!!
Leah
PS~ when there's something on your butt your best friend will always be there....lol...don't ask......
PSS~ BRIAN HELP ME!!!!!! lol good times at work love ya man!!!!
well the parents are gone for the week as well so ive had the house to myself which is pretty awesome i love it but i can't do anything bad because i have band/guard all this week which should be fun im excited about getting started....you know if you wanna come see me i'll be at oakland and we have lunch at like 12...(smiles).....you know you want tooo.....
well you crazy kids im going to get off here and get some sleep im just a tad bit tired.
just a question for you crazy kids out there....do you guys think im pretty???
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
GOD BLESS!!!!
Leah
PS~ when there's something on your butt your best friend will always be there....lol...don't ask......
PSS~ BRIAN HELP ME!!!!!! lol good times at work love ya man!!!!
God=Fudgesicle
July 18 2005
You know no matter how tired you are, how bad you day was, or how stressed you are a fudgesicle can make everything all right. That is why I say that God is the Fudgesicle of life. No matter how down and out you feel all you have to do is know you have God waiting "in the freezer" for you to ask for help. Imagine how much better your life would be if you always had a fudgesicle with you. Well, God is your fudgesicle and you don't have to imagine having him with you all the time because he IS THERE ALL THE TIME!! God is always with you and you don't have to be at home to enjoy him like you do a fudgesicle. You can enjoy the love and caring of God any time and anywhere. He is always at your disposal so there is no reason not to have him on your side and use him any time you need him. Whether it's on a test or in a life changing decision. When you have something as wonderful as God at your disposal at any time why would you not take full advantage of the amazing privilege? There are so many people who do not realize the awesome power they have in their corner backing them up. If some people would just realize that God is always their for them no matter how bad they have messed up in the past. God is never going to throw in the towel on you so never take for granted the awesome power that is just waiting for you to accept him into your heart! If you can just let him in he will always be there to help you out in your time of need, small or large, he is always ready and willing to get you through it. Just remember to always take advantage of the power you have on your side! God bless!
eliz
p.s.- It's a two way street my friends...I have made my efforts and tried hard to meet you in the middle but you haven't tried at all it feels like. When will you try? There are only so many days until we part ways I hope you take advantage of them?
eliz
p.s.- It's a two way street my friends...I have made my efforts and tried hard to meet you in the middle but you haven't tried at all it feels like. When will you try? There are only so many days until we part ways I hope you take advantage of them?
Growth Spurt
July 18 2005
Over the last several months, I've been experiencing spiritual growth like I haven't seen since my junior high years. I'm feeling the heat of a fire that has burned ever so lightly for several years now. That fire is starting to roar. However, the journey to perfect communion with the Saviour is filled with many distractions and pitfalls.
I can directly link this increasing fervor with two things. One, the ending of an impeding relationship and two, my move from Cookeville back to Murfreesboro. Christ has been able to take first place in my life and I've been able to plug in.
The Way is not easy. But the King makes it bearable. One of my favorite passages of scripture is Psalm 139. The encouragement is magnificent. From verses 7 and 8:: Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from Your presence? If I ascend into heaven, You are there; If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there.
What an amazing encouragement for those in Him! From our best days to our worst days, He is always available. He will always lead us and hold us. Incredible!
I can directly link this increasing fervor with two things. One, the ending of an impeding relationship and two, my move from Cookeville back to Murfreesboro. Christ has been able to take first place in my life and I've been able to plug in.
The Way is not easy. But the King makes it bearable. One of my favorite passages of scripture is Psalm 139. The encouragement is magnificent. From verses 7 and 8:: Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from Your presence? If I ascend into heaven, You are there; If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there.
What an amazing encouragement for those in Him! From our best days to our worst days, He is always available. He will always lead us and hold us. Incredible!
well...
July 18 2005
despite being stuck at home babysitting joey alot this morning/afternoon, i had a really good day. :-)
Home, Sweet Home
July 18 2005
It's good to be back.
Holy Geeze
July 18 2005
Omgoodness.....Football from 815-945.......Wrestling from 1-4......Football from 5-7......Holy Geeze.........And that started today......
Peace
Peace
NOOOOOOO!
July 18 2005
Dad and Vicki are done with the wine tasting.
Do I really have to go pick them up?
Can't I just leave them on the other side of town?
PLEASE?
I don't want to be around people right now. I want to have the house to myself. I don't even want my dad roaming around downstairs.
Why am I so tired and cranky today?
It is rather lame, if I do say so myself.
Do I really have to go pick them up?
Can't I just leave them on the other side of town?
PLEASE?
I don't want to be around people right now. I want to have the house to myself. I don't even want my dad roaming around downstairs.
Why am I so tired and cranky today?
It is rather lame, if I do say so myself.
if i was a white lady...
July 18 2005
i would lay around and lounge around andwatch the price is right
all day long i'd sit up on the phone, ordering stupid stuff from QVC
i wouldn't be on welfare
my ignant husband would have a job at dupont, maybe chevron or bayer asprin, anything besides taco bell
i would belong to the episcapalion church and i would have children at Vanderbilt, not Motlow
i would probably be up at the PTA raising heck
every month i would dress up and go to the country club, and be very proud in the fact that i am prim and perpindicular, and that would be the most ignant part of all
i would listen to country music, my husband would drive a stupid pick up truck, we would live in a double wide trailor home,
I'M GLAD I'M NOT A WHITE LADY!
(now that you have read this once, try and read it again to the tune of "if i was a wealthy man" from fiddler on the roof, after you do that and realize the imense humor behind it, leave me some wicked cool remarks...
all day long i'd sit up on the phone, ordering stupid stuff from QVC
i wouldn't be on welfare
my ignant husband would have a job at dupont, maybe chevron or bayer asprin, anything besides taco bell
i would belong to the episcapalion church and i would have children at Vanderbilt, not Motlow
i would probably be up at the PTA raising heck
every month i would dress up and go to the country club, and be very proud in the fact that i am prim and perpindicular, and that would be the most ignant part of all
i would listen to country music, my husband would drive a stupid pick up truck, we would live in a double wide trailor home,
I'M GLAD I'M NOT A WHITE LADY!
(now that you have read this once, try and read it again to the tune of "if i was a wealthy man" from fiddler on the roof, after you do that and realize the imense humor behind it, leave me some wicked cool remarks...
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July 18 2005
So... when you read this and you know me leave me a comment telling me something either we've experienced together, or you'd like to experience wiith me. G rated please:-)
and if you don't know me... leave me a comment about why you would like to get to know me.
and if you don't know me... leave me a comment about why you would like to get to know me.
Here it comes at last and my heart beats faster than the train in my mind
July 18 2005
^Shout Out Louds^
So I got me a boyfriend. =) And he came over for dinner the other night and the family loved him. woot!
And I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and loved it!
And Im doing another 3-5 year olds camp at the Discovery Center. Theres 10 of them. They are really friggen cute. Im soo excited about the rest of the week even though it sucks that I have to get up early.
mmm I love the Shout Out Louds. There album is awesome. They are kinda like the Shins but, in my opinion, even better.
So everything is great yayayayayay
i love you. so
Call me (call me) on the line
Call me, call me any, anytime
Call me (call me) my love
You can call me any day or night
Call me
and we'll hang out.
So I got me a boyfriend. =) And he came over for dinner the other night and the family loved him. woot!
And I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and loved it!
And Im doing another 3-5 year olds camp at the Discovery Center. Theres 10 of them. They are really friggen cute. Im soo excited about the rest of the week even though it sucks that I have to get up early.
mmm I love the Shout Out Louds. There album is awesome. They are kinda like the Shins but, in my opinion, even better.
So everything is great yayayayayay
i love you. so
Call me (call me) on the line
Call me, call me any, anytime
Call me (call me) my love
You can call me any day or night
Call me
and we'll hang out.
Hey
July 18 2005
Hey everyone jus tthought I would write in here saw this on someone else's site and thought I would make one of these too but yea just checkkin this thing out well peace.
--Curtis--
--Curtis--
Hawaii
July 18 2005
I'm finally home! Hawaii was so much fun...The flights seemed like they lasted forver tho! I have a ton of pics and i'm gonna put some on here hopefully later today... The most beautiful beach I've ever seen in my life was there and I wanna get married at this absolutely beautiful chruch in Honolulu....there was this wedding there on thursday when we saw it and we got to go in it when the wedding was over and oh my gosh it was so pretty.. it's in the middle of downtown and it was built in the 1800s.. and it was just so pretty..then sunset beach.....cannot even be described in words...it was amazing! the water was so clear and we saw dolphins and whales playing way out in the water...just wonderful afternoon/night there on that beautiful beach... its gonna be awhile before i get the sunset beach pics up because we still have pics on that camera left but they will be up as soon as they are developed bc they are awesome! then i also got to talk to this person while i was gone and he really got me thinking about a lot of things...especially when i was in the airport about to leave honolulu on saturday night when it was like 2 in the mornin here and only 9 at night there where i was but we talked for like an hour! it was weird but amazing all in like a natural i care kinda way! its hard to describe but it just made me feel like wow, maybe this is what you should be doing, maybe this is what is supposed to happen...to bad he's leaving day after tomorrow for a month...and wont be back until our birthdays, which are only a day apart... oh well, i think i can get thru that month, with all my girls here and then working too..it will be rough but i know i can handle it...
God is Good
July 18 2005
well, i just have to say that God is so good! yesterday, we met with some really cool people who are doing awesome things for the Kingdom. one day, i hope that we will be the encouragers to a new generation of leaders. some people say that living the Christian life is boring and binding. but, that is so far from the truth. Jesus came that we could have life, and have it more abundantly (John 10:10). we serve an awesome God. if we are truly serving and ministering, letting the almighty God work through us......how could that be boring!! He doesn't need us, but He chooses to use us to reach others. We can be involved in changing people's eternal destination. Definitely not boring. It's so easy to get bogged down by all the distractions of this world, i want to try to remember the big picture..the great comission...yielding myself fully to God's will.
i feel.... accomplished
July 18 2005
well, Charlie on Imax was better than i could ever hope it'd be. now i can't wait to see Harry Potter on it. mmm Daniel Radcliffe 100 ft. high? *goes to daydream sequence*
umm yeah so...
read 4 chapters in harry potter. i'm finding it more difficult to get through than i expected. i did a bunch of my algebra 2 work and started on my summer reading essay things. i'm proud that i actually sat down and DID that junk.
so i'm officially unsure of what i want to do with my life. part of me really does want to be a writer but i think having to do it every single day would be annoying. i'm thinking that i want to be a photographer but i don't think i take good pictures. now she on the other hand is AMAZING.
what could i do that involves my love of pictures, collaging, and color?
umm yeah so...
read 4 chapters in harry potter. i'm finding it more difficult to get through than i expected. i did a bunch of my algebra 2 work and started on my summer reading essay things. i'm proud that i actually sat down and DID that junk.
so i'm officially unsure of what i want to do with my life. part of me really does want to be a writer but i think having to do it every single day would be annoying. i'm thinking that i want to be a photographer but i don't think i take good pictures. now she on the other hand is AMAZING.
what could i do that involves my love of pictures, collaging, and color?
its a trade off
July 18 2005
Well my parents decided to refuse to let me go down to Lousiana to see Stephen because I would have been going by myself and gas prices are ridiculous. They are however still letting me to go Tupelo. So I plan on going up there the day before their contest and trying to eat lunch and supper with him. Im reeally starting to be fond of that boy. I am also going to the Indianapolis competition next weekend so if anyone wants to bum a ride to either of those let me know!!! or if anyone is going period and wants to order tikets with me that way we will be sitting together let me know!!
so this is cool?
July 18 2005
i saw alot of people have these now. so i will too i guess. be my friend?
Hello Everyone! :)
July 18 2005
"But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
Therefore, do not worry about tomarrow, for tomarrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:33-34
"I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through His spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that supasses knowledge- that you may be filled to the full measure of all the fullness of God."
Ephesians 3:16-19
^ Those two verses really gave me some stuff to think about. I know I shouldn't worry about things that concern my future because I know who holds the future :) I just need to concentrate on my relationship with my Lord and savior Jesus Christ and what I can do to please Him instead.
Therefore, do not worry about tomarrow, for tomarrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:33-34
"I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through His spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that supasses knowledge- that you may be filled to the full measure of all the fullness of God."
Ephesians 3:16-19
^ Those two verses really gave me some stuff to think about. I know I shouldn't worry about things that concern my future because I know who holds the future :) I just need to concentrate on my relationship with my Lord and savior Jesus Christ and what I can do to please Him instead.
AMEN
July 18 2005
My body breaks beneath the weight
Of toil and trouble, fears and fights
Sickness in me, world against me
I cry to you tonight
Christ have mercy
Lord have mercy
Holy Healer
Strength within
Pass me not
Forsake me not, Lord
Amen
My enemies are whispering
They pray my name may die
So few to trust, so few are just
I cry to you tonight
Christ have mercy
Lord have mercy
Holy Healer
Strength within
Pass me not
Forsake me not, Lord
Amen, Amen
My heart is dim, Its always been
I turn from what is right
Passions of youth fear me from truth
I Cry to you tonight
Christ have mercy
Lord have mercy
Sinless Savior
Judge of men
Pass me not
Forake me not, Lord
Amen Amen
i love that song!!! its by Shaun Groves if you didnt know!!!
Love Through Christ!
Rachel
Of toil and trouble, fears and fights
Sickness in me, world against me
I cry to you tonight
Christ have mercy
Lord have mercy
Holy Healer
Strength within
Pass me not
Forsake me not, Lord
Amen
My enemies are whispering
They pray my name may die
So few to trust, so few are just
I cry to you tonight
Christ have mercy
Lord have mercy
Holy Healer
Strength within
Pass me not
Forsake me not, Lord
Amen, Amen
My heart is dim, Its always been
I turn from what is right
Passions of youth fear me from truth
I Cry to you tonight
Christ have mercy
Lord have mercy
Sinless Savior
Judge of men
Pass me not
Forake me not, Lord
Amen Amen
i love that song!!! its by Shaun Groves if you didnt know!!!
Love Through Christ!
Rachel
Life Es Bueno
July 18 2005
Life is good. Lol, Amy and I have broken our old record for dating time as we have reached a week instead of 5 days. Hopefully it wont cut short anytime soon :-)
We wanna do something this week. Any ideas?
We wanna do something this week. Any ideas?
Photo From If_ICouldFlyAway
July 18 2005
photo from If_ICouldFlyAway
These are my two French cousins. The boy is 10 and the girl is 8. They're here visiting... Anyone can teach me French now? lol My weeekend I just spent time with family.
Well later
a job.
July 18 2005
working for mis padres is just not cutting it anymore. that really stinks.
so now i have to go out in the real world and find an after school job.
i thought my own little world was nifty, that was until my mommy stopped giving me money.
my first pick- boys and girls club.
wish me luck.
oh, i think delta should go and do something before dana leaves, again. POOR DANA!
if you are not a member of delta, the coolest thing since sliced bread AND cubed ice, you are just not cool.
so what is everyone doing thursday around lunch???
so now i have to go out in the real world and find an after school job.
i thought my own little world was nifty, that was until my mommy stopped giving me money.
my first pick- boys and girls club.
wish me luck.
oh, i think delta should go and do something before dana leaves, again. POOR DANA!
if you are not a member of delta, the coolest thing since sliced bread AND cubed ice, you are just not cool.
so what is everyone doing thursday around lunch???
Photo From crazy_lil_ali24
July 18 2005
...a shield to protect loved ones.
July 18 2005
hmmm...
I feel oddly at peace. I haven't known a peace like this since...January of this year?
But, I know that a lot of my brothers and sisters in Christ are not feeling this peace.
I needed some time away from everybody. I know that to you guys what I would call my "absence" was completely unnoticeable. Which is good. I just needed some serious alone time with God, to get my heart, mind, and priorities right.
But things are okay now.
I want you guys to tell me what's going on in your life, whether it be good or bad, if you so choose.
I love you guys. I always have. I'm here, but more importantly, He is here.
"Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."
So Jesus said, so Jesus did.
"Now is the time for judgement on this world; now the prince of this world will be driven out. But I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all men to myself." John 12:31-32
I'm still learning, still growing. Always in Him.
I feel oddly at peace. I haven't known a peace like this since...January of this year?
But, I know that a lot of my brothers and sisters in Christ are not feeling this peace.
I needed some time away from everybody. I know that to you guys what I would call my "absence" was completely unnoticeable. Which is good. I just needed some serious alone time with God, to get my heart, mind, and priorities right.
But things are okay now.
I want you guys to tell me what's going on in your life, whether it be good or bad, if you so choose.
I love you guys. I always have. I'm here, but more importantly, He is here.
"Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."
So Jesus said, so Jesus did.
"Now is the time for judgement on this world; now the prince of this world will be driven out. But I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all men to myself." John 12:31-32
I'm still learning, still growing. Always in Him.
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July 18 2005
Im LEAVIN NOW!!! FOR STUCO CAMP!!!
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July 18 2005
so yea my surgery went pretty good tuesday... i can talk for the most part!!! so i went straight from the hospital to emily's party!! and stayed there till this morning... haha some interesting talks we had!!! but maybe saturday we can go to the lake in the morning!!! if its nice like today!!
car wash friday from like 1-5 or sumthin like that at walmart!!! please come support us!!!
babysittin saturday night!!!
we only have like 5 more aerobics!!! yay!!!
band camp is in like 11 days!!
school is in like 3 weeks and like 5 days!!!
my birthday is in 2 months and 7 days... 16 baby!!!
swimming starts mid september i think!!!
i got alot to look forward to comming up the next couple months!!!
car wash friday from like 1-5 or sumthin like that at walmart!!! please come support us!!!
babysittin saturday night!!!
we only have like 5 more aerobics!!! yay!!!
band camp is in like 11 days!!
school is in like 3 weeks and like 5 days!!!
my birthday is in 2 months and 7 days... 16 baby!!!
swimming starts mid september i think!!!
i got alot to look forward to comming up the next couple months!!!
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July 18 2005
"Pone me ut signaculum super cor tuum ut signaculum super brachium tuum quia fortis est ut mors dilectio dura sicut inferus aemulatio lampades eius lampades ignis atque flammarum. Aquae multae non poterunt extinguere caritatem nec flumina obruent illam si dederit homo omnem substantiam domus suae pro dilectione quasi nihil despicient eum."
Well.
I'm thoroughly confused.
But I guess that's the point of being sixteen.
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July 18 2005
Well, I'm home.
Virginia is quite possibly the most beautiful place I've ever had the pleasure of visiting.
It almost made up for the overwhelming desire to strangle 1/3 of the Jeskey bloodline. Seriously, I love my family, really. I do not love being in a car for ten hours with them.
Family togetherness is one of the overwhelming ills facing society today.
But.... Everything was worth it. Well, almost worth it. You know why? I bought a box filled with books, not a one of them printed before 1918. This includes three FRENCH BOOKS, an 1892 script for Shakespeare's The Merchant of Venice, Ivanhoe, The Last of the Mohicans, A Tale of Two Cities, Silas Marner.... Five dolla', foo'. For about seventeen aged books. With letters betwixt the pages. I found this box early on and stood beside it for literal hours, sutbly interrogating anyone who happened to peruse it. *Protective stance* "Do you like old books? Me too. Any particular interest in this lot? Oh, good."
Old books are love.
*HEART*
I'll not post the trials and tribulations, but to give you a general idea....
Within thirty minutes of driving on Saturday I almost had vehicular homicide burned into my record.
Because cyclists are convinced that twisty mountain paths are the ideal place to practise their art. Lurking around corners is their main source of entertainment, the better to catch innocent motorists unawares.
Fuuuuuuuun.
It's raining. I want to do something.
Aside from clean my room. But that seems to be unavoidable. Someone save me from it! *Falls into organisational quicksand* *Air bubbles cease* *Death is imminent*
Virginia is quite possibly the most beautiful place I've ever had the pleasure of visiting.
It almost made up for the overwhelming desire to strangle 1/3 of the Jeskey bloodline. Seriously, I love my family, really. I do not love being in a car for ten hours with them.
Family togetherness is one of the overwhelming ills facing society today.
But.... Everything was worth it. Well, almost worth it. You know why? I bought a box filled with books, not a one of them printed before 1918. This includes three FRENCH BOOKS, an 1892 script for Shakespeare's The Merchant of Venice, Ivanhoe, The Last of the Mohicans, A Tale of Two Cities, Silas Marner.... Five dolla', foo'. For about seventeen aged books. With letters betwixt the pages. I found this box early on and stood beside it for literal hours, sutbly interrogating anyone who happened to peruse it. *Protective stance* "Do you like old books? Me too. Any particular interest in this lot? Oh, good."
Old books are love.
*HEART*
I'll not post the trials and tribulations, but to give you a general idea....
Within thirty minutes of driving on Saturday I almost had vehicular homicide burned into my record.
Because cyclists are convinced that twisty mountain paths are the ideal place to practise their art. Lurking around corners is their main source of entertainment, the better to catch innocent motorists unawares.
Fuuuuuuuun.
It's raining. I want to do something.
Aside from clean my room. But that seems to be unavoidable. Someone save me from it! *Falls into organisational quicksand* *Air bubbles cease* *Death is imminent*
Happy b-day katie!!!
July 18 2005
hey girl we have so many good times! i love u and just wanted to say happy 14th birthday!! xoxo nat
I Never Would Have Believed...
July 18 2005
If you had told me at the beginning of my freshman year... I wouldn't have believed you...
I never would have believed that I would have the opprotunity to go to England for a mission trip.
I never would have believed that I would have the chance to go to Orlando for a leadership conference and bond with some pretty amazing people.
I never would have believed I would have moved from Texas to Tennessee between my sophomore and junior year.
I never would have believed that I would finish my high school years at a public school that was not Clearbrook (the school I desperately wanted to go to my 9th grade year).
I never would have believed how not too bad such a huge transition would be for me.
I never would have believed that I would meet such a great guy and started dating him in high school, and not college.
I never would have believed I would find friends as crazy as me.
I never would have believed that I would travel to New York City three times before attending college.
I never would have believed all of those things, but they happened. And they are such blessings from God. When we follow God, he blesses us... not always with money and things... but sometimes with opprotunities, relationships, daily experiences. When I think about all that God has done in my life the past four years... wow... and just to think... that He wants to be actively involved in the next four years... who knows what could be in store for me!
I leave for NY (for the 3rd time) this Sunday. I'm not as excited as I should be, but I should be as I reflect on all these things God has done for me. Please pray for me, that God will prepare me for this trip, and that He would blow me away. I know He wants me to go, and the group of people I'm going to be with is awesome... just little fears and worries from Satan... but God has bigger and better things in mind... Jeremiah 29:11-13...
I never would have believed that I would have the opprotunity to go to England for a mission trip.
I never would have believed that I would have the chance to go to Orlando for a leadership conference and bond with some pretty amazing people.
I never would have believed I would have moved from Texas to Tennessee between my sophomore and junior year.
I never would have believed that I would finish my high school years at a public school that was not Clearbrook (the school I desperately wanted to go to my 9th grade year).
I never would have believed how not too bad such a huge transition would be for me.
I never would have believed that I would meet such a great guy and started dating him in high school, and not college.
I never would have believed I would find friends as crazy as me.
I never would have believed that I would travel to New York City three times before attending college.
I never would have believed all of those things, but they happened. And they are such blessings from God. When we follow God, he blesses us... not always with money and things... but sometimes with opprotunities, relationships, daily experiences. When I think about all that God has done in my life the past four years... wow... and just to think... that He wants to be actively involved in the next four years... who knows what could be in store for me!
I leave for NY (for the 3rd time) this Sunday. I'm not as excited as I should be, but I should be as I reflect on all these things God has done for me. Please pray for me, that God will prepare me for this trip, and that He would blow me away. I know He wants me to go, and the group of people I'm going to be with is awesome... just little fears and worries from Satan... but God has bigger and better things in mind... Jeremiah 29:11-13...
what up
July 18 2005
soooooo
i went to the Underground Lock-in on saturday. It was freakin awesome. 10pm-7am, oh yeah.
not much to say today. wait, i finally started my summer reading!! I like the Great Gatsby...its...oddd, but i like it.
later
i went to the Underground Lock-in on saturday. It was freakin awesome. 10pm-7am, oh yeah.
not much to say today. wait, i finally started my summer reading!! I like the Great Gatsby...its...oddd, but i like it.
later
1 more week of hell!!
July 18 2005
YAY! This week is my last week of work! Only four more days... YES!!!!!
I'm very happy about that.
I don't think that Amandas dad likes me too much. This weekend she's with her mom, so thats good. Her mom actually wants me to come over! She's cooking Asian food. Yummy! The down side to this is, her mom is a little psyco. I guess it's because Amanda and her sisters have never had a "boy friend", so, her mom doesen't really know how to act around me. But, with time, I think that she will calm down. She's pretty amusing too.. her Asian accent cracks me up. LOL!!!
Anyway, I must go...
I'll talk to you kids later.
Brett
I'm very happy about that.
I don't think that Amandas dad likes me too much. This weekend she's with her mom, so thats good. Her mom actually wants me to come over! She's cooking Asian food. Yummy! The down side to this is, her mom is a little psyco. I guess it's because Amanda and her sisters have never had a "boy friend", so, her mom doesen't really know how to act around me. But, with time, I think that she will calm down. She's pretty amusing too.. her Asian accent cracks me up. LOL!!!
Anyway, I must go...
I'll talk to you kids later.
Brett
FLORIDA! (amanda...me)
July 18 2005
What if. . . ?
July 18 2005
. . . the two most spiritually and emotionally damaging words ever .
I'm done. Seriously. It's been a looooooong ride-- much longer than it should have taken. I'd almost say it didn't get me anywhere, but I know God has His reasons.
I have an awesome college schedule, I have a job, and God is doing things in my life beyond what I could imagine. What else could I possibly ask for?
"Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past." Isaiah 43:18
I'm done. Seriously. It's been a looooooong ride-- much longer than it should have taken. I'd almost say it didn't get me anywhere, but I know God has His reasons.
I have an awesome college schedule, I have a job, and God is doing things in my life beyond what I could imagine. What else could I possibly ask for?
"Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past." Isaiah 43:18
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July 18 2005
Howdy Guys!
Boy am i TIRED! I got home really late and then i had to pack for camp! Im leaving in about 2 hours or so! Im happy but then again im not happy! I really don't wanna leave home again! I have been gone like all summer! Plus i have a certain someone in my life and i don't wanna leave him! He is such a sweetheart! WE have been dating almost 2 weeks and he is like the sweetest guy in the world that i have ever met! My parents really like him and his like me!
I have to tell you something funny! Yesterday afternoon he called and was like my family is eatind dinner at my house and he was like you wanna go! Well of course i said yes! I didn't know that the whole family would be there! He is one of 5! he has 2 older sisters and 1 oler and 1 younger brother! It was so much fun! I think he is such a sweetheart! The whole family was so nice and everything and i was scared outta my mind!
Well guys i gotta go pack! Talk to yah in a week!
Lots of Love and Bunches of Kisses and Hugs,
Ali May
Boy am i TIRED! I got home really late and then i had to pack for camp! Im leaving in about 2 hours or so! Im happy but then again im not happy! I really don't wanna leave home again! I have been gone like all summer! Plus i have a certain someone in my life and i don't wanna leave him! He is such a sweetheart! WE have been dating almost 2 weeks and he is like the sweetest guy in the world that i have ever met! My parents really like him and his like me!
I have to tell you something funny! Yesterday afternoon he called and was like my family is eatind dinner at my house and he was like you wanna go! Well of course i said yes! I didn't know that the whole family would be there! He is one of 5! he has 2 older sisters and 1 oler and 1 younger brother! It was so much fun! I think he is such a sweetheart! The whole family was so nice and everything and i was scared outta my mind!
Well guys i gotta go pack! Talk to yah in a week!
Lots of Love and Bunches of Kisses and Hugs,
Ali May
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July 18 2005
seriously, i need to learn how to take the bowl of oatmeal out of the microwave without burning three layers of skin off.
*after writing the above sentence, i took a sip of coffee and burned three layers off of my tongue*
today is not my day.
*after writing the above sentence, i took a sip of coffee and burned three layers off of my tongue*
today is not my day.
oakland
July 18 2005
thank you ashley
who is my highschool count down lady :]]
but 25 more days.
cant wait
I alredy know people.
I'm all set
-edit
man I dont remember being this happy
I'm just being..
that's enough right now
&& besides my dad
no one is expecting anything
big & great out of me.
the only really awful thing is
that I probably wont get to see claire
all the much until october because of
vooooolleyball :[[
boys arent that bad anymore lol.
"I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I’d love you to love me.
I’m begging you to beg me"
--I want you to want me
who is my highschool count down lady :]]
but 25 more days.
cant wait
I alredy know people.
I'm all set
-edit
man I dont remember being this happy
I'm just being..
that's enough right now
&& besides my dad
no one is expecting anything
big & great out of me.
the only really awful thing is
that I probably wont get to see claire
all the much until october because of
vooooolleyball :[[
boys arent that bad anymore lol.
"I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I’d love you to love me.
I’m begging you to beg me"
--I want you to want me
sleepiness
July 18 2005
falling into effect right now...:snore:
I Christen Thee... Nate
July 18 2005
I'm Nate and I'm an addict for this sort of thing. It's unfortunate. I could be spending my time more productively elsewhere, but oh well. My sister and several of my friends, both old and new, are on here so I thought I'd be plankton and go with the flow.
This weekend was incredible! I went on an AO trip to Louisville, KY. We went up on Friday afternoon and came back on Sunday afternoon. I spent 12 hours at Six Flags Kentucky Kingdom (minus the hour or so for lunch outside the freakishly-expensive-food park). I met a few people that I never really knew or knew well. I hope I didn't scare them too badly! I think I may have gained a few new friends, which is very nice.
I've been to KY Kingom a few times before so, as fun as they were, none of the rides were particularly surprising (I've ridden all the big ones at least a half dozen times before this trip), but the highlight of the park was my trip in the 200' high SkyCoaster. I got a brave (read: crazy) soul to go with me since I wouldn't go by myself (You ROCK Rachel!!). On our way up, we were talking and quite jittery (as you might expect), then one of the cables popped! It was just one of the carabiners settling, but it did nothing to settle us. I was extremely tempted to pull the ripcord right then so we'd have less distance to fall. But, I held off and listened very intently for any further signs of trouble. Luckily, it turned out to be nothing and we made it to the top. We had just a second to enjoy/dread the view. Then we heard it, "3...2...1...FLY!". I didn't even think and pulled the ripcord. The trip was incredible! We got up to about 65mph from what I found on the internet. Ask Rachel about it. I will definately do it again!
Well, it's 2:20AM and I've got to be at work at 10:00AM so I'm off to bed. I'll write more about the trip later. Goodnight.
This weekend was incredible! I went on an AO trip to Louisville, KY. We went up on Friday afternoon and came back on Sunday afternoon. I spent 12 hours at Six Flags Kentucky Kingdom (minus the hour or so for lunch outside the freakishly-expensive-food park). I met a few people that I never really knew or knew well. I hope I didn't scare them too badly! I think I may have gained a few new friends, which is very nice.
I've been to KY Kingom a few times before so, as fun as they were, none of the rides were particularly surprising (I've ridden all the big ones at least a half dozen times before this trip), but the highlight of the park was my trip in the 200' high SkyCoaster. I got a brave (read: crazy) soul to go with me since I wouldn't go by myself (You ROCK Rachel!!). On our way up, we were talking and quite jittery (as you might expect), then one of the cables popped! It was just one of the carabiners settling, but it did nothing to settle us. I was extremely tempted to pull the ripcord right then so we'd have less distance to fall. But, I held off and listened very intently for any further signs of trouble. Luckily, it turned out to be nothing and we made it to the top. We had just a second to enjoy/dread the view. Then we heard it, "3...2...1...FLY!". I didn't even think and pulled the ripcord. The trip was incredible! We got up to about 65mph from what I found on the internet. Ask Rachel about it. I will definately do it again!
Well, it's 2:20AM and I've got to be at work at 10:00AM so I'm off to bed. I'll write more about the trip later. Goodnight.
*says in a really excited way*
July 17 2005
woot im back im back!!!!!! band in 2 days oh im so excited!
It's one of those days...
July 17 2005
You just need to be with a close friend.
soooo....do you miss me? Haha, no? I knew it.
***edit***
I need a hug right now. Ahhh!...pwease?
soooo....do you miss me? Haha, no? I knew it.
***edit***
I need a hug right now. Ahhh!...pwease?
Mondays
July 17 2005
I love weekends. I had fun the last three days. I hung out with Steph, finally downloaded the new Halo 2 Maptacular pack (haven't played yet though), had some ice cream with some friends, took some important steps towards a big goal, hung out with Steph (did I say that already?). But all the fun has to end sometime, and it's usually when Monday comes around...stupid monkey fart monday.
Have a great week!
-out
Have a great week!
-out
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July 17 2005
Hi guys :) this yo favorite Addie here..just made this flippin phusebox with muh girl Ashton. holla balla. Anyways, I treasure this sentimental poem from a dear friend..in the 4th grade..what young passion..enjoy-
School is almost out.
I am not going to pout.
Because I'm jumping into pools.
I won't need tools.
I need time to rest.
I am doing my best.
At least I hope.
I don't use dope.
Cuz you're coming back.
So don't pack.
You're my friend.
Are you ready?!
Let the sleepovers BEGIN!
I'm ready for you.
I know we'll have fun.
Do you?
Do you think we'll have fun?
What?
What?
I can't hear you.
What?
-Anonymous. For now.
You have witnessed true talent. It shall be published.
WHAT NOW ?!
School is almost out.
I am not going to pout.
Because I'm jumping into pools.
I won't need tools.
I need time to rest.
I am doing my best.
At least I hope.
I don't use dope.
Cuz you're coming back.
So don't pack.
You're my friend.
Are you ready?!
Let the sleepovers BEGIN!
I'm ready for you.
I know we'll have fun.
Do you?
Do you think we'll have fun?
What?
What?
I can't hear you.
What?
-Anonymous. For now.
You have witnessed true talent. It shall be published.
WHAT NOW ?!
What was I thinking?
July 17 2005
I have the horrible habit of making a huge ordeal out of the smallest situations. I know....its a curse. But its what I do. I can be a little compulsive at times. I'll get caught up in the heat of the moment, say or do something that I thought was the right thing at the time.....and the minute I do, that feeling of regret fills me. I hate that feeling. And I don't let it go. Oh no, that would be to simple. I dwell on it for days. I worry myself over it, and waste so much time and energy. I have discovered that I am a person very much in need of reassurance. I need someone to look at me, understand what I'm feeling, and tell me that it will all blow over, and later in life I will look back on this and laugh. That sounds so needy, and I am really not a needy person. I'm just a girl who needs a little reassurance from time to time. Ok, well I have rambled on and on about a very random topic. I'm done for now....
I am....
July 17 2005
Aragorn
If I were a character in The Lord of the Rings, I would be Aragorn, Man of the West, leader of the Rangers who guard the hobbits.
In the movie, I am played by Viggo Mortensen.
Who would you be?
Zovakware Lord of the Rings Test with Perseus Web Survey Software
btw, that's a VERY inacurate discription of who Aragorn/ Strider/ Elessar... etc.... is.... lol
Gloria Patri
Nate
I love it when God speaks!
July 17 2005
Wow, what an incredible weekend! - thanks to all you wonderful people who helped make my trip to Six Flags (and even Wal-Mart) unforgettable - you guys are awesome!
I was reminded today of how much I love the word of God - when He speaks to me through His word, I never cease to be overwhelmed. Just thinking about the fact that the Creator of the universe desires an intimate relationship with me takes my breath away and leaves me speechless in His presence!
This evening, Brother Dean's message out of Jeremiah led to a verse in chapter 29. While I was there, I saw the much-quoted 11th verse that was underlined in my bible. That is such an awesome promise from our Father who loves us, but also underlined - and often overlooked- was the 13th verse - "You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart." Wow, what a reminder - my passion and desire to know God have been increasing so much over the past few months, but God reminded me once again that I will not truly find Him until I search for Him with ALL of my heart. Now, for those of you who know me well, I have come a loooong way in this department - but I still have a heart with a tendency for distraction - my daily prayer is that my heart will be undivided in its devotion for my Master.
I am also reminded of a sermon that Louie gave a few years ago at OneDay. I cannot remember his exact statement, but after talking about the glorious nature of God and His unfathomable love for us - Louie asked a simple question - when I consider all that He has done for me, what else can I do but worship Him?
Brother Dean also quoted something this morning that has stuck with me - "The sole purpose of a man's life is to glorify God and enjoy Him forever." I pray that I will fulfill this purpose with every day, every single breath.
I was reminded today of how much I love the word of God - when He speaks to me through His word, I never cease to be overwhelmed. Just thinking about the fact that the Creator of the universe desires an intimate relationship with me takes my breath away and leaves me speechless in His presence!
This evening, Brother Dean's message out of Jeremiah led to a verse in chapter 29. While I was there, I saw the much-quoted 11th verse that was underlined in my bible. That is such an awesome promise from our Father who loves us, but also underlined - and often overlooked- was the 13th verse - "You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart." Wow, what a reminder - my passion and desire to know God have been increasing so much over the past few months, but God reminded me once again that I will not truly find Him until I search for Him with ALL of my heart. Now, for those of you who know me well, I have come a loooong way in this department - but I still have a heart with a tendency for distraction - my daily prayer is that my heart will be undivided in its devotion for my Master.
I am also reminded of a sermon that Louie gave a few years ago at OneDay. I cannot remember his exact statement, but after talking about the glorious nature of God and His unfathomable love for us - Louie asked a simple question - when I consider all that He has done for me, what else can I do but worship Him?
Brother Dean also quoted something this morning that has stuck with me - "The sole purpose of a man's life is to glorify God and enjoy Him forever." I pray that I will fulfill this purpose with every day, every single breath.
*Shakes Head*
July 17 2005
life has taken a whole new spin.
i am concerned, scared, angry, jealous, sorry.
have you ever been talkin to someone but your mind somewhere completely different. i mean you respond to the person but you have no idea whats goin on. you zone out but not. sooo many things to think about... so much pain to come.
i am concerned, scared, angry, jealous, sorry.
have you ever been talkin to someone but your mind somewhere completely different. i mean you respond to the person but you have no idea whats goin on. you zone out but not. sooo many things to think about... so much pain to come.
Just Believe In Yourself.
July 17 2005
mmm. This weekend was good in a way and ultimately bad in others.
Photo From Kapooki91
July 17 2005
http:/www.xanga.com/jannieluvcountry
CHECK OUT MY XANGA!!!
go to http:/www.ciayouth.org to see more pictures from camp click on pictures and then click on The Great Escape
Here are some pictures from The Great Escape(church camp) i know i just know put them on here...lol
photo from Kapooki91
HERE IS THE GROUP BEFORE WE LEFT
photo from Kapooki91
THIS IS BRADS PONYTAIL HE WORE IT LIKE THIS AT CAMP....LOL
photo from Kapooki91
THESE R THE GIRLS AT TGE SO YEP
photo from Kapooki91
SHAVING CREAM FUN AT TGE
photo from Kapooki91
cHIPS MOHAWK THAT JOE GAVE HIM..LOL
photo from Kapooki91
JOE DOING CHIPS HAIR
CHECK OUT MY XANGA!!!
go to http:/www.ciayouth.org to see more pictures from camp click on pictures and then click on The Great Escape
Here are some pictures from The Great Escape(church camp) i know i just know put them on here...lol
photo from Kapooki91
HERE IS THE GROUP BEFORE WE LEFT
photo from Kapooki91
THIS IS BRADS PONYTAIL HE WORE IT LIKE THIS AT CAMP....LOL
photo from Kapooki91
THESE R THE GIRLS AT TGE SO YEP
photo from Kapooki91
SHAVING CREAM FUN AT TGE
photo from Kapooki91
cHIPS MOHAWK THAT JOE GAVE HIM..LOL
photo from Kapooki91
JOE DOING CHIPS HAIR
movie
July 17 2005
yes i know everyone is updating on how good charlie & the chocolate factory is...& well they are right...it is awesome!!
went with kels, julia, kinsey...&
-julia smells like old people & soap
-kels the fat guys my favorite
-kinsey here have some *shark bite imitation*
haha great times...i love my freinds...i don't know what i would do with out them
went with kels, julia, kinsey...&
-julia smells like old people & soap
-kels the fat guys my favorite
-kinsey here have some *shark bite imitation*
haha great times...i love my freinds...i don't know what i would do with out them
sucks
July 17 2005
this just plain sucks. maybe even a little more than just plain sucks. this is the one of the worst things ever.
Charlie and Harry
July 17 2005
Holy crizzap, you guys.
First of all.
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory:. Oompa-loompa songs = RAAAAAH! That was awesome. Know what else was awesome? I totally talked Mark into going to see it with me and Tara. He brought Joseph too. Despite the fact that they're [Mark and Joseph] retarted - it was really fun.
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince: Thank you, JKR. Please, rub a little more salt and lemon juice into my wounds, won't you?
Have any of you finished it? I feel stupid. I totally should have been able to guess who the "Prince" was. And do any of you know who "R.A.B." is?
I DO. I don't know how it occurred to me, I stared at the initials for about 5 mintues straight and then - I dropped the book.
Bitch, PLEASE. I know they just didn't... O-M-G.
Lemme know if you've finished the book... we'll talk. Maybe I'll even divulge my little R.A.B. secret to you. [[wink]]
I am Invinsible
July 17 2005
So, I'm Invinsible.
I picked up poison oak today, and I didn't break out. Therefore I am invinsible.
I drank alot of Sun Drop a little while ago. Tis good stuff. Go buy some..
The new Harry Potter book is good, go read it.
Someone gave me a copy of Super Mario 64.. but i don't have a N64. Heh..
I picked up poison oak today, and I didn't break out. Therefore I am invinsible.
I drank alot of Sun Drop a little while ago. Tis good stuff. Go buy some..
The new Harry Potter book is good, go read it.
Someone gave me a copy of Super Mario 64.. but i don't have a N64. Heh..
July 17 2005
life is beautiful.
the sunset was pure gold tonight. we stopped the car in the middle of the road to watch it. living has become very simple. I kindof let go and allowed things work themselves out. I don't really have to worry. the past month has been so up and down, so confusing, so heartbreaking at times... but what I realized, is the one thing I always loved- will always be there. I can't ignore my past, and I can't ignore the future. but today is beautiful, I could hardly speak a word for my mind was so peaceful. I tried to soak in the thought... that I really do LOVE ~you~.
"You make me so happy."
PS: I'm listening to Coldplay- X&Y... and I like it... I like it a lot.
the sunset was pure gold tonight. we stopped the car in the middle of the road to watch it. living has become very simple. I kindof let go and allowed things work themselves out. I don't really have to worry. the past month has been so up and down, so confusing, so heartbreaking at times... but what I realized, is the one thing I always loved- will always be there. I can't ignore my past, and I can't ignore the future. but today is beautiful, I could hardly speak a word for my mind was so peaceful. I tried to soak in the thought... that I really do LOVE ~you~.
"You make me so happy."
PS: I'm listening to Coldplay- X&Y... and I like it... I like it a lot.
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July 17 2005
What the heck is phuse Box?!
Idk but I guess i'll give it a try......
Idk but I guess i'll give it a try......
the internet
July 17 2005
so i have rediscovered how addicting the internet can be! i feel like i'm back in high school again...no offense ;) i am going to pry myself away from the computer now and go read harry potter :)
Empty Heart, Empty Pew
July 17 2005
Sometimes I feel like even people that are in religious positions have gotten it wrong, missing the point of what Christianity is all about. This is a feeling pitted deep in my soul and I cannot even put it into words other than: they are missing the point. No, I am not perfect by any means, but I feel like I do have an understanding of what the goal should be. We should not value our church or ourselves by what we do or even how many people we cranked in on a Sunday morning. Our one goal should be to bring glory to God in EVERYTHING that we do.
Christianity has turned into a numbers game. Visit any church and scan the weekly bulletin. Amongst all of the announcements of upcoming events and the service order, you will more than likely find a record of how many people came into the doors of the church the previous week in addition to what was given monetarily. Churches almost pride themselves with these figures, thinking that if any of these numbers have increased, they have won that week.
Even the events are geared to get more people into the church. It is almost a game of manipulation, fueled by the simple pride of the decision-making members of the church. One more warm body in the pew on any given Sunday morning does not necessarily bring more glory to God. Do not get me wrong, it could, and God could use that to bring glory, but we should not gauge how we are doing by a simple numbered body.
I would rather have a church full of 25 people that are being discipled and that are yearning after the heart of God than 10,000 people that are simply acting out a religion with an empty heart.
Church has almost become a game based on points of attendance and levels of monetary value. Our work is never done and we should be building relationships with people, ministering to their needs, and pouring into people’s lives instead of counting the numbers.
Jesus never once boasted about how many people were at his last sermon or how many people he had healed the previous week. He was more interested in progressing his ministry to the people. His motivation was pure: to bring glory to God in everything that He did. Once we stop measuring ourselves by what we have “accomplished,†we can start to truly see the larger picture of God’s goals.
Christianity has turned into a numbers game. Visit any church and scan the weekly bulletin. Amongst all of the announcements of upcoming events and the service order, you will more than likely find a record of how many people came into the doors of the church the previous week in addition to what was given monetarily. Churches almost pride themselves with these figures, thinking that if any of these numbers have increased, they have won that week.
Even the events are geared to get more people into the church. It is almost a game of manipulation, fueled by the simple pride of the decision-making members of the church. One more warm body in the pew on any given Sunday morning does not necessarily bring more glory to God. Do not get me wrong, it could, and God could use that to bring glory, but we should not gauge how we are doing by a simple numbered body.
I would rather have a church full of 25 people that are being discipled and that are yearning after the heart of God than 10,000 people that are simply acting out a religion with an empty heart.
Church has almost become a game based on points of attendance and levels of monetary value. Our work is never done and we should be building relationships with people, ministering to their needs, and pouring into people’s lives instead of counting the numbers.
Jesus never once boasted about how many people were at his last sermon or how many people he had healed the previous week. He was more interested in progressing his ministry to the people. His motivation was pure: to bring glory to God in everything that He did. Once we stop measuring ourselves by what we have “accomplished,†we can start to truly see the larger picture of God’s goals.
Today Marks 9 months of not dating
July 17 2005
*wow... i can hardly believe that i only have three months left. it's crazy b/c it feels like yesterday i made the commitment. the other night i went through and wrote down everything that i've learned so far. it's so amazing. God has changed me in so many ways. the hard thing is that he never really changed my desire... He just changed my focus... but somedays are harder to focus on Him than others. i've learned that the days that i don't spend time in His word are the hardest. i know that God is writing my love story... and i'm just going to wait.
*on another note in church tonight i came across these awesome verses...
"Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and every sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us. Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of God." -Isaiah 53:4-5
the thing that stuck out the most to me was that Christ endured the cross because He saw joy ahead... do know what that joy was? you and me coming into a true relationship w/ Him. is that not amazing? He saw that as joy! the kind that makes you happy to be around that person... the kind that makes you smile as you look back on memories of that person... the kind that goes hand in hand w/ a love that puts the other person before self. Proverbs 8:30 says that i'm daily His delight. man... i just can't praise Him enough for it.. b/c that's something that i've longed for... just to be thought of all the time... just to be remembered... just to be important to someone... just to be delighted in... just to be constantly loved. and i'm ashamed that i haven't seen that i already had that in Christ. food for thought.
*on another note in church tonight i came across these awesome verses...
"Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and every sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us. Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of God." -Isaiah 53:4-5
the thing that stuck out the most to me was that Christ endured the cross because He saw joy ahead... do know what that joy was? you and me coming into a true relationship w/ Him. is that not amazing? He saw that as joy! the kind that makes you happy to be around that person... the kind that makes you smile as you look back on memories of that person... the kind that goes hand in hand w/ a love that puts the other person before self. Proverbs 8:30 says that i'm daily His delight. man... i just can't praise Him enough for it.. b/c that's something that i've longed for... just to be thought of all the time... just to be remembered... just to be important to someone... just to be delighted in... just to be constantly loved. and i'm ashamed that i haven't seen that i already had that in Christ. food for thought.
it's almost over!!!
July 17 2005
summer school is almost over!!! 6 more days!!! yea.... then i'm going to kentucky!!!! go me! i'm gonna go visit my best friend, Katie, for an entire week... it's gonna be the best time
Untitled
July 17 2005
i have a question? ttyl bye
ps please answer my question
ps please answer my question
worries, the weekend, and more
July 17 2005
well, worries about guys and college have yet again taken a hold of me....why can't I just stop focusing on that stuff and learn to just take each day as it comes?
I guess maybe it's because I've wanted so much to meet that special someone....and I haven't yet and I begin to worry I won't sometimes. I had always hoped and thought I would meet the man I'd marry in college, and yes I know I'm not quite in college yet....it's just something that's been worrying me.
Well enough of that.... my weekend was pretty awesome. I got to meet my roommate from North Carolina on Thursday, and had a great time meeting different people and playing the games at Nocturnal Madness in the cafeteria of the Student Center at Lipscomb. and then Friday I got registered for classes and all that great stuff. Saturday I went to a Nashville Sounds game with my parents...my dad got to represent Nissan and hit one of the first pitches, lol it was quite amusing.
Had church today and that's pretty much it.
well, I hope you all have a great week ahead!
I guess maybe it's because I've wanted so much to meet that special someone....and I haven't yet and I begin to worry I won't sometimes. I had always hoped and thought I would meet the man I'd marry in college, and yes I know I'm not quite in college yet....it's just something that's been worrying me.
Well enough of that.... my weekend was pretty awesome. I got to meet my roommate from North Carolina on Thursday, and had a great time meeting different people and playing the games at Nocturnal Madness in the cafeteria of the Student Center at Lipscomb. and then Friday I got registered for classes and all that great stuff. Saturday I went to a Nashville Sounds game with my parents...my dad got to represent Nissan and hit one of the first pitches, lol it was quite amusing.
Had church today and that's pretty much it.
well, I hope you all have a great week ahead!
we're spinning empty bottles, it's the five of us
July 17 2005
i WaNnA tAlK tO gAvIn!!
{edit} my nephew's here. not John, Ethan. he's 8. very funny kid. but all he ever talks about is video games.... :hurls:
i need to be reading for school. :shrug: i'll do it later this week when i'm bored. hahaha.
{edit} my nephew's here. not John, Ethan. he's 8. very funny kid. but all he ever talks about is video games.... :hurls:
i need to be reading for school. :shrug: i'll do it later this week when i'm bored. hahaha.
but that's "junk"... umm not so much
July 17 2005
amber was so kind to go with me to take pictures today! it was a lot of fun...that is until we had some complications. and i will leave it at that. but a word of warning to people that enjoy photography: some people just don't understand art...and some people don't like young people, and some people don't like you being in their town unless you are from there. just a warning...
photo from rachael
but i did get some pictures...check them out in my photo box if you want.
oh and i must say that the message today really just slapped me in the face. if you read my previous post and realized the underlying emotion in it then perhaps you would understand why i loved and needed to hear the this morning. i just laugh at my foolishness sometimes. i am extremely thankful that even when i am faithless, God is faithful.
but i am going to be meeting up with my lovely friend lauren in a little bit. but i hope everyone is having a great day!
photo from rachael
but i did get some pictures...check them out in my photo box if you want.
oh and i must say that the message today really just slapped me in the face. if you read my previous post and realized the underlying emotion in it then perhaps you would understand why i loved and needed to hear the this morning. i just laugh at my foolishness sometimes. i am extremely thankful that even when i am faithless, God is faithful.
but i am going to be meeting up with my lovely friend lauren in a little bit. but i hope everyone is having a great day!
A dissapointing look at a classic.
July 17 2005
Saw willy wonka...psssh this movie is some bulllllshit. It was about 19 different kinds of lame. I was looking forward to it so much. The oompas all look exactly the same, with the aid of photoshop. Not to mention, the other extremely welll...i didn't like it, but im not going to bash it too much. Im sure if i was innebriated that i would love it.
um.. yay?
July 17 2005
So we've had City Meet all weekend, and it's been pretty crazy and exhausting, but also a little fun.
Anyway, more on that later.. In a few hours, I have to go to Ravenwood for our swim team banquet. Supposedly, 74 people (!!!!) have signed up to come. O_O
I'm a little nervous.. but the way I figure it, it's only a short time in my life so far. And I'll probably get through it.. unless I just completely embarrass myself. :)
Anyway, more on that later.. In a few hours, I have to go to Ravenwood for our swim team banquet. Supposedly, 74 people (!!!!) have signed up to come. O_O
I'm a little nervous.. but the way I figure it, it's only a short time in my life so far. And I'll probably get through it.. unless I just completely embarrass myself. :)
Yay I'm Home!!!
July 17 2005
Here are some pictures, just like I promised. I threw in a couple of bear pictures... just for you Nathan...
Packing…
photo from SingAHappySong
Relaxing at my aunt and uncle’s…
photo from SingAHappySong
Mom getting attacked by Lucy, the demon dog…
photo from SingAHappySong
Still in love after all these years…
photo from SingAHappySong
My goofy granddaddy…
photo from SingAHappySong
Good movie…
photo from SingAHappySong
I’ve got a golden ticket…
photo from SingAHappySong
Bears like Willy Wonka too… (all of these minus one belong to my aunt and uncle)
photo from SingAHappySong
Stopping for a photo…
photo from SingAHappySong
Packing…
photo from SingAHappySong
Relaxing at my aunt and uncle’s…
photo from SingAHappySong
Mom getting attacked by Lucy, the demon dog…
photo from SingAHappySong
Still in love after all these years…
photo from SingAHappySong
My goofy granddaddy…
photo from SingAHappySong
Good movie…
photo from SingAHappySong
I’ve got a golden ticket…
photo from SingAHappySong
Bears like Willy Wonka too… (all of these minus one belong to my aunt and uncle)
photo from SingAHappySong
Stopping for a photo…
photo from SingAHappySong
How Can I Keep Myself From Singing?
July 17 2005
I feel like I'm about five years old. Glitter! Play-doh!
I love you.
Plural you, that is. I haven't found my singular you, just yet.
Did you know I'm an evil genius?
yay pictures :)
July 17 2005
photo from blue_lips
yay for driving. even though i don't watch as carefully as i should. :/
photo from blue_lips
me and emily at Lauren's party last night
photo from blue_lips
yay for wet Lauren and her pretty flowers :D
photo from blue_lips
me and Ashley
photo from blue_lips
me and DANNNAAAA!!!
photo from blue_lips
Dana getting thrown into the pool by Brian and Cameron
photo from blue_lips
my newly created closet door collage
photo from blue_lips
my awesome electric geetar!
photo from blue_lips
heehee my Charlie and the Chocolate Factory poster. newly acquired today i might add ;)
yay for awesome friday nights with certain awesome people ;)
yay for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory on Imax tonight with my Dana
yay for things finally happening in Harry Potter.
ooo i made it to chapter 17. only 13 chapters to goooo!!!
This Week in Diversion!!
July 17 2005
This Week in Diversion we will be taking a look back @ M-Fuge and we will praying for the twelve people who are going to Paint the Town next week. After the service we will be heading to Davy Crockett's for a Resturant Raid! Have a Blessed Week! -proxy521
CAMP! CAMP! CAMP! CAMP! CAMP! CAMP!
July 17 2005
Well i am off to camp! i have been waiting for this for so long and it should be sooo much fun. You guys dont have too much fun while i'm gone. i will miss you guys and i love you all!!!! pray that God will show us more than imagined this week. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo. Let God rock it.
+ML+
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble iwth the comfort we ourselves has received from
God...And our hope for you is firm, because we know that just as you share in our sufferings, so also you share in our comfort. --- 2 Corinthians 1:3-7
i'm complaining some
July 17 2005
i hate being the oldest! i don't want to be stuck here all day tomorrow. why do i have to babysit him??? it's not fair. i don't even get paid for babysitting. just because he's my brother, i'm expected to keep him free of charge and be happy about it. it's not that he's hard to keep or anything. he sits there all day and watches tv or plays playstation. but i can't leave and go do stuff with my friends. grrr
i wonder . . .
July 17 2005
so i think--maybe--that i might just be developing something of a crush on you. very random, i know, but . . . i don't have any control over that.
this could throw a kink in things.
we'll just have to see how all this plays out.
now the question you, the reader, must ask yourself, quite naturally, is whether or not the three previous paragraphs are all on the same subject or not.
well, are they?
are you sure?
you know, being mysterious/dramatic is really rather enjoyable.
but only when you know what is going on.
adieu.
this could throw a kink in things.
we'll just have to see how all this plays out.
now the question you, the reader, must ask yourself, quite naturally, is whether or not the three previous paragraphs are all on the same subject or not.
well, are they?
are you sure?
you know, being mysterious/dramatic is really rather enjoyable.
but only when you know what is going on.
adieu.
Jerks re-united
July 17 2005
Well this morning I got the privlage of seeing an old friend...actually he's not that old....but he's been gone nearly a year. Me ben and john got to eat lunch with Josh hornbaker (aka jerk 817)....pretty much our favorite guy in the entire world. I mean, just look at my profile picture. Is that not the coolest? I didn't realize how much I missed his presence in our youth group untill we got to hang out again today just like old times. We talked about alot of stuff, and got to catch up on some things too. So it was cool to see all the jerks back together again (except for one jerk who is in orlando...alex...ahem.) Well I just thought i'd tell u guys about that. Have a good one yall.
G$Muny
G$Muny
Um. . . hm?
July 17 2005
You'd think I'd be more excited, but I'm really not. I'm glad. . . really, I am, but I'm not giddy like I would have been months ago. I can't say I didn't get what I prayed for.
Very very very few of you will understand the above.
Work is going well. I start my regular schedule next week; it'll be the schedule I'm on throughout school as well. I was told earlier that it was "so hot" that I worked there. Go me, lol.
Hmm. . . shopping excites me. Weeee!
Random.
Very very very few of you will understand the above.
Work is going well. I start my regular schedule next week; it'll be the schedule I'm on throughout school as well. I was told earlier that it was "so hot" that I worked there. Go me, lol.
Hmm. . . shopping excites me. Weeee!
Random.
wreck of the day
July 17 2005
--wreck of the day by anna nalick
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cuz love doesnt hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
I love this song :]]
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cuz love doesnt hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
I love this song :]]
update
July 17 2005
going to someplace with tess in a week i will be gone from next sunday till thursday
i think it is a bunch of amusement parks which is awesome!!
i think it is a bunch of amusement parks which is awesome!!
church
July 17 2005
church today was relly good and just wjat i needed. i have been holding onto some things that i relly should just let go but it is just so hard to let it go but i know i will be a happier person if i do. so yeah lol.
i start school in less than a month kind of scarey but im exited.
well have a great day loveya jess
i start school in less than a month kind of scarey but im exited.
well have a great day loveya jess
33 and counting....
July 17 2005
that's really not that far away. Lord, prepare me.
my friends here rock
July 17 2005
so i'm having a lot of fun here dancing for the summer. rehearsals are a bore but we went out last night and had fun. there were a few parties going on and after work i met some friends at one of the parties. people were stupidly drunk and were lying all about and it really wasn't our scene, so we went and ate chinese food and since no one really wanted to just sit around and chat i took them back to the dorms. i was kind of disappointed because i would have liked to sit around and talk and i said that we could come back to my house but saying it was 330 people just wanted to go to bed. So, instead we are going to hang out at the park today before i have to go in to work. fun times! hope i made good tips last night. ttyl
hot girl check in!
July 17 2005
for all you hot girls that want to check in!
ps this is a thing they do on the local radio station here in PIttsburgh and anybody who wants to calls in and says hi. so just say hi!
ps this is a thing they do on the local radio station here in PIttsburgh and anybody who wants to calls in and says hi. so just say hi!
AO....
July 17 2005
wow....i had such a great time this weekend!!!
went w/ AO to Six Flags in KY!!! im sooo happy i got to go! i had such an amazing time!! ill have to show yall pictures!!
i was really thinking at tha beginning of tha trip i dont know anyone besides..justin josh amy graham and jennifer...and i dont want to go!! but i got brave and stayed on tha trip and im sooo happy i did!!!
me and Nate Tallman did a ride at Six Flags...well i wouldnt call it a ride but it was like this gaint swing and we got dropped i guess tha only way to show yall is to put tha picture up!!! it was sooo much fun but yet sooo scary!! ill have to find it and show yall!!!
God has shown me soo much through this trip! im soo happy i got plugged in w/ the college minstry at tha beginning of the summer!!! i have had a blast!!! ive been out of my comfort zone many times this weekend and i love it!!! i know im here at MTSU for a reason but im not sure yet!!!
Love through Christ!
Rachel
went w/ AO to Six Flags in KY!!! im sooo happy i got to go! i had such an amazing time!! ill have to show yall pictures!!
i was really thinking at tha beginning of tha trip i dont know anyone besides..justin josh amy graham and jennifer...and i dont want to go!! but i got brave and stayed on tha trip and im sooo happy i did!!!
me and Nate Tallman did a ride at Six Flags...well i wouldnt call it a ride but it was like this gaint swing and we got dropped i guess tha only way to show yall is to put tha picture up!!! it was sooo much fun but yet sooo scary!! ill have to find it and show yall!!!
God has shown me soo much through this trip! im soo happy i got plugged in w/ the college minstry at tha beginning of the summer!!! i have had a blast!!! ive been out of my comfort zone many times this weekend and i love it!!! i know im here at MTSU for a reason but im not sure yet!!!
Love through Christ!
Rachel
*sings*
July 17 2005
im leavin on a jet plane dont know when ill be back again so kiss me and smile for me tell me you will never let me go...ill be home at 610!
Why?
July 17 2005
why does everything i try seem to fail.
why does it seem like no matter how hard i try i am still on the bottom.
why does it seem like my parents dont care what i think about my own health.
why do i have to voice what i am feeling all the time.
why do i have to be in between both my parents.
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it's hard to write what happened at the doctors office friday. and mom said that if i dont get better then she isn't going to let me do marching band.
it kind of seemed like she was saying it is my fault i got sick. 45 days till i turn 16. and i guess it will be just like a normal birthday since i cant get a car.
why does it seem like no matter how hard i try i am still on the bottom.
why does it seem like my parents dont care what i think about my own health.
why do i have to voice what i am feeling all the time.
why do i have to be in between both my parents.
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it's hard to write what happened at the doctors office friday. and mom said that if i dont get better then she isn't going to let me do marching band.
it kind of seemed like she was saying it is my fault i got sick. 45 days till i turn 16. and i guess it will be just like a normal birthday since i cant get a car.
MmmHmmM
July 17 2005
Well today was blahriffic..although I have found so many ppl to subscribe to on myspace...i really miss all my old friends...like hanging out with Ste and Ina back in 2nd grade playin with Lisa Frank stickers..those things really brought us a lot of joy...i suprisingly miss hanging out with Anthony Mitchell everyday...just listening to Story of the Year and singing our lungs out till we couldnt speak...but ppl get older ...and dont think about each other that much anymore..thats kinda why i am stayin at Oakland..all of my friends are there..and i cant leave them behind without the fear of forgetting them...and running into them 1 day..and just saying hi and wondering what i missed out on....i was in a chat 2 days ago and found out that i was in there with Ina Marshall...she was 1 of my best friend...me ste and her would hang out 24/7 at school...and me and ina danced in our underwear and spice girl tshirts to there cd...i miss it..and i hope to start being really good friends with her again...
on other notes...Concert August 20th $3.oo
at the Cherry Tree Cafe...if u need directions ask me on aim...(killerxdreamz).... Cory D. told me to make it a tribute to Bruce...so we r gonna all get together and plan something special so you should all come..even if u didnt know him..or me...just come..
on other notes...Concert August 20th $3.oo
at the Cherry Tree Cafe...if u need directions ask me on aim...(killerxdreamz).... Cory D. told me to make it a tribute to Bruce...so we r gonna all get together and plan something special so you should all come..even if u didnt know him..or me...just come..
Gone..
July 17 2005
It is 4:00 am and I am leaving for camp..what are you doing?