hey whats up a lot here i dont understand y people gotta die its so sad well if u havent already heard officer farmer died last night its sad and my cousins in  the hospital and a whole lot more so this week has been bad but its ok i will make it through well i g2g

<3

Tiffany

R.I.P`~Officer Farmer truely missed but never forgotten

Hi guys,

Well today was a normal day,i'm so excited cause i might get a digital camera for christmas and a labtop for my birthday (of course i'll have to pitch in with my b-day money though)That would be sooo cool but i don't know if i'm even gonna get a labtop for sure yet though.But me and my mom like to take pictures soo we're gonna go to the greenway and take pictures of the river.I had Emily over to spend the night last weekend we had alot of fun!Well i g2g leave remarks .I g2g ttyl bye!

                           <3xoxo<3

                              Taylor

Happy Birthday to the one and ony AMI DRIVER

Ever wondered if marketing companies are logging your interests, music, movies and books entries here, only to use that info to spam you later?? Hmmm, I'll stick em up here anyway.

Is anyone else as paranoid as I am?

everything's finalized. oh wow, i'm ecstatic! after making the commute to downtown, submitting my portfolio, sitting through several interviews, and going through the photo shoot, it's over and done. this is one of my highest paying gigs, since i don't have a steady job.

i asked the magazine representative if i could have copies of the pictures that the photographer took, and she was kind enough to lend them to me so that i could add them to my portfolio. i just uploaded them onto phusebox.

omg... some people are weird... aparently little freshmen think i'm easy and can get phone sex from me just cause i'm gay. what the hell?! and i hope you're reading this - alex.

geez... do i come off as a typical gay slut?!

anyway... i was gonna write about how i hate this woman in our neighborhood that has this pet trap and will like, capture people's pets... and sometimes her son takes them and drops them off. she doesn't even have an effing fence!

people piss me off.

holly has the hiccups and they won't go away

what to do, what to do.

?

LIFE IS GOOD!!!!!

JESUS LOVES YOU!!!

<><  ><>                            ~amy~

today  =  amazingness

tomorrow afternoon permint...so no talkie

"You seatbelt them in and fill them with water to represent the weight
of different humans, and then they get to ride over and over and over.
I'm sure they're very happy, thrilled little water buckets!"
haha! that amuses me!!  go here

So my hair's dark brown now.  It's fun.

Still haven't broached the subject of bartending school with Dad.  Maybe I'll let him find out by enrolling.
.....Maybe not.

Ah, the blissful solitude and tranquility that come with an empty house.  Too bad I have to leave it all to work.  *Sniff*

My nasty uniform needs ironing.  Which means I must begin this process known as 'suiting up for slavery.'  Figures, as soon as I have some regulars at that joint I've turned in my notice.

Life is good.  I don't see why people agonise so much about it.  At least we're on the fun side of ground level!

MY b-day is in 5 days NOV.21st MONDAY

my email address: purexcyanide@yahoo.com

email me. :]

Happy Birthday to Ami Driver! One of my best friends in the world!

whats up everyone? i just made this thing cause i just figured out about it. Visit my other site www.xanga.com/tiziler_sizzels and www.myspace.com/your_a_benis .later.

And I've learned so much...

Instead of going home after my last class, I had lunch with Sarah, Lauren, and Amy! I must say, it was great fun! I haven't hung out with them in a long time so it was great! Lauren and Sarah crack me up with all their plots against people... ha ha! Good times...

today was good at school, i guess, umm well.. ya so anyways, im like amazingly tired today, i went to bed a 4 in the morning on sunday working on a stupid world civ binder (see:procastinator), and then i got 2 horus of sleep, went to school, did a memoir 1st period, then asked my teacher if i could go to the bathroom and took a video camera out so i filmed stuff and talked about it in french, i did that in the car too, so i turned my memoir in 2nd period, movie in 3rd period, and binder in 4th then i went on the bus and slept, but then tuesday and now today were even worse, anyways enough of that and o ya, i forgot to tell everyone, chelsea made the mava volleyball team (16s!), i was so proud of her, shes actually really good, i thought if you were good at sports you hada be ugly, but thats obviously not the case, and i can't wait until this sunday, i get to meet her family, haha, neways, gotsta go get my tree fed (andy schimilaschmakis), cya

john

something that everybody has to acknowledge at some point in their life is that our timing is not God's timing.  just because i don't know what i am going to do with life, doesn't mean that God will show me because i'm simply frustrated.  faith is a terribly difficult thing to learn, especially if your entire life you have never leaned on anybody for support or guidance.  if you are an independent person who does things by yourself and rarely asks for or recieves advice from others, faith can be a back breaking characteristic to acquire.  another thing that i have seen lately is that when you ask for a characteristic like faith, paitence, or trust, God doesn't simply give you those things, he puts you situations where you can build your character and gain those things.  so be prepared to accept the responsibilities that come along with prayer.  especially be careful to pray for humility and brokeness, because God will give it to you, but the cost may be more than you are ready and willing to pay...

ral

 Hola mi amigos! Como esta? I am doing pretty well myself. It is already Wednesday which means half the week is OVER! that is something to celebrate b/c another weekend is soon to come! so if anyone is having a bad day, all I can say is cheer up butter cup and be happy because there are only two more days to go. so yeah i hope everyone is having a Fantabulistic day and i will talk to ya'll later! buh bye!          ~Brittany

woah. . .I register for classes in 5 days. . .

uh . . . what do I take. . .

also. . .approximently 77 photos have been uploaded into my photobox. . .christmas parade was last night!

ugh. . .registration

                          it is SNOWING!!! 
and unbelievably cold... the wind is just so intense.  it literally hurts to walk outside.  saturday, at home, justin was wearing shorts and flipflops.  today - just 4 days and 500 miles later - snow.  good thing i remembered my winter clothes this time!

andrew osenga from caedmon's call sang in chapel today - good stuff!  there was a drama group too, pretty good, but they didn't let him sing much because of it - i'd like to hear more.  and you should check him out too

i have insane amounts of things to do before friday... grrrr.... back to reality.

3 DAYS til ARUBA!!!

Hey

People nothing much has happened lately.. still grounded... And friday and saturday i am going to have a lot of fun again.. I will probably come back to school complaining that my leg hurts from Skateboarding!! But, oh well its worth it!

So heres some lyrics!

These lyrics are for someone i know and they know who they are!

Blink 182
Voyeur

And when the day ends I'm sure she feels sorrow
The lonely guy I am I wait for her to change
I've been here two days I'll sure be here tomorrow
I'd eat her all if she were on my dinner plate
I'd wish she'd be more kind now
I'm out of luck cause the shades are pulled down
I've seen everything there is to be shown
I followed her all the way home
I can't be too cool in a tree with my pants down
The air is cold and I've got splinters in my feet
She caught me once but I don't think that she cares now
Unlike before her view is now blocked by a leaf
I'd wish she'd be more kind now
I'm out of luck cause the shades are pulled down
I've seen everything there is to be shown
I followed her all the way home
I bet this last times the one time to many
The rush of waiting is burning through my head
Right after supper her brother showers twice a week
He kicks my ass so much that filthy white inbred
I've made mistakes by looking in the wrong window
Her dad is big and I've never seen his face
I've been here two days I'll sure be here tomorrow
My lady's so sweet she likes to entertain
I'd wish she'd be more kind now
I'm out of luck cause the shades are pulled down
I've seen everything there is to be shown
I followed her all the way home
I bet this last times the one time to many
The rush of waiting is burning through my head
Right after supper her brother showers twice a week
He kicks my ass so much that filthy white inbred

Funny eh?

last night at work, there was this little 4 year old girl in my room. she was talking and talking and talking... and looks up and says "your mom goes to college". not even joking. 

LONDON, England (CNN) -- In the strange days of the 1980s, when cubes were Rubik and shoulders were padded, cell phones were the apex of executive luxury, despite weighing more than two pounds and boasting a battery life that wouldn't last until lunch (which was for wimps anyway)

.

Known affectionately as "the Brick" -- largely because it was the size of one -- the Motorola DynaTAC 8000X was introduced in 1983 to a public who would, for the most part, still have to spend another two decades queuing up to use slightly soiled phone boxes.

With a launch price of almost U.S.$ 4,000, Bricks were the preserve of the rich and powerful, who were often seen touting them as brash symbols of wealth in an era when stock markets soared almost as high as hairstyles.

But as prices plummeted and networks fanned out across the globe, cell
phones have become ubiquitous, their ring tones chirping everywhere from the boutiques of Beverly Hills to the arid plains of Afghanistan.

Sincethe advent of these cheap, mass-produced handsets -- manufactured byMotorola and rivals such as Nokia, Siemens, Sony Ericsson and Samsung-- the nattering classes who once saw their phones as status symbolshave been forced to swap gossip using same models as the rest of us.

Now, however, a new breed of device, perhaps more bling tone than ring tone, has begun to emerge, catering to customers who care little for
miniature movie cameras or built-in MP 3 players, but for whom talk is
never cheap.

In January 2002 Vertu, a newly-created independentsubsidiary of Nokia, unveiled a sleek collection of phones that wouldappear more at home in the window of an exclusive jewelry shop andcarried price tags -- roughly U.S.$5,000 -- to match.

'Best that money can buy'

Cased in precious metals such as platinum and gold and boasting features such as a sapphire crystal screen and jeweled bearings under each key, Vertu phones, the company says, are handmade to "set the standard for exquisitely crafted, high quality, luxury mobile communication."

To prove a point, the company recently launched a limited edition jewel-encrusted handset retailing for almost U.S.$84,000, stamping its
mark on a luxury phone scene that it already dominates. "Our phones are
the ultimate," Vertu spokeswoman Kathryn Robinson told CNN.

"They are designed to withstand being run over by a sports car. They have integrity of materials and design that other mobile phones do not."

Robinson says Vertu's phones appeal to "people who have achieved success in life and now want to have the best that money can buy" -- a client list that includes celebrities such as Madonna, Gwyneth Paltrow and Victoria Beckham.

But despite its obvious glamour, Vertu has done littleto impress phone experts. "They are basically nothing more than a bitof bling," Dan Maudsley, a journalist for Britain's What Mobilemagazine told CNN.

For Maudsley the current ultimate phone is the Sony Ericsson W800, a handset that combines communication device with a music player capable of storing several hours of music and, with a basic retail price of less than U.S.$ 500, far more practical.

"Nowadays anyone can have a designer label, but almost no one can afford a Vertu," he added.

"You've got to be made of money to have one, but as a phone they're pretty average," he said.

Combining both the luxury of the Vertu and the state-of-the-art technology of modern mobiles is a tiny European operation run by Austrian marketing manager-turned master craftsman, Peter Aloisson.

Rather than create his own handset, Aloisson has for the past few years been taking existing phones and customizing them with jewels and precious metals into Midas-touched replicas of their former selves.

Million dollar phone

"I knew that mobile phones would become part of daily life, and as with
all things that are part of daily life, such as watches or tie pins, there should be luxury versions of them," he told CNN.

Aloisson
currently produces about three phones per year, depending on orders
from his celebrity and wealthy clients, mostly retailing for in excess
of U.S.$30,000.

The Vienna-based craftsman says he is now workingon a cell phone that could claim the "ultimate" crown for good -- a special order for a German manufacturer that will cost in excess of U.S.$1 million.

"It will feature solid gold parts with an exterior covered with 2,590 natural blue diamonds, some of the rarest jewels on Earth," he said.

Although the phone is being constructed for marketing purposes, it will eventually be sold off, no doubt creating the world's ultimate phone bill.

I so wish I was at DisneyWorld!!  I've never been around Christmas...but I will someday!  That would be awesome!!

photo from lauraebeth

"I find nothing I want in a place like this
Which I escaped and tumbled into
I rip my feelings off my heart
And stick a smile on the mask
Please take me away from here
Before everything becomes a memory"

-Ayu (HAPPY ENDING)

wow u people suck almost as bad as the people on xanga! lol. i've posted like ten entries on this thing and no remarks. =(

Interesting night last night....
So after University Singers (which is my last class of the day on Tuesdays and Thursdays), me, katie,katy,heather, and david all hang around after class and talk. Well, Heather's mom then calls her telling her to go ahead on home (heather's the friend that is going to dorm with me next semester) because of the bad weather.  Well, then Katie decides to go on back to the dorm to get some work done. Me, Katy and David Dehoff sit around talking some more. Then Katy asks me if I want to go with her and her friend Leah to Baja Burrito...they had to go for a learning project for their english/seminar class (apparently their class was going to be there later but Leah couldn't go any other time). But anyways, so I go along with them and it was fun...then we get back and get out of Leah's car to the sound of sirens blaring and it being all rainy and nasty we head over to the basement of the Student Center for shelter (where the game/movie/entertainment room is)....well, then EVERYBODY comes down there because apparently there were tornado warnings and watches in our area. So it was mass chaos with everyone there...I was planning on going back to my dorm room to study for my psychology test that was today, but nooo I couldn't untill everybody left.  not cool when I needed to desperately study.  But, it all ended up okay because I got to meet Katy's friend Jeffrey who can just about make anyone laugh because he acts so goofy, lol.  And then me and Katy decided to head on back to Elam after the tornados had passed over and all.... but it was raining so we grabbed a smoothie from the Sodexho Food Court.  We then bumped into Adam and David again and David asks us to eat with them. So we talk for a little while, then Adam had to leave to call his girlfriend to make sure she didn't get hit by any tornados that were near Murfreesboro. Denton (better known as Jim-Bob, lol) came and stopped to talk with us for a little while.  And then David left to go work on a project for one of his classes, and Denton left as well.  Adam Graham sat with us as well, and he even helped me study for my psychology test. how nice of him! And it helped too.....I think, lol :)  So me and Katy then FINALLY decided to go on back to the dorm, and thus ended my crazy night.

I am reading Believing God by Beth Moore and I just wanted to share something that I read last night that really spoke to my heart.
"If  I'm convinced that God really loves me and has certain priorities fo rme that may take precedence at times, then I am safe to walk by faith. I am freed to know that my God is huge and my God is able and that if I don't get what I asked, if I'll cooperate, I'll get somting bigger. I'm going to belive Him to do anything His Word says He can, then if He chooses not to, I don't have to assume ....
-He dosen't like me.
-He dosent' answer my prayers like He does other's.
-He hardly knows I'm alive.
-He can't do it.
-He's never willing to do it.
-I didn't have enough faith.
-I wavered for a split second.
-I have that sin in my past.
-I'm a falilure
-I've made a fool of myself.
Instead, I get to know that a greater yes is in progress, and I can count on the bigger miracle."

WOW! its been so long since ive been on the internet.  so much has happened i dont know where to start. 

I have earned a district office in 4-H.

Lets see a while back i went to the MTSU football game, you know the education day and i saw some really cool people i havent seen in a while like MRS. HAMBY. 

i have transferred down to Honors chemistry.  triggering a 23 point increase in my grade.

i ran cross country and did pretty well. 

but lets see what else.... i dont know but i promise more later.

so just a couple of shout-outs.

TO MY CHEM CREW.....i miss yall

TO CODY.....an A is way better than a D

TO MILLY.....i miss you so much.  the only time i ever see you is at lunch

TO ANYONE ELSE I FORGOT.   I LOVE ALL OF Y'ALL.

love Goali

So I found my cell phone! Actually, my sister found my cell phone when she was trying to put on her shoes this morning. It seems that somehow, my cell phone found its way into the boots that were in my car. I then cleaned out my car, bringing the boots inside, never once thinking to look inside them.( probably the reason that it was lost for 10 days!)  I guess crazier things have happened.

just registered for classes, oh bizzle. right now i have 15 hours.

chem 110  MW 10:10-11 (and a bunch of labs and what not during the week)

Econ 201 TR  9:40-10:55 (lab on monday at 1:30

english 102 TR 11:10-12_25

math MWF 12:20-1:10

art sculpture F 2:30-4:25 (this class should be tight)

waitlist: history of rock, spanish 211

well i'm tired cause i had to wake up extra early to take care of all this, blah.

yesterday was alright, last night was........ different

piece

I am off to Vermont for a week. I will have limited internet access. Ergo, if anyone messages me, do not expect a prompt return. I will try my best to manage PhuseBox even while I am out of town. Hope everyone has a great week!

[nt]

Martina so should have won female vocalist of the year!!! ...thats about all i have to say for now.
And Keith Urban got entertainer of the year!!..yay!!!

Wow, the storm was amazing, i was at work painting the Empire state building for our King Kong promo, and just chillin with my fellow carmikians, when the wind swirled the rain up. It wasn't a tornado or anything, but the strongest wind i have ever experienced. The glass in the front was flexin in it was so strong. it was kinda exciting, is that werid? 

The McDonald's I ate last night isn't going very well. I'm going to try to be on campus at 7:10am, but this has to settle down first.

Another Part of the Forest (the play that I sound designed for) opened tonight and it was GLORIOUS!  I mean the show went well and I don't have to worry about it anymore.  One less stress in my life is awesome.  Now I have to focus on everything else.  I just realized that all of my Thanksgiving Break will be devoted to homework.  How pathetic is that?  So much stuff to do and in so little time.  On the flip side, I get to watch the play with Jeremy tomorrow.  I don't have to stay in the sound booth which rocks my world.  Oh, by the way, Jeremy and I are getting along fabulously (I'm not enitrely sure if that's a word) and I'm excited about what the future holds with us. 

Oh, I didn't not make it to SETC (the audition thing that I went to).  Oh, well.  I really don't care as much as I should. 

On a more positive note, I will be spending the summer in Poland doing missions.  So I'm super excited about that.  Jeremy is excited for me, but he sounded kinda bummed that I would be gone so long and he wouldn't be able to see me.  Well, before we think that far ahead in our relationship, lets get past today.  I'm just enjoying today and not worrying about missing him later. 

Sorry for such a long post, but it was very much needed!

I am realizing how unworthy I am of all that Christ has done.

School for two more days

then i have a break

then finals.

And BOOM. My first semiester of College down the drain. Amazing.

Psychiatrist? That would be a fun job...

Detective? Now thats just too much Law & Order <3

I'm bored and have nothing better to do so I decided to write on here. Its offical I'm for sure going to Chatta nooga now! I'm soooo happy!Can Saturday not come any faster..lol! I'm so excited about going I can barely do my work at school..lol! Well, anyways I had a pretty good day at school. I was actually in a pretty good mood. It was shocking..lol! Theres so much to say but not enough time to type it all cause I have to go to bed!

 I miss him so much already!

The storm was disappointing. I donned my rain suit and waited out in the parking lot for something big to come my way. There was a little wind, a lot of rain, and some lightening. Nothing to phone home about (although home called me a few times to see if I was ok).

Moving right along... A friend of mine suggested something interesting the other day. I pondered it and found it to be quite true. God often shows us a long path in the map of life simply to get us to take one step. I look back and think of the times He showed me a direction, I took a step, then plans changed. Ultimately it was all for the good, but would I have taken that one step if I hadn't seen this lengthy trail? Doubtful. I was motivated to take a step when I saw something that caught my eye. Call it a sort of holy "bait and switch". Sounds deceptive, but it's not really. It's all for the better. (Jeremiah 29:11-13, Romans 8:28-29, Proverbs 16:9)
My goal is to be mobile and malleable. I want to be open to His will and willing to do whatever, no matter the cost. I mustn't lock myself into one mode or plan. His direction for me could change at any second.

I have this picture of me in my room from when I was 14, and today for some weird reason I wondered what I would tell myself, at this age about life. So here I go:

-Be yourself. God made you unique, and don't be afraid of that.

-The satisfaction of your desires isn't a mouseclick away.

-Don't be afraid to face the past, and forgive.

-"You have made known to me the path of life, in your presence is fullness of joy, in your right hand are pleasures forever." - Psalm 16:11

-Put yourself on the line, talk to someone, break down the walls

-You're not fat

-High School is not the end of the world.

-"Don't be afraid; just believe" - Mark 5:36

What would you guys say to your 14 year old selves to help you out later in life?

WELL... It has been a super long time since I have updated this thing.  This site is really looking good : )

God is so good.  I am liking New York more than ever. I am really starting to feel at home here... which is sort of a strange thing.
God is working in such an awesome way on my campus, and it is such a privilege to witness it all. 

I am still really enjoying school as well.  It is so demanding.  But I have really learned so much already.  What a blessing to get to do what you love.

Hey everyone!  today was an okay day.  i've had better...but i've had worse too.  ya know.  anyway,

*we had a bake sale today during break.  we raised $50!  i'm so excited.  we're doing it again on thursday and i hope we can raise that much again!  we are taking this money and buying a thanksgiving dinner for a family.  i'm really excited about this!  if anyone would like to help or give money we'd love to have it.  oh yeah "we" is the FCS (fellowship of christian students)

so tired now...i'll let you go!  i love you so very much!

~love always in Christ~

                              ~danielle

Everyone I want you to meet my future husband!!

Everyone this is Butch Walker! The hottest HOTTEST MAN IN THE WORLD!! I get to see him in concert tomorrow night!! WHAT WHAT!! Mmmm I will carry his babies!! Mmmm

WOAH!!!!!!!!! its me posting from my house its so cool i can use al the internet now not just what i can get to through school! its quite exciting and ah aim my life is better now its cool ah yay for the net and for life cause its cool and for midstate being in like 3 weeks and woah ya totally snuck up on me guess i should go practice like a good kid i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well...Wait For Daybreak has a show tomorrow at the Muse in Nashville...it's on 4th ave.....it starts roughly at 7 p.m. we are playing with Vena Amori, The Cardinal Sin, and Super Black Market. the show should be pretty good. the cover charge is around 7 dollars...that's the usual charge...this is really short notice, i know...for us and you guys. so, if you wanna come support us...it won't be a long show...but should be cool. and there's a possibility we could get people in for free...never know...haha. well check it guys!

-KYLE

The peircing of silence

complete solitude

Im alone in the darkness

I reached out to you

you saved me, you made me whole again

thankyou Jesus you made me whole again....

(verse 1)

Why cant i get you off my mind

its nothing but a waste of time

to dwell on things that just can never be

you`re so beautiful in every way

your perfect smile, it never fades

what i would give for us to just be....

(Chorus)

 Its not fair that you cant always get what you want

its not fair that your out of my league

Its not fair deep inside that i know you`re the one

its not fair you`re so far out of reach...

(verse 2)

(you`re) so perfectly irrissistable

youre all i want, and even more

(but) i cant let you know how i feel

(i) feel as though you see right through me

(i) have you know you`re so amazing

what i would do for this to be real...

(chorus 2x`s)

i`m gonna turn my back on

all of those familliar places

 50 different shades of lonely

smeared across a million  faces

im gonna take this time to sit back

 and think about you for the last time

so im erasing you from me

every single memory......

even that smile, seeming so innocent and sweet..

could take a heart and break it

   and baby i cant take it

your eyes could kill me with one glance

and speak those words you wont dare say

so close your eyes and whisper..that goodbye so cold and empty

close your eyes and whisper...im erasing you from me

yup, its raining, if u havent noticed. well its ami driver's birthday tomorrow, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! i dont have much to say, so ill go study the word.  and after u read this, u atta do the same. ooooooooo now that is some good advice. peace my people that are shorter than me, and a few that are taller. just a few

proverbs 24:26 and honest awnser is like a kiss on the lips.
in todays society lying is encouraged and when we do get an honest awnser we blow it off as iff it was not that big of a deal


soo my question to you is why take something soo beutiful and treat it as if it was no big deal

"Where there's life, there's hope."

Purely amazing.

::ben

I feel so happy.  Cloud nine.  Thrilled.  I'm...in like.  LOL!  I really like Randy....as middle school as that sounds.  I'm so cautious with my heart.  I really am.  But...I feel the walls start melting the more we talk.  I'm feeling more and more like I'm finally where I belong.  I know it's soon, and I'm still guarding things...like my heart.  I can just feel my walls crumbling down at my feet and the real me, the real real me, being presented before him.  This is...truly amazing. 

Thank you God, for this.

If R. Kelly makes anymore music videos, I will shoot myself.

Can you raed tihs? so far Olny 1 plepoe on puhesobx can.

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.

The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.

ONLY REPOST IF YOU CAN READ THIS........Update the number on top too!!

((GoT tHiS fRoM mYsPaCe!!))

So today was pretty uneventful...
Nothing is really going on .
I wrote this post like 5minutes ago,
and it deleted itself when i hit submit.
I wasn't very happy.
here's pretty much what I wrote:

What happened today:
   1st-I showed up late because my dad was held up in work.
I didn't realize i was gonna be late till about 8pm.
He ended up getting here at about 20 after so
we take livvy to school, and I'm thinking "what happens today"
and I really didn't remember, and so i walk into Biology only
to find they are taking their practice writing.
I was about 15 minutes behind everyone,
so I had to go sit in the hallway.
Therefore I missed about 10minutes more of the class.
She had draw a drawing that looked like sperm,
and of course my name was next to it....of course.
So we mainly just chilled the rest of the class.
   2nd-We did vocabulary and grammar.
Me and Kayla decided to sing random songs.
we were singing "easy" and then "under the sheets"
[Our rendition of "under the sea"]
It was amusing...so we "group" worked on our homework,
got that done before the end of class...
   3rd-we sang....Christmas music...I miss "I saw mommy kissing Santa Clause"
I also missed my Becca Hicks....aye me...
  4th-We went over  the study guide.
then me and Nick got married...by Ellen,
who was pretty much the wedding. It was funny.
Lunch was kind of dull...I feel like i get on their nerves
like half the time, then it's fine....I just am secluded in myself,
and i am lonely cause because of that.
  5th-skits...I love that class...it's amazing, as are the people in it.
we are doing an oral interp of any song...i think i'm gonna do piano man,
by billy Joel....it's one of my favorites...
  6th-I came in 15minutes late,
simply because Jessica and I decided we had to pee REALLY bad,
and we told her, and she let us go....so therefore we did.
and that was fun...then we came back and conjugated verbs.
and that's basically it...other than the telling Jared he's a woman..
that was pretty fun...

So i come home to find out we have to go out to Rockvale,
and we go to get my Grandfather, and take him to The nissan
place over near Jackson heights....then my pops took me to
Ruby Tuesday, and we celebrated my sister making honor roll.
&& Now I don't feel very well...nonetheless the food was good.
This week is prety busy the rest of the way through.
Tomorrow Im hanging out with some awesome amigas.
Then Thursday I'm exorcising with Lareisa[love that lady]
&& Friday Bowling && SPending the night with
Haylo and Whitney...fun stuff....
I'm free Sunday and then next week,
Monday and Tuesday are free...Wednesday
I have to babysit for like 2hours...then Thursday
is Turkey day...and Friday who knows...
My family isn't really in to celebrating much anymore.
We have no more than about 5 people during the holidays.
Thanksgiving isn't really a big deal anymore I guess.
1D...1C...2B's...2A's....average report card grades...
I'm beginning to loathe school..aye me.

well i'll stop ranting now...
I'm gonna get off soon,
A STORMS A COMING!
haha...i love storms...
I wanna go run in the rain,
alas, it's lightening....

<3Sarah


Photography is a passion....Brings out the things inside, through color and scene...it's the remedy for a bad day.

I'M GOING TO DISNEY ON THURSDAY!!!

so...the tornado's supposed to hit in 13mins..... YAY!!!

-Jeff

storm :-)

The psychological immune system is coinage for the idea that although we think that our goal in life is happiness, our brains are wired not to seek happiness, but to seek normality.

That is fascinating to me. I've always thought that I was living my life for some lofty goal of happiness, but it seems as though our brains are wired to feel unaffected. This explains why we often get over things quicker than we thought we would (when we let ourselves) or why the things we indulge in aren't ultimately as fulfilling as we thought they'd be.

Happiness, whether you're able to think of it like this or not, is really just a result of chemicals in our brain. You may think that your goal is a good job, a healthy relationship, and a nice steak dinner--but your goals are ultimately serotonin, dopamine and norepinephrine.

*Sigh*

So... I've been wondering... and I'd just like to get a few people's opinions...

What does love...real love mean to you?

I get no comments on phusebox, what a sad thing.

Aww, o well.  I guess I can live with that.  That and the fact that I only have eleven friends on here, so that could deffinitely be part of the problem.

Horn ensemble and master class tomorrow! I'm excited!!

We didn't do anything at all during first period, and it was rather boring. We learned about intervales during music theory, and I feel that the class is moving much slower than everyone (except Lindsey Todd) wants it to, which inhales vigorously. In third period I didn't take notes, I just kinda read MacBeth because I'm really wanting to hurry up and read that book in English, even though we won't for a while, but she had us buy the books anyway. I kinda sucked in band today, I just wasn't in the mood. I copied parts during 5th again, and left with the early day ppl to drop them off at Central. I just haven't felt like doing anything today.

I'm waiting for someone to call me and let me know how things are...

pretty sure i just got my permit today!!

only missed 5 questions...
i am extremely proud of myself...mmhmm...

today has been crazy::

i got hit with a leaf!!! on tha way to class! it hurt! it was crazy!!!

bryan: its a monson of leaves!!!
me: *laughing*
bryan almost lost his hat! its always fun walking with him after class!!! im aways laughing!

went to tha doctor today! blah! one good thing i can start working out again!!! WOO HOO!!!

so its gonna be stormy tonight...i love storms just not tornados! yeah i have lived through them!! my mom went in storm mode a min ago! hey we lived in Texas!! we know how to prepare!! soo yeah!!! STAY SAFE!!!!

i like being the only child at home!!! yummy!!!

Love Should Wait for its PROPER TIME....

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

dood

i safety pinned a piece of paper that read
"it's my birthday"
it was nice.

my french class sang joyous anniversaire(happy birthday)
to me.
and stuff.

then:
after school i got a SURPRISE PARTY at espresso jo's!!!
it was amazing!
i just love my friends.
red gave me hello nasty by the beastie boys, "the jesus album" which is just all the songs he knows with jesus in them, and a mixed CD me made himself
cari got me some POCKEY and a 10dolla gift card for hastings
ste forgot his gift =P
andy gave me a swell card and 20 bucks...
my sister gave me a vangogh calendar and a journal.

it was just a very good day.
besides the crazy tornado watches o_O?
my neighbor made me some home made bread for my birthday.
is that not SWEET??

i love you all.
i am sixteen

<3
the queen abb-rock.

^_^

well bad storms out there....

oh well i got goood grades on my report card.... so i am happy about that

i was all most close to having honor role but i got one fucking c....damn

oh well mum i am out soo later

             meg

               hey guys!! wow its stormin and i am terrified of storms so i decided to get on the computer to get my mind off of it!! gah the news is like crazy the weatehr woman like freaks out so i change the channel and go to a channel that is like not like "TORNADO WARNING!! EVERYONE GET TO THE LOWEST PART OF UR HOUSE!! TAKE COVER!!" just things like that! lol but im serious im am sooo scared of storms! living out in walter hill, yeah i said it WALTER HILL, we go through tornados all the time and i HATE it!! ever since that last one touched down in my neighborhood ive been like, "what? a storm!!" lol yeah well pretty sure this entry makes no since but im scared and i just sayin things that dont even go together. but  i think im gonna stop typin cause yall are prob. confused enough as it is!! lol well hope everyone has a better night than mine!!

 So my day went really well and I just had a great day. I went to practice and kinda messed up my shoulder but thats ok. But as I sit here and think about what i could write one thing pops into my mind. Its kind of a spin of of what Garrett said on his phusebox but its something on my heart. Last night clint was telling us about this book that this guy wrote about his dream and how christians are in this battle and the funny thing is is that some christians are prisoners and yet they still have there shield of faith and sword of truth. How true that we (christians) have power over sin but yet we still fall and yet we never seem to conquer what needs to be conquered. But we go through our days and think about ourselves and how we can please our selfish self and there are so many people who are hurting and just want to be loved but yet we don't see and I guess its cause we don't wanna see. We don't wanna step out of our comfort zones and share the love of God with people. But back to sin and how we have power for anyone out there that doesn't know we have power of sin!!!!!!! we have victory!! but we don't use that in the BATTLE.. We let the enemy capture us with our swords and shields and we stand there and do nothing we have everything we need we just don't use it..

2 Timothy 1:7 "for God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love, and of self-discipline."

                                                 IN CHRIST john

I got a haircut today. I never really like my hair after a haircut. It takes a week or so. But some good news is that they're bringing back the stuff I used to put in my hair. I'm happy.

Today was a good day. All of my classes were entertaining. Had a big spanish test today. It consisted of drawing a picture of a woman with a flower for a head and a banana for a body, I was thouroughly amused.

Mr. Bowman put a map in the corner of the room, and Marylane sits in front of it. It cracks me up when I look at her because she looks like a weather girl.  Mr. Bowman was crazy today. He kept talking about the students who left his class and paraded to something for spectrum. And when he was talking about Martin Van Buren, he said that he looked like he got electrocuted, and then his eyes got huge and he made a really weird noise and shook violently. The best laugh of the day.

I got my report card today. I broke my straight A streak. I made an 88 in History, which I deserved because I slacked off, and a 90 in English, which I dont care about, I hate that class, I never pay attention. But I do enjoy the people in it. Katie..."GIT CHUR LIIIIICNSE!!!!"  I spent english class eating fruit and pudding. Tomorrow I'm advancing to spaghetti. I also told a story about the band Blackalicious, and how they're a new kind of music that sounds like emo meets hip-hop, and they sound just like The Monty Monts. Lmao, I'm so glad I got moved beside Katie.

Harry Potter on Friday...

happy birthday Ab?y!!!!  <3

we had a little get-together at Espresso Joe's after school. that was nice.

except... i saw her there. and my suspicions (sp?) have been confirmed. i have been ditched. and not only did she ditch me, but she's hanging out with this dude she always told me she hated. a lot. but i mean, whatever, cause i was studying her, and i decided that i don't like her anymore, we've changed, and i don't think she'd be an ideal friend for me any more.

it's funny how far apart two people can get in three weeks...

and i really hate myself sometimes, cause i'm never good enough for myself. ie: i saw these two really cute guys in really cute clothes walking out of Jade Dragon, and i was upset with myself because i "don't dress enough like them" which is not true, i just need the outfit on one of the guys. but i was really hard on myself about it, and it sucks.

i wish i wasn't so pms-y today, cause it's Miss Abby's birthday... sorry babe.

love you guys.

YoungLife last night was amazing!

mmhmm..
title describes my day.. hah

some people will NEVER grow up..

"Pile your troubles on GOD's shoulders--
He'll carry your load,
He'll help you out.
He'll never let good people topple into ruin."
--Psalm 55:22 (The Message)

"Don't become so well-adjusted to your culture that you fit into it without even thinking. Instead, fix your attention on God. You'll be changed from the inside out. Readily recognize what he wants from you, and quickly respond to it. Unlike the culture around you, always dragging you down to its level of immaturity, God brings the best out of you, develops well-formed maturity in you."
--Romans 12:2 (The Message)

good thing i always have a friend in Jesus..
i dont know what in the world id do without him..

"once you have a great relationship with God.. everything else will just fall into place" --heather (my sunday school teacher)

edit--

i freakin LOVE this girl.. she's so amazing...

"Stay Where I Can See You"

For months you've been away
You're here a couple days
I've got all of the time in the world
To do with what we please
If it were up to me
We'd have all of the time in the world

Just stay right where I can see you
When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

I can name all 50 states
48 get in the way
From me being next to you (From me being next to you)
If it were up to me
We'd have everything we need
You'd have me, and I'd have you

Just stay right where I could be-
Anyone you want
I'm glad I got the job
We've got something in mind
And I've got all this time

When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

Just stay right where I can see you
Just stay right where I can..where I can see you
When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the 1! 2!

When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
Once you go away I get so lonely
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

"Stay Where I Can See You"

For months you've been away
You're here a couple days
I've got all of the time in the world
To do with what we please
If it were up to me
We'd have all of the time in the world

Just stay right where I can see you
When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

I can name all 50 states
48 get in the way
From me being next to you (From me being next to you)
If it were up to me
We'd have everything we need
You'd have me, and I'd have you

Just stay right where I could be-
Anyone you want
I'm glad I got the job
We've got something in mind
And I've got all this time

When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

Just stay right where I can see you
Just stay right where I can..where I can see you
When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the 1! 2!

When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
Once you go away I get so lonely
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

...to you who I love so dahm much.

hey everyone, sorry i havn't written anything for a while, but i dono, i guess i just forgot, but ya, so i really still dont have much to say but ya, uh school is school, not so great, chelsea is amazing, i love her so much! uhh... DNow, i can write about that, well it was pretty awesome, even though i was only there for like two days, or actually just one, because i had this percussion thing i went to, (which was also pretty cool, i got a lot of cheap stuff) and from wat i heard from everyone else, friday and saturday were awesome at DNow, my grade went and mulched this place around plants and it felt pretty cool to just help somebody out.  Well i guess thas pretty much it, i'll write more later, really i will, cya

john

Hey Guys! It has truly been a while! Anyways, school is going good. My report card wasn't as good as it should be.... I hope i don't get into trouble with that. :-( Our select soccer team went to Indiana for our 1st soccer tournament. We have gained a bunch of new players so we aren't good.......yet!!! We played 3 games and we lost all of them :-( and on top of that we didn't score, but we played the #1 team in the state and the 3 or 4th team too. The 3rd game we played was just plain crap. We  should have won but they had to score........But it was all good cuz i lived there for 4 yrs. and i got to see my old home and stuff. But when we went into our nieghborhood ( ya know the tornado went through Evansville) So we saw that our nighborhood had been hit but our house was ok  so that was cool.
HAPPY 17th Birthday to AMI DRIVER TOMORROW!!

well, talking about birthdays......mine is in like........19 more days~2 weeks and 5 days~456 hours~ 27360 minutes~ and 2736000 seconds~

I can't believe i figured it out but yea that is a bunch of #'s  and a lot of time!

Here are some cool kids in some pictures!

Kelsey Buck and Sydney


Some Cool girls at the mall


Me in some crazy glasses!!!


Me and Rachel!!!


Jenny and the monkey george!

The girls at Bo Bo's!

Bad Fad night!

Me and Garrett! Those Hippies!!

Wow, I love this place already, and I love you ..you know who you are!

MY TRUCK IS ALIVE!
Well, I got the transmission and the driveshaft installed, and things are looking great. I drove it, and my dad was gracious enough to run it through emmissions for me (which it passed with flying colours). Manual transmission is really fun, though. Oh man, I cant wait to get my tag for it. This is gonna be such a good week. But even still, who wan'sta have a good time!?


BTW
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY!!!
I love you so!

so i don't really know what i'm doing right now.
i wanted a phusebox 'cuz they look fun.
can you people help??
<3iloveyouall<3

So...im going to Riverdale next year. Thank god....

120 days left in school :( uhhhhhg

Visit this website for photos of the Fall Retreat

http://proxy521.com/photogallery/index.php

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY AND EMILYYYY!

i lov you two a whole bunches<3

MEMPHIS, Tennessee (AP) -- The Rev.
Adrian Rogers, a three-time president of the Southern Baptist
Convention and leader of a conservative takeover of the faith, died
early Tuesday in Memphis. He was 74.

His death was announced
by Baptist Press News and by Rogers' Love Worth Finding ministry.
Officials of the Nashville-based Southern Baptist Convention Executive
Committee didn't immediately return calls seeking comment. Rogers was hospitalized earlier this month with pneumonia and cancer, his ministry's Web site said. Rogers was elected president in 1979 as part of the conservative takeover of the convention. His
election turned out to a be a watershed moment for the denomination,
and the 16-million-member group shifted dramatically to the right
politically and theologically In the years that followed, conservative leaders pushed hard against abortion rights, homosexuality and women pastors. Rogers also was elected president of the SBC in 1986 and 1987. He was pastor of the 28,000-member Bellevue Baptist Church in Memphis for 32 years, retiring this past March.
"There's
no one in this country I respect more than Adrian Rogers," Focus on the
Family's Dr. James Dobson said on Rogers' last day as pastor. "You draw
me to Christ. When I'm with you, I feel closer to the Lord."
Among those who attended Rogers' final sermon were Sen. Lamar Alexander, R-Tennessee, and Rep. Harold Ford Jr., D-Tennessee.
During
his career, Rogers conducted religious crusades in Taiwan, South Korea,
Israel, Russia, Romania, and in Central and South America.
In 2003 he was inducted into the Hall of Fame by the National Religious Broadcasters.
Copyright 2005 The Associated Press. All rights reserved.This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten, or redistributed.

i wish life was easier.

enough said.

goodbye, guys.

So, I'm supposed to be writing another program that's due tomorrow at around noon, a little after at 12:40.  I've gone through it in my mind again and again and again...

...And I don't know why my program likes to randomly decide to shut down before the end of the program.  There's no error, it compiles fine (meaning the code is in valid programming language, the dots and dashes all where they need to be)...  I enter in the numbers that it's supposed to find the biggest number that'll divide evenly into the two numbers, and it just ends.  And, looking at the code first hand, it can't.  There's no explanation for it.  It just can't end like that...  If it were only due Monday and not tomorrow, I'd be okay and I could figure it out...

But, y'know, I just don't feel like thinking about it.  And so, I'm sitting here and typing while listening to Coldplay's song The Scientist.  Nobody said it was easy, indeed...  Grr...dumb programming.

It'll be okay.  'Cause I'll work on it later, realize I made some dumb mistake, and then I shall rock it like a hurricane, as the Scorpions have done before me.  *suddenly has a desire to watch Aqua Teen Hunger Force*

...This program is easy enough.  I know the method of solving the problem is right; heck, I stood in a group study room at the MTSU library with a markerboard, marker in hand, and went through it, step by step.  There's just something wrong in the way I'm doing it in this stupid, nigh-useless language.

...To put it in terms normal people may understand, it's like an American telling a French foreign exchange student that barely knows English to break a leg.  The exchange boy doesn't quite get this misintepreted message of good luck, and so takes a bit of confusion and fear towards the American.  Not exactly like that, but it's a parallel problem.

*sigh*  ...So, how 'bout that Chemistry major?  Anybody a Chem. major and thought it was good?  Or any other major for that matter...  Anything other than computer science...

So, I'm just gonna forget I have this program to do 'til about midnight or so.  In the meantime, I'll go to class, then go play some Guild Wars while Marissa gets a paper done.  Guild Wars: guaranteed to make you feel better.  *cues the thumbs-up*

Oh, any good video games that aren't completely new but are for PS1, PS2, or GC that I should know about?  I'm trying to get together a shopping list of random stuff to take advantage of EB/Gamestop/Barnes And Noble special employee appreciation weekend...  A larger discount than usual...  Tee hee hee...  Thus, I'm trying to find some slightly older games pre-played to get.  So far on the list...

**Devil May Cry 3 (I figure I could give it a second chance now that it's cheap.  Maybe.)
**Beyond Good and Evil (I heard it's good, and I know it's dirt cheap if we have it.)
**F-Zero GX (I might as well get it; high-speed DEATH!!)
**Ratchet: Deadlocked (I know it's a new game, but it is only $34.99 preplayed before the discounts.)
**Animal Crossing (I'd buy new simply so I could get the free 59-block memory card with it; I also heard this was good, and $20 before discounts, meaning half the cost goes towards the memory card!)
**Random PC Games (We're supposed to get a whole bunch more of the pre-played stuff that's left from another store; buy 3, get 2 free!!!)
**N64 with Episode 1 racer? (I figure I could get one of these while they're cheap, although I don't think I get the discount on the system...oh well.  It's not like the system's expensive; I'd just have a hard time finding other stuff I wanted, like Zelda, Mario stuff, etc.)

I dunno.  Any ideas would be great.

Anyways, you all take it easy, I'm off to class.

this is how every love story should go.

boy meets girl
boy falls in love with girl
girl falls in love with boy
they are together
fighting, yes. arguing, of course.
every once and a while things get rough
but they make it through.
just because of love.<3

the innocence would be lovely
but i'm afraid we aren't like that anymore
we've grown up
and become ignorant to this innocence
that we crave to have back.
but we're to impatient to gain.

ours future's together aren't promised.
but if we are willing to work through the rough times
and give it all we have
together
then we can make it.
let them call us crazy.
because we are so young.
if you ask me, they are just jealous.
that we are really in love.

yeah. that's it.<3

there's something sexy about the rain.<3

you completely stole my heart.
and now you won't let go.
i never even had a chance you know.
you had me from hello.
(kennychesney)

love.<3

i can tell when you get restless.
it makes me restless [nervous, anxious] too.

what can i say? it's a knee-jerk reaction.

...

also, everything is based on perception.
but we know this.

-L.

Okay, so I decided that being a PhuseGroupie and keeping track of people through Chris's site isn't going to work too well, and got my own. Phraselspitz on y'all and your peer pressure. Mmph. :-P

Erm. Now that I have one, I'm not quite sure what to do with it. Meep. I think I had this same problem with my Xanga, way back when... I just hope y'all don't change your mind again too soon, 'cause keeping track of site addresses is NOT my strong suit (and somehow I get the feeling that I'd end up having to rebuild my computer again before I had them all memorized, anyway. That's what happened last time with webcomics).

Anyway. Um. Started looking into creating my major. Now I know who to convince, at least. He just needs to be healthy and working again first... Then I'll just end up having about 4 or 5 minors that will somehow magically turn into a major. Yay!

Brownies are almost gone now. And the harvest loaf. *sigh*... Not sure which dessert I should bake next... any ideas?... I know I'll have to be making brownies again a week or two after Thanksgiving anyway (doing a demonstration speech on them).  Hmm. I don't know. Ideas/suggestions welcome.

And before you ask, yes, I am planning on posting some kind of picture once I get to my computer to pick one.

  How's it going everyone? I'm doing pretty good just sitting in my 5th period on a pretty gloomy Tuesday afternoon. I'm not going to let the weather let me down though! I had a great weekend and i am looking forward to another great one! My friend is getting married on Friday and I am so excited! well i suppose that is all for now and I hope you all have a FABULOUS rest of the day! <3 Brittany

Ok well the sermon went well. I was really excited about it and at the same time nervous but a lot less than last sermon. Thank you to all who helped me with ideas. They really did help a lot. Anyhoo Im gonna take a nap if i can calm down a bit. Speaking always shoots my nerves. Oh well talk to yall later. Again thanks for everything.

In Him,
Jonathan

"Why did the suffering and execution of a man who was convicted and condemned as a pretender to the throne of Rome unleash, in the next three centuries, a power to suffer and to love that transformed the Roman Empire, and to this day is shaping the world." 

"This is what sin is - dishonoring God by preferring other things over him, and acting on those preferences...Therefore, failure to love him is not trivial - it is treason."

"For our sake God did the impossible: He poured out his wrath on this own Son - the one whose submission made him infinately unworthy to receive it."

~John Piper, The Passion of Jesus Christ

Tho I don't have an update on the procedure, I wanted to post my Aunt Gini had surgery this morning to remove a cancerous spot on her breast.  She will begin a 6-week radiation treatment, after recovering.

Tonight is Encounter at 7:07pm for  all college age 18-30 come check it out  it is at 1503  Sulphur  springs road      see  yall...there

Send us with fire to go love the world
can there be a better prayer to ask God?  What else should we want fo ourselves?  Can we really ask God for much else?  Well that is just my two cents worth.  If you can ask for more then is it really worth it?

Happy birthday to Abby dee!!!!!!!!!!!!

My name is Germani

(my name is pronounced like the country)

I go to Oakland

Im 17

I love the world especially my good friend abby

she made me get this

crazy thing called phusebox

I was like woa!!!

and this one is for Asia

"I having this baby"

hahahahaha

I hate drama but it seems to follow me

Im single but not really

Im a big flirt

but very stand offish

I have an opinion

but keep it to myself

(sometimes)

                 

Today someone very dear to my heart turns 18. Yayness, love, you are finally legal. I'll reserve the skirt and pants to wear the next time I see you. Man, I hope that it's soon.