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 Survey #7:



Basics

+ 001. name: becca hicks

+ 002. nicknames: too many

+ 003. sex: female

+ 004. birthday: November 10th

+ 005. age: 15

+ 006. sign: scorpio

+ 007. place of birth: nashville

+ 008. current residence: murfreesboro

+ 009. hair color:  brown

+ 010. eye color: green

+ 011. height: 5’7” or so

+ 012. writing hand: right


Body Ills + Skills

+ 013. do you bite your nails? yes

+ 014. can you roll your tongue? yes

+ 015. do you have any habits? yes

+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time? Yeah, but only one

+ 017. colored hair: nope

+ 018. tatoos and where: nope

+ 019. piercings and where: none

+ 020. do you make your bed daily? Heck no!

+ 021. which shoe goes on first? right

+ 022. speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at someone? Plently of times


+ 023. what jewelry do you where 24/7? None other than rubber bands

+ 024. how many cereals are in your cabinet? none

+ 025. what utensils do you use eating pizza? hands

+ 026. do you cook? yes

+ 027. how often do you do the dishes? Every day


Grooming

+ 028. how often do you brush your teeth? 3 times a day

+ 029. how often do you shower or bathe? Every other day

+ 030. how long do these showers last? 30 min. or less

+ 031. hair drying method:  blow drying
if I want it somewhat straight, if I don’t care, air dry it is

+ 032. do you swear? Maybe…..

+ 033. do you mumble to yourself? ALL the time

+ 034. do you spit in public? I have

+ 035. person you talk most on the phone with? Michelle (every single night)

+ 036. what color is your bedroom? white

+ 037. do you use an alarm clock? nope

+ 038. name one thing and person you're obsessed with: internet; Jordan (lol)

+ 039. window seat or aisle: window seat

+ 040. whats your sleeping position: on my left side

+ 041. what kind of bed do you like? Firm, yet soft…

+ 042. in hot weather do you use a blanket? yeah

+ 043. do you snore? When I’m extremely tired

+ 044. do you sleep walk? I have

+ 045. do you talk in your sleep? I have

+ 046. do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Yes, my teddy bear that I got in denver

+ 047. how abut the light on? nope

+ 048. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on? Sometimes both


When Was The Last Time You

+ 049. watched bambi? Like 4 years ago

+ 050. talked on the phone? Just now

+ 051. read a book? Uhh…a week ago

+ 052. punched someone? 4 months ago maybe…


Future

+ 053. where do you see yourself ten years from now? Married possibly

+ 054. who are you gonna marry and where? Don’t know

+ 055. how many kids do you want to have: 2 at least


Friends

+ 056. who are your best friends? Michelle, Meagan, Andrew, Chris, and Ryan

+ 057. what friend do you hang out with the most?  None of them L

+ 058. what friend makes you smile the most? andrew

+ 056. friend that you fight with the most? Michelle…lol...

+ 060. one you talk to on the computer the most: ryan

+ 061. friend that you miss the most? andrew

road trip

November 18 2005



i'm going to santa cruz with my friends this weekend. i leave in about 3 hours and i won't be back until sunday evening. we are going to party like there's no tomorrow.

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November 18 2005

stayed home, today.
i wansn't sick but i...
just had a rough night.
hmm.. don't feel like
going into it right now.


i had a productive
day off, though.


slept in
cleaned my closet
and my room
drew some stuff for
my portfolio.


i do believe i'm going to
try to go to governer's
school.


:shrug:


worth a shot.


i hope i can do something
fun tomorrow<3


abby.

sickness....Yuck!

November 18 2005


Well guys, i'm sick! Strep throat.... yuck! but i will be better hopefully by Monday!  I pray that  my friends don't get it cuz i was at school. It made me mad my mom called the front office and checked me out after 2nd period. but i never got a call from the office saying that i could leave. So.....I stayed until 4th period! It stunk... I had a break down cuz i felt so bad. But anyways..... Hope everyone's week was wonderful!!!


L-is for the way you look at me. O-is for the only one I see V-is very very, extra ordinary, E-is even more than anyone that you adore&hearts;

November 18 2005
Let's listen to some groovy tunes.
Talk all afternoon.
Make up stupid songs,
all day long.

haha i love how random my rhymns is [lmao]
Man I get to hang out with some groovy kids.
This week has been filled with awesome people.
Guess who has nothing to do tomorrowwwww...
Or sundayyyy..lol



If only Mrs. Gregory could see me posture.
hahaha...aye me, I am a choir nerd.
[&& Proud]

Time for explanation

November 18 2005

Ok maybe is time to just explain some stuff...


I’m post all these about my friends... And... in of long keep all of this people to wondering what I’m write there… I know to this is not nice, not in all!:(


So everything what I can do to make up stuff is to say... There in not anything bad… still all of you are my Americans friends and... I will not put you there if I don’t think good about you :)


I think to this is in of good explanation for all this stuff but... If someone still want to know what is there, or don’t believe in my good thinks about they... they send me message with request for explanations... But I hope to ... Hmmm this is not necessary :)

Some Changes.....

November 18 2005
Well today, I have been totally exhausted. I registered for classes on Thursday, and got a pretty cool schedule. I hope all is well with you guys. I am about to go to the UT vs. ETSU basketball game, where I get to be part of the Power T for the team to run out of. I am so excited.

I hope that the game goes well tomorrow.
I will be home for Thanksgiving, so see yall then. I will have some new tricks with Final Cut Pro, to amaze the masses with.....lol,jk


JT

Unreached People Facts
9,161 people groups (counting by country) have the New Testament available in their primary language, totaling 5,520,645,465 individuals.

Motivation
"After these things I looked, and behold, a great multitude which no one could count, from every nation and all tribes and peoples and tongues, standing before the throne and before the Lamb."
Rev 7:9

I win

November 18 2005
This is now the site of Blackman High School's class of 2006 senior superlative for most attractive. Yes, that means I won, and no, I can't really explain it. I must send props out to mister Chris Horne who won most intellectual....congratulations sir.

pictures

November 18 2005

got new pictures on my xanga as of NOW.. and some in a bit.. soo


   go check them out. what are you waiting for?


   www.xanga.com/eminem_is_my_loverboy


leave comments if you like them..


   :)


holly

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November 18 2005

I AM A RED HEADED STEP CHILD!




AND GARRETT HAYNES IS MY HERO!


hmm.

November 18 2005

I was feeling really good just a while ago...




Like, crazy giddy.




Now?




Meh.




I feel deflated.  I don't like it.




Maybe its because a ton of my friends went to see Harry Potter at midnight and didn't even invite me.  Which should be fine because I'm going to see it later tonight with my mom.




She's got an extra ticket.  Michael's parents won't let him go.  Steven's going to a birthday party.  Jane's going to see it with someone else later today.  Megan didn't answer her phone.  Mellie's on a college visit trip in Ohio.




I repeat:  Meh.

The awesomest girl in the world!

November 18 2005
                     

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November 18 2005

Random things that happened this week:


I had Kidney stones...


Lily's youth group is amazing. We had an AWESOME night on Sunday!! Worship was amazing. Can't you see that it's amazing?


Going to Miss Meghan's 16th Birthday tonight =)


Yessss. another party!! What can I say?? We're all turning 16.


Face planted it last night during the game. Almost scored. I was just a little to the right...unfortunately.


Wrote a massive paper this week. It was supposed to be 5 pages and I came up with 7 pages..heck yes!


I actually straightened my hair this morning.


My mom said the most funniest thing ever last night.


Watched the Three Musketeers in history today.  That movie made my day.


I like hugs.


I'm going to Colorado for Thanksgiving. =)


psssssssh... you know i'm awesome!





I miss these guys. They crack me up =)

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November 18 2005
i got my schedule changed today....it sucks i really dont like the new schedule.....i guess ill just have to get it changed back...........

i'm hung up on you

November 18 2005

kay, just kidding, i don't have a crush on Paul... i just think he's hot.


i totally started a trend. yay me. people are now putting videos in their xanga headers. <3 and it's all me.


^_^


maybe not, but i like to think so, cause i'm the first person i know of to do it.


ASIA'S bday party tonight! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASIA!


and Addie's is tomorrow. <3

random day

November 18 2005

well today was random.... i cant remember what happen haft of the time lol but today was random...lol well thats all have to say


         meg

Fridaze and so forth

November 18 2005

Yay for being registered.  Now all I need is my major to be created, and I'll be set...


So, yeah. Still jobless. Sigh.  Maybe somebody will like me enough to hire me soon, so I can get Christmas presents. I hope I hope.


Whee. I now have a picture of myself saved on my computer. Now I can be something besides a box!

shyeeah

November 18 2005

Hey, so it's 2'o clock and have you ever missed someone so much you would rather be sick and see them, or feel like crap and still go to school just to see them for like 5 minutes??? Well that is how I feel. I miss them like I miss my own heart


anyways.


this weekend = 1st one ungrounded and mall ;heart heart

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November 18 2005

         hey my name is matt i want a relationship with a gurl that will let me hold them and tell me there problems

bull night...ew.

November 18 2005

it was ridiculous!!!...it made me almost ashamed of being in DBS...those poor girls!...there were some funny parts ..like watching my best friend pretend to be a squirell and quote office space..


ha


anyway im so happy that its the weekend ...im supposed to be in art class right now buuut, im not.


-kels

Salute the French

November 18 2005
Last period (it's fifth now) katie kimbell and another girl french braided my hair. It was fun, but they say that I have to keep it up for the rest of the school day,  and I look rediculous. People are giving me REALLY weird looks.

DOOD i think i pissed my pants!

November 18 2005

Hey


So i am sitting in the library once again and waiting for the 3 lunch bell to ring! And its going to in like 10 minutes... hmmmm so ya 1st is good on days but, i always like 3rd lunch because my whole posse is there and yes i did say posse...dont make fun of me.. just make out with me!! HAHA So ya i just talked to my old best friend Chris.. Dude she came to school high WTF?! Anyways ya today has been good with an exception my sex partner isnt here haha jk once again but, maybe in the near future.....


STEPH TO THE RAD

my hairrrrr

November 18 2005

lauren cut a bit of my hair off w/o me realizing it.


i threw it at her.

amber skies, dark as daylight

November 18 2005



Forget about the roadrunner.



Why doesn't the coyote just use his money to buy a turkey or something ?





And sue Acme, their products always go insane and cause bodily injury.



Mr.Suggs was expecting to see something intellectual on my website.



I apologize.

Harry Potter and the GOF

November 18 2005

okay for those of u who haven't seen GOF yet i won't spill too much. but yeah. i'm EXTREMELY disappointed. like, the acting was great, they did a good job with it but it seems like they filmed the whole movie exactly like the book then they cut out chunks of it. and when i say chunks i mean CHUNKS. like the quidditch world cup lasted like five minutes, they didn't even explain the ppl blowing up the campsite, they completely left out winky and dobby, and S.P.E.W. and u have no idea how disappointed i was in the last task. they didn't even have any of the obstacles in the maze. no sphinx, no skrewts,  no anything! just some weird vines that try to attack and some creepy wind. lol. and voldemort...oh god don't even get me started! he's a joke! he looks ridiculous. AND they left out EVERYTHING about hagrid and madam maxime. and rita skeeter was more of a bit part, everything they said about her was just random bits of info, and it was just...UH! sry. i'll stop now. and i really didn't do a good job of not spilling too much did i?? lol.


call me later guys, lets do something!

philosophy

November 18 2005

"i want to go home to 18 inches of snow. no i dont. i lied. what are you going to do about it?"


um... yeah. this is how productive la-la-lauren and i are in philosophy w/o the teacher. we talk about elma getting raped up the ass with snow. buffalo is f-ing freezing.


and i have to work tonight.


and i got in my first fight with my boyfriend.


and i got in a fight w/ my mom about college at 7 am.


good job.


but that doesn't change my love for my favorite lauren. <3

Everything

November 18 2005
    I didn't get as much done as I would have liked yesterday... I did, however, go to this awsome christian coffee shop with live music last night. That was fun. I also caught up with homework.
    What is not cool is the fact that just as I seem to be getting somewhere I start to get sick. This makes my body think it needs more sleep.
     It is interesting how mind, emotions, and physical responses are all so corralative. If only I could learn to control them... anyway...
    I am considering going into Christan counseling... that would mean going somewhwere akin to Lee... This amuses me as I was set against going simply because everyone seems to be. Ah well, God seems to have a tendency toward irony... I am worried about the money... I am currently recieving money for going to MTSU, if, however, I went to Lee, I would be spending money (money I don't have). I do know, though, that if it is His will he will provide. If only I could let go of worry completely... If only I could let go of stress... I am trying and with the Lord's help I know all things are possible.

Until next time....
1 Cor 2:3  But I am afraid that as the serpent deceived Eve by its cunning, your thoughts will be led astray from a sincere and pure devotion to Christ.

Don't forget to keep your focus on "sincere and pure devotion to Christ." I need to remember that. I hope this verse blessses you.

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November 18 2005

okay..um pretty sure this is gay i only did it for steph...<33

Harry Potter

November 18 2005

It was SOOO Amazing!! I love Harry Potter.


I also can't believe I am at school today....

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November 18 2005








Today my sweetheart Kendall turned 17 !!!




(forgive that crappy photoshop, I was in a hurry and just needed something simple real quick like)





She has no idea.... the things I have planned to make this a birthday she'll never forget. Ever.





:-)







Just because of the fact that she never reads my blog, and I'd like everyone else to be in on the madness :







Right after school I'm going to pick up some flowers. I've also got to stop by my house and pick up her presents. Then I must make sure the folks that is going to show up are going to show up, namely me. We're going to hang out, watch movies and all that jazz and then later on in the night we're going to eat some ice cream cake and eat pizza. Probably eat pizza first, then ice cream cake. Or I'll put ice cream cake on my pizza. Then much later I'll take her off somewhere and be all romantic like I apparently tend to be.




And I bet when I said it would be a birthday she wouldn't forget you thought there would be scars involved.





not a chance.













Hey people

November 18 2005

Hey


So i am sitting in second period just doing nothing. So today is going to be the shit i get to go to the mall with some kiddos shyeah but, anyways last night was so boring all i did was sleep and eat a taco ya a taco.. But its all good in da hood and all that walmart mixed in it.. my compliments to Andrew Sells.. lol But, dang Me, Shannon, ANDREW, and Sammy all need to get together and practice in our band Self-Explanatory..So i figured out what i wanted to do when i get older! A video game designer pretty cool!!!! But, ya heres some pictures and lyrics!!


TOM DELONGE!!



MY FAV SONG IN DA WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!


Blink 182 - Not Now Lyrics

Come here, please hold my hand for now
Help me, I'm scared please show me how to fight this,
God has a master plan
And I guess
I am in his demand
Please save me this time I cannot run
And I'll see you when this is done
And now I have come to realize
That you are the one who's left behind

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
Waiting

I see, a light it feels good
And I'll come back soon just like you would
It's useless, my name has made the list
And I wish, I gave you one last kiss

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
Waiting and take
My one last breath, and don't forget
That I will be right here
Waiting

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
Waiting and take
My one last breath, and don't forget
That I will be right here
WaitingSEEYA HOLMESSteph Rad

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November 18 2005

i'm loving this cold weather. i wore my leather jacket today, i love that thing. this... lets say good looking girl for lack of what else i want to say, was staring at me with a smile during breakfast this morning. she kept looking turning away everytime she saw that i noticed her. it was funny. too bad she was with another girl and i was in too much of a hurry to talk to her.


spanish quiz this morning blew. oh well. i got a worksheet in math today, it shouldnt be too bad. i dont think any of my classes will be cancled on wensday, so the earliest i could probably leave is 2, but probably later. cant wait till i go home. i'll get to see all my friends.


i wouldnt mind doing some trap shooting over the break. maybe i'll go with some of my cousins, it'll be fun. johns coming home i think, maybe we'll go. but i think he was wanting me to go and do some duck hunting, sounds fun, but i dont know, i'd rather stay home and hang with everyone.


sometimes i get those feelings where i really wanna go home, but then, at times, i dont want to. it's not that i'm homesick, but.... i dont know. i feel like if i was at home, i'd wanna be here.



piece

Crossroads

November 18 2005

This is just a thought....




Imagine yourself walking down a road. You look out in front of you, and you see that the road ahead of you comes to an end, but at the end of the road is one MILLION other roads. You can choose any road you want to, and as you focus on God you realize something! No matter what road you choose to travel down, God has carefully thought out each road.


We have an awesome God who is so big that this lifetime will only cover a dot of who he is. God has an awesome future for us, and it's been well thought out! So no matter what is going on in your life, know that if you surrender to God, you are surrendering to an infinite Mind. Someone who isn't going to steer you in the wrong direction, because before time began, he was thinking of carrying out part of his mission through YOU!

1 more day! and NYC Spring Break...

November 18 2005

looks like i'm not goin to NYC w/ the chamber choir... Wicked is prolly the deciding factor... and the fact that my whole family could go longer for less...


"To worry about the ending before it starts
You have only two options
To stop or to push forward"


-Ayu (Bold & Delicious)


that quote is from Ayu's newest awesome song! ^^


p.s. that quote is for all you all-state ppl who are worried off ur rocker! lol not that i'm so stable about the whole thing lol

Hello Hello-Hola!

November 17 2005
I am going to see U2 in Altanta this weekend with Matt and Elizabeth!  I am sooo excited!  Has anyone else seen them on the Vertigo tour?  They are flippin sweet!  Haha-that was a tad cheesy, but oh well.  Going to bed now.  Everyone feel sorry for my brother with his dial-up.  For those of you who know Nathan, you know how bad that is for him...it's like his worst nightmere!
P.S. I have a major craving for mexican food right now! : )~

Me playin drums..

November 17 2005

Hit that Beat!


 


Hey!

November 17 2005
You're the one that I want,(one that I want)oh oh oh!

Yeah...Grease...lol...

So everybody..how's life?

Good to hear.

Hope all is well.

Went bowling tonight with Deb-O-Rah and Sarah...Sarah is one of my best friends,and Deb-O-Rah is a great girl I know.....


Change is Good

November 17 2005
Change is good...change is good... change is good.  Someone told me today that i like change... i hope its true because my life is definitely about to change... 

So my day centered around tape...

November 17 2005

Today was strangely good. Except for me having to skip lunch to get some homework done. Meh, I guess thats why they call it homework.


So I'm an escorts for the SACS (Southern Association of County Schools) committee on Tuesday from 11:30 til 3:00. I feel kinda honored in a way that Mrs. Nichols thinks I'm a good representative of the school. I'm a bit nervous though. I just don't know a lot of specific facts about our school. At least I'm an afternoon shift so all of the big questions are out of the way. But its supposedly a big deal, some teachers are freaking out. The funny thing is that since its the last day until Thanksgiving break, almost all of my teachers are either having a party or watching a movie. A great impression.


So I tend to talk a lot. And Today I kinda got in "trouble" if you call it that in drama class, but Salty was just playing around. First I lost my chair for talking and had to sit on the floor. And then I almost lost breathing priveleges, and then He had to duct tape my mouth, and I was a smartass and took it off with my tongue, so Salty duct taped it more...



Its the first time I was duct taped and couldn't get out of it. I couldn't talk though. But it sucked because it ripped out my hair and almost pulled off my ear when I took it off



It was most definately a highlight of my day. Lol! Andrea's pictures crack me up.


Mmhhmm, then english sucked ass. And in Chemistry, we pretty much did nothing but mess around and tape bags to the floor.





Carla is one of the best people that I know. She is freaking hilarious, and almost always has a positive attitude. She has been through so much, and out of all  of my friends, she inspires me the most. I'm going to see The Rocky Horror Picture Show  for the second time on Saturday Night with her!!



I got distracted from taping garbage bags, so I taped up Katie's boobies. I am so  glad Katie and I are friends again. I love her sooooo much!!! Damn!!



Lmao, Sierra. I'm going to start actually talking to her. As of now I just give her semi-creepy looks from across the room.


So now its time to work on a project for English. I would rather eat smushy apples.


My drama practice was cancelled for Saturday day/afternoon. That means I'm open...


I"M SO EXCITED!!! Tomorrow I am going to see Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire!!! Holy crap. I can't wait. I cannot comprehend it. It starts at 10:15. I'm going to practice, then out to eat with Andrea and Heather, then I'm making a mandantory stop at Starbucks, and then to movies or whatever. YES.



Hey...wanna go makeout???

pour que tu m'aime encore

November 17 2005

i went to the murder mystery thing at Riverdale and it was awesome. got to see Emily-and-Travis, and Jessy, and Carly, Abby, and some others. i wanna go to Riverdale real bad... <3


Buddy = awesome. he's DEFF my new -buddy- haha. he's gonna be a good friend, i can tell.


and then we went to Starbucks, and that was fun. i saw Olivia. and then i saw Paul... <3 :sigh: it's weird, cause i've known him (not well) since like 4th grade (we used to go to church together) and i have the hugest ... well, not hugest... but sort of crush on him... but he's straight.


i think i just really need a boyfreind right now. but good ones are hard to come across.


i also decided tonight that i'm happy with me. for some reason i haven't been good enough for myself lately, but it's just cause of what i think other people think "good enough" is. and i realized that i am good enough for me. for the most part. ... if that makes sence.


yup. 3 tests tomorrow... whoo hoo.


l:o:v:e

Stripes...mmhmm you heard me

November 17 2005
 
I hope you guys like your yearbooks.  Always late but worth the wait, am I right? 

Tired.  Cold.  Busy.  But somehow I've been feeling less fatigued and stressed.  I mean, I'm still sleep deprived with loads of homework...but I'm not feeling the effects as much.  Which is nice.  Sanity has its upsides.


But I'm scared to death about all-state auditions...considering the music is hard, I'm on the most competitive part, my audition time is 8:36 am, and I'm not that good.  Mid-state women's is what I'm aiming for, mid-state women's...


And you know...I really couldn't care less about the Red Scare...

less than 2 days! w00t!

November 17 2005

so... tomorrow is my Aunt Heather's B-day. she'll be 25 ^^ weird... she's young enuff to be my sister... lol anyho... All-state, me and elissa workin' it! yep!


yeah... i totally stole these quotes from Elissa's xanga:


"It's better to eat twinkies with your friends, then broccolli alone. -Mark Norris


"Spork or Foon? Definitely Foon."-Elissa


"In my dreams bizarre things happen like doritos invade France and I'm the only one who can save the gorillas from certain doom while Scott begins a professional football career and I'm suddenly 7 feet tall but have no fingers...I need to quit eating before bed." -Debi


but they are pretty awesome... lol


"To worry about the ending before it starts
You have only two options
To stop or to push forward"


-Ayu (Bold & Delicious)



that quote and picture are from Ayu's newest awesome song! ^^


p.s. that quote is for all you all-state ppl who are worried off ur rocker! lol not that i'm so stable about the whole thing lol

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November 17 2005

So.... Uh.... Apparently Earth's climate has regressed back into the latest Ice Age, and the White House meteorologists were too busy taking  ethics courses to broadcast such news.  Anyway, I believe I was talking about the weather, and how we're all going to die from frostbite, and how it's really a plot, and.... Oh nevermind.  Although I got to look like a Siberian refugee trudging across campus in the all-encompassing darkness.


Oh ye of the XY-chromosomal persuasion, why must ye be so perplexing?
And maddening??
And really, really make me want to go off and hit something (preferably the offensive member of the XY-persuasion).  With a bat.  A metal bat.  Hard.  Several times.  Okay, maybe just once.  But dang if it doesn't feel like five.
Tip of the iceberg, people.  Tip of the ever-loving iceberg.


On a completely unrelated note.... You ever have those times where you're just not very tolerant of other forms of human life?  Here, I'll prove it to you.  Come closer.  *Snirkle*


And of course, now is the time for my yoga book to go missing.   I can make an attempt at bendy Zen nonetheless.  *Stretch, rip, ow.*

Back to 1996?

November 17 2005
So, I am sitting in a private ski lodge in Vermont next to several slopes that do not yet have snow (though I did not plan to ski on this trip anyway)...

I finally was able to get some internet access... yes. I feel like I am back in 1996... why? That's right, dial-up. Now, those of you with dial-up may not really know what you are missing by not having broadband... but once you go broadband, you never go back. It is such a stretch to have to connect through a phone line (not to mention I had to fork out $8.95 add will probably have to give my first born in order to cancel my account after the first month)... but it is internet access. My communication portal to the world... plus, my cell phone does not even work here. I guess it's the network (I will be switching to Verizon soon)...

I hope everyone is having a great week. And there is my dialed-up update from non-snowy Vermont...

I did this for no apparent reason.

November 17 2005

… You …
Name…Tanner Duke
Age…15
Birthday…10/13/90
Eye Color…Brown
Hair Color…Brown with a little blonde
Height…almost 6 foot
Favorite Saying…to many to type
Fears…storms maybe
Bad Habits…hmmmm





… School …
Where do you go to School…Blackman High School
Do You Like it…sometimes i do a lot
Whos Your Gym Teacher. . .Coach Voss
Whats your favorite Subject…world history
Whats your least Favorite Subject…algerbra
Whats your school Colors…orange and blue
Whats your School Mascot…some dude named dante
Do you play any Sports at your School…im going to run track





… Love Life …
Do You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend…nope
If so whats there name…
How Long…
Do you Love them…
Crushing or Loving…
Have you ever been dumped…yeah





… Favorties …
ice cream…just choclate
snowball…cherry
food…mexican and chinese
holiday…Christmas, and not just cause the presents
actor…Jim Carrey
actress…Jessica alba lol
season…fall!
color…orange
sport…track
hobby…ultimate frisbee
friend(s)…a lot
song…rock
instrument…some guitar and drums i guess





… Friends …
best…to many. not a certain one
craziest…me
weirdest…jon
funniest…me
outgoingest…me
loudest…tanner mason
shyest…mandy
smartest…will or jon?
blondest…racheal
blondest at heart…emily





… Random …
Do you like to read…sometimes
Whats your middle name…Anthony
Whats your favorite Movie…star wars
Cursive OR Print…print
Favorite Restaurant…lots
Are you in Love…i dont think so
Do you like New Found Glory…yeah
Funny OR Sarcastic…funny
Pepsi OR Coke…coke
McDonalds OR Burger King…Taco Bell







Less is more!

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i'm gonna try to be myself this time, although myself will wonder why....

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November 17 2005
i like movies

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November 17 2005

Sometimes one smile means more than a dozen roses.....


i agree!


im gonna be a hermit crab!

....I'm lovin it.&hearts;

November 17 2005
You know how it feels,
When you just can't have a good day.
&& Everyday just seems ordinary?
I feel like that alot lately.
oi..
O well.
I have edited this,
it was utterly depressing.
I hung out with Reese today.
She made me smile.
then I ate chicken mcnuggets,
made me feel fat, but that's
what mickey'ds is for.
right?

So anyway,
I have this thing called a phone.
&& You can call it,
cause I have free nights and weekends.
haha. yeah i'm a loser.
I think i'm gonna quit school
and become a tight rope walker,
Or maybe a human cannonball.
that would be wicked.
[to the extreme]
aye me,
that's my favorite saying.
along with none-the-less.
look i'll use them in a sentance:

Aye me, life is crazy, none the less, it's amazing.
yeah that's how it is.
haha I have no life,
I have to sing a song for
Speech, my mom wants me to sing Time Warp,
I'm up for it,
but it's hard to really sing I think.
Hrm, any ideas of songs?

Tounges are gross.
I realized that today.


anyone up for never never land?

MY BIRTHDAY

November 17 2005
HEY WHAT IS UP UMM YEA I AM 16 TODAY YEA I GET TODRIVE TOMARROW LEAVE ONE LOVE AND PEACE

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November 17 2005
I______you.
You are ____.
You are not _______.
If I spent a day with you we would________.
Worst thing about you is _______.
Best thing about you is_________.
You and I are_______.
You are my________.

Watching in slow motion as you turn around and say. . .

November 17 2005


take my breath away.


You know you want to, lol. Just kidding.


I think I miss Spanish more than I realize. I keep talking to myself in the language. This is the first time in four years that I'm not in a Spanish class, so it's definitely an adjustment. I just hope I'm able to retain a lot of it when I begin my minor studies. Speaking of not being in classes for the first time in four years. . . I miss drama a lot, too. You know though. . . I really don't have the desire to perform with just anybody; I really want to be on stage with everybody from the past two years. What memories.


Um. Work. Work is going well, though it utterly sucks to have to work on cars in 30 degree weather. Oh, and the guy I mentioned a few entries ago about leaving isn't. There was a slight misunderstanding going on.


I'm supposed to register next week, and I can't get in touch with my advisor. From what I understand though, as long as there are no holds, then you're clear to register. I hope so.


And how about that Thanksgiving break next week? Oh yes, won't it be dandy. I think we're going to my aunts right down the road at lunch and then Smyrna later on in the evening.


I got my check today, and Mom gave me a little money to get me some groceries for my lunch since almost everything at school is horribly overpriced. Yay for hot pockets, stoffers, pringles, and trail mix. Mmm.


Yeah, and pretty sure this entry had no point. I just felt like blabbing.


poop

November 17 2005
i wish i had a scanner. bc i really want to put my senior pictures on here. they are really good =) and if any of you want one lemme know.. bc i have about a billion. mmk =)

No More Operating!

November 17 2005
Took the last of the equipment down towards the port today, which means i am done operating equipment for this tour!  going home is so close i can taste it.  I'm going to kuwait city tomorrow which should be alright.  I've heard they have some really good restaurants.  I got to go once before but i really didn't get to do anything.  I was force protection for the guys going to the hospital and they don't really like it when the weapons guard takes off, at least i'm assuming so.  i really gotta get some sleep. today was looooooooong.  so long it ran into the next day and the sun's about to come up.  cracked a cpl ribs while packing a connex.  hurts like a son of a ......well, you know
despite all i remain in high spirits.  there's another 5k soon.  the Turkey Trot.  haha that's silly......   i may have to make an appearance.

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i am permint driver now^_^


i missed four on the test^_^


and and i dont have my permint b/c i didnt have the attendic slip thing>.< grrr...


but hey i'll be driving during thanksgiving break!!!!! yay!!!!


well i am out sooooo later 

Life is Filled WIth Disappointments... But What Can One Do?

November 17 2005
I have come to a conclusion: TV is terribly corrupted. Actually, the whole media is corrupted because society is corrupted, and it's all Adam and Eve's fault. But that's another story... the point still is- TV is corrupted

I saw the most awesome plate frame today... "I'm not spoiled; I'm just well taken care of."

And then there was this bumper sticker: "Ok, I evolved, you didn't." If you want to come from a monkey and have no point to your life... whatever. I would much rather believe in a Creator who loves me and cares for me.

I got my second English paper back today. Another B+. That woman does not give A's. Ah well.

Tomorrow I get to go to the opera with my J-group! Ahhhhhh-some!

I can't wait until The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe!

is just me

November 17 2005
is it just me or does it seem that alot of peoples phusebox pictures
make them look emo

AND IF THERE IS ONE THING I CANT STAND MORE THAN RACIST ITS EMO KIDS THAT SAY LIFE SUCKS WHEN THEY HAVE IT GOING GREAT

Meta Meta MO!!!

November 17 2005

Belleville West Little Theatre Presents


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Thursday, November 17
Friday,  November  18
Saturday, November  19
7:30 P.M. in the Performing Arts Center


Do yourself a favor and spend an evening this weekend submerged in the mythical Greek tales of Ovid, a collage of deep stories of love and loss, and how they change over time.  The words are nothing short of poetic (literally,) the set, its focal point being a gigantic pool of water, is dynamic, and the lighting and beautiful music make the show pleasing in every aspect.


Really.  Amazing.  Come and see it.  You'll probably wet yourself. 

sweet!

November 17 2005
sweet 16 and golden birthday was yesterday. and it was the best.
went to the Trans Siberian Orchestra Concert Monday night with some awesome people.it was great. and we were in suite 16. that made me smile. so yeah, had a magnificent birthday. with great people. and...there's stuff that people know that I don't and it's wigging me out. rar.

I MIGHT HAVE A JOB?

November 17 2005

So I think I just signed my life away to the most popular restaruant in MURFREESBORO...Keep your fingers crossed I get the cashier job at DEMOS.....I probably wont be seeing a lot of my friends for awhile..but I have a job!!! My goal is to save money and move into our rental house with 3 of my gurls by FALL 2006-I think I can do it!!!!!The semester is almost over...Im so ready for our MONTH break!!! Its going to be awesome! Well I will be working!!!! I register for class next TUESDAY--Here is the classes I plan on taking...


*ENGLISH 1020


*HISTORY2020


*MATH 1630


*PHYSICAL SCIENCE 1030


*TENNIS


The physical science is giving me problems and so is tennis--I will probably drop tennis....If anyone is planning on taking any of these classes let me know!!!! Next semester is going to be HARD!!!!!! Im going to need some study buddies!!! well Im going to watch MY FAVORITE COUSIN play basketball at 6:30-leave me some comments! bye Have a great weekend!!!!<>WHITNEY<>

...((this is the new emo))

November 17 2005

....bizzored....heartxcore


JUNE LYRICS

"Our Escape"

The skin dragged on the floor that night
your reasons and alibis lights off
and a knock at the door.
They've been watching you don't know
but they are.
Knock down the door
you don't know but they are.
Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept
At the scene of the crime
hear the victims and the echoes
of the stories they told
when they said ready set go
(let this book be read).
The bodies have been found
with a note the door
you can still hear their cries out.
We climbed up the stairs
it wasn't long until they
found us keep quiet
they'll hear us now let's keep our heads down. Take us by surprise
this pact that we made.
We won't go alive.
This act of the story
these unjustified endings
lead us to the front door.
They've been watching you don't know
but they are coming
knock down the door
you don't know but they are
(Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept)
Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept
This is our escape run for the structure.
Five hundred feet above the end of our story
the fastest way is down we have no choice but to.
Clenching the ledge as we balance on the edge this is the act the jump to save our lives.
Water hits our skin fills our lungs
and we are done.
We'll hide forever in this river
as we drift away.



The skin dragged on the floor that night
your reasons and alibis lights off
and a knock at the door.
They've been watching you don't know
but they are.
Knock down the door
you don't know but they are.
Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept
At the scene of the crime
hear the victims and the echoes
of the stories they told
when they said ready set go
(let this book be read).
The bodies have been found
with a note the door
you can still hear their cries out.
We climbed up the stairs
it wasn't long until they
found us keep quiet
they'll hear us now let's keep our heads down. Take us by surprise
this pact that we made.
We won't go alive.
This act of the story
these unjustified endings
lead us to the front door.
They've been watching you don't know
but they are coming
knock down the door
you don't know but they are
(Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept)
Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept
This is our escape run for the structure.
Five hundred feet above the end of our story
the fastest way is down we have no choice but to.
Clenching the ledge as we balance on the edge this is the act the jump to save our lives.
Water hits our skin fills our lungs
and we are done.
We'll hide forever in this river
as we drift away.

NO MO XANGA

November 17 2005
My xanga has been shut down....GO PHUSEBOX!

Do you guys remember. . .

November 17 2005

When you found out that Santa Claus wasn't real? I saw Elf for the first time last night, and like most decent movies it got me thinking. My parents were never big into the Santa Claus thing to being with, but I was kid and it was a fun story to believe. I was probably about six years old, and my parents used to hide my gifts in a closet in the garage. The closet was usually locked, but one day it wasn't and that happened to be the day I tried to open it. I found all sorts of toys still in their Toys R Us bags. I don't remember how, but my sister and I couldn't keep the lid on our find until Christmas and the parents found out. During this time I also ruined the Christmas fantasy for the kids across the street, and told them that Santa wasn't real. My parent's weren't so happy about that! Those were the days. . .


-James

.....

November 17 2005
oh hand grenade, of blood and love,
my heart's just lost its pin...
the angel figure's lying in wait,
my heart is ready to try again...

though once, caught seeking and once shot down
I've feared to face my past..
But with a test of faith, a leap at that,
My fears, they cannot last..

oh hand grenade, please explode with joy,
for i'm tired of tears and pain...
my heart has grown strong, once more..
Let all doubts within be slain..

cheese!!!!

November 17 2005

humina humina humina... i totally forgot what i was gonna write.


ohyeah!


she is a total bitch. my friend saw her, and asked her what was up between us or something, and she said "i just hate it when people get mad about stuff that doesn't matter. i don't even know what he's talking about" stuff that doesn't matter?! she ditched me! and i'm not surprised she claims to not know what i'm talking about and acts like i'm stupid, it's exactly what she used to do when she ditched everone else. i shoulda seen it coming.


needless to say, we're not friends anymore.


<X3  too bad...

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November 17 2005
Houston, we have a problem.

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November 17 2005

HARRY POTTER this weekend!! I can't WAIT.. On saturday... after ROCKY HORROR!!! Heck yes. Busy weekend.

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November 17 2005
John Reuben arrived just a little while ago.  Yes, we are hosting a John Reuben concert tonight.  What?  Yes, he is still around.  But I love the atmosphere of getting ready for a big event like this.  Edison Glass and ZombieKat are opening for him.  I'll have fun regardless.

heyguys

November 17 2005
hey guys i literally just got this phusebox thing and i have no clue what i am doing so if there is anyone out there that can help me out please do ok ttyl

wreck....

November 17 2005
Michael is doing better! he broke his leg, and it is hurt pretty badly. there is some more stuff wrong with him, but he should recover. PRAISE GOD!...However, he wasn't wearing his seatbelt and was thrown from his truck...moral of the stroy: WEAR YOUR SEATBELT!

Catching up

November 17 2005
    I stayed up all night reading a book, and writing a paper that were supposed to done today. I didn't finish the book and was upset... not only did I not sleep, (which I have been trying to do somewhat, every night, as of late) but I also failed to finish... turns out my teacher didn't even mention the book in class. sigh... I did get my process analysis paper back. For as few things as she was able to point out for improvement, I was dissapointed to barely recieve  a 90, I am just squeaking by in that class. Anyway, I don't have any homework due tomorrow so I am going to try to get a jump start on a few longer term projects, clean my bedroom, car, and get the house straightened, and hopefully vacumed. If I have time I may even be able to get the office desk caught up! 

Dun dun duuuunnn!!

November 17 2005

"It's about that time, eh?"  "...Right-o."


My last "real" speech for speech class.  In about two and a half hours.  Prepared?  NO!...err, oh, wait, what's this...an outline, visual aids, and notecards...  Hey, I did something not literally at the last minute...  I bet that surprised ya, huh?


Anyway, yeah, that dumb computer science program...  One line of code I needed was missing.  Just one...  All it takes is one little thing to screw up the whole she-bang.  And I got a 75 on that one I totally foobarred by doing the wrong one initially.


So, life ain't too bad at the moment.  Especially since I'll more than likely be getting a few more hours at work a week for the holidays.  Like 20 a week.  Actually, a little more like 22.5 hours.  And all I have to do is help people find their stuff and get things picked out.  w00t.


Anyways, time to move on to other things, like making sure my classes I want to take next semester aren't already filled.


Take it easy, everyone.


...If I have time, I'll post an amusing picture later.

thoughts

November 17 2005

so i might not be on phusebox that much for now.
number one, because i don't know what to do.
number two, myspace, xanga, & phusebox take a lot of time.
& i need that time desperately for schoolwork, God, & my life.
i'll try to get on sometimes but i really need to take a break.
<3i love you guys<3

Note to Self

November 17 2005


So, anytime that it is 25 degrees outside, you shouldn't ride your bike with no gloves!!!

"It's a Hard Knock Life"

November 17 2005

So Annie was right, it's definately a hard knock life. It sucks when things do not go the way you want them to. It sucks when something so great falls into pieces. It was the most wonderful month and I am so pissed it is over. I have so many emotions going through my heart, I ahve no idea how I feel. I am so pissed, mad, sad, dissapointed, and other emotions that I don't think has a word for them, so I guess I feel BLAH! Hopefully the sun will come out tomorrow (in a figurative and lyric way of saying things).

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hey everyone so yea i'm in school 4th period and just haning out! got a basketball game tonight @ 6:30pm at St. Rose come on out! later- stephen

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November 17 2005
Yeah..I'll update eventually...

Great Day!!!

November 17 2005
Wow....So things have been surprisingly great lately!! God is healing me from things that happened last week and I am seeing who my best friends are!!! Dena is coming to see me in 5 days!! So that is gonna be awesome!! I can't wait..Rach and I have plans to go and eat Ice Cream on Wednesday while I am home!! So I am extra excited!!! I made a 90 on my history test which i thougth I failed..so that is amazing too!!!! And then to top it all off...Thanksgiving is next week..I mean how awesome is that!! A whole day to spend thanking God for all that He has given us!!! AMAZING!! Well i am gonna go and eat!! I will write more later!!

Today

November 17 2005

Today is like AMAZING!!!!!!!!!


THIS DAY IS SO TOTALLY


AMAZING


I WOKE UP AND MY DAD THREW MONEY AT ME


MY OUTFIT TODAY IS ON POINT


 EVERYONE IS IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY


AND MRS. LEEMAN ISN'T HERE TODAY

keeping the faith

November 17 2005



So sometimes it's hard for me to show my faith, I like to keep it tucked away most of the time. It's easier, is it not ? People can't persecute you for something that's not obvious. But when I chose to follow Christ, I kinda knew it wasn't going to be easy. Becoming the follower of a rebel who was murdered....hmm...it can't be that easy.



Let's look at some history, there was this guy named Stephen, this guy was miserable, (or so I assume), and then he became a Christian, and then he was stoned to death.



Paul, who was a murderer before he became a  Christian and then was blinded while traveling, met Jesus in a burst of light, and then spent various painful years moving from city to city, prison to prison, routinely being beaten up and bitten by snakes.



And then there's Peter, who was rescued from a successful fishing business only to be crucified. Upside down. With his wife.



It's not an easy thing. Sure it's the greatest thing on this earth to have a relationship with Christ, but I suppose we all just have to look back when we're mocked and realize this is a journey where we were given few guarantees and that we should just trust in the Lord.



WeLL weLL WeLL

November 17 2005
well im at school right now... this is the only fun blod thing the school system hasnt blocked so0o im happy at the moment! wow well ne who... im just sitting around! next to phillip! gah! just kiddin phil u kno i love you!

Hey

November 17 2005

Hey heres some lyrics for a certain someone about last weekend!


Blink 182
Apple Shampoo






She didn't mean to deceive you, believe me
But sometimes the hardest part is conceiving

The good intentions that you had
Now only came to this
And although she saw the mark
The arrow missed

It isn't exciting reciting the stories
Of kind words turned hurting when routine get boring

Both getting tired of punk rock clubs
And both playing in punk rock bands
The start was something good
But some good things must end

And she said, "It could never survive
With such differing lives
One home, one out on tour again

We may never come back
The strike of a match
The candle's buring at both ends."

And now she knows too much
And I'm too fucked up
It's awkward trying to make my move

I'll pretend that I'm fine
Show up right on time
But I know I'll never be that cool

I never wanted to hold you back
I'm just trying to hold on
But my chance is gone

I know / just where / I stand / a boy
Trapped in the body of a man and

I'll take what you're willing to give
And I'll teach myself to live
With a walk-on part of a background shot
From a movie I'm not in

She's so important
And I'm so retarded

And now I realize
I should have kissed you in L.A.
But I drove home all alone
As if I had a choice, anyway

Where are you coming from?
What are you running from?
Is it so hard to see?

And if you're feeling scared
Remember the time we shared
You know it meant everything (everything)
You know that it meant everything to me

You know that it meant everything to me

Hey peep

November 17 2005
Heres some more lyrics for a certain someone about last weekend! Blink 182 Apple Shampoo She didn't mean to deceive you, believe me But sometimes the hardest part is conceiving The good intentions that you had Now only came to this And although she saw the mark The arrow missed It isn't exciting reciting the stories Of kind words turned hurting when routine get boring Both getting tired of punk rock clubs And both playing in punk rock bands The start was something good But some good things must end And she said, "It could never survive With such differing lives One home, one out on tour again We may never come back The strike of a match The candle's buring at both ends." And now she knows too much And I'm too fucked up It's awkward trying to make my move I'll pretend that I'm fine Show up right on time But I know I'll never be that cool I never wanted to hold you back I'm just trying to hold on But my chance is gone I know / just where / I stand / a boy Trapped in the body of a man and I'll take what you're willing to give And I'll teach myself to live With a walk-on part of a background shot From a movie I'm not in She's so important And I'm so retarded And now I realize I should have kissed you in L.A. But I drove home all alone As if I had a choice, anyway Where are you coming from? What are you running from? Is it so hard to see? And if you're feeling scared Remember the time we shared You know it meant everything (everything) You know that it meant everything to me You know that it meant everything to me

Vegie tales

November 17 2005
I got bored so I wrote a poem about how Lennie broke the bowling plate (in the lying one):
Lennie chose to climb the shelf
subservient to execrable love of pelf
with no remorse he smote the plate
as was his wont, as was his fate

dang

November 17 2005
I'd have a lot of money if I hadn't felt the need to purchase makeup and disney merchandise. . .

and I'm not getting ANY hours this week. . .work just called and asked if I wanted the day off. . .

but next week my friends, there will be no days off at Disney!

2 days to go!

November 17 2005

Here are the ppl i would like to see in lead parts in our West Side Story (in no particular order):



Elizabeth Evans



Brady Seymore



Greg Henson



Tyler Northcutt

Mary Lauren Mansfield

and..... me (you kno i'd love a lead! ^^)

Horn ensemble...

November 17 2005

Horn ensemble and the master class was good. I don't think everyone was as in at as much as I wanted them to be...except for Jordan, which is always good. Well...

PUPPIES!

November 17 2005






well i got a bit of a surprise tonight. i like just found out saturday that our dog baby was pregnant again and pretty sure she had her puppies tonight! at last count she was up to five.

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November 16 2005

today was pretty good. finally finished up that english paper. i just now got done with another paper, i waited pretty late to start though. i still need to proofread it though. i think that i'm going to be up all night though cause david gave me some chili tonight and i ate it like 30 minuetes ago. i can feel it working against me if you know what i mean.


i'm loving this weather



(from right to left) me, aimee d., amy a., jason, and some guy i dont know


piece

confusion times 7534975478929 and then some

November 16 2005

i'm afraid of what the future holds for me..
and this feeling makes me uneasy.



I've been thinking a lot lately about college.



which also leads me to the fact that my bestfriend will most likely be going far away. =[



but anyways.
COLLEGE.
it startles me so.
But I have narrowed it down to:
Lipscomb University, UTk, MTSU, Georgia Tech, and UGa



ah. i'm confused.



oh and another thing that confuses me....



THe male gender... yes, boys.
whyy are you boys so confusing?
why am i not in a relationship?
is there something wrong with me?



but yeah. ahem. i'm just seriously ready to find the love of my life.
time will tell though... ah i hate that saying.



REMARKS are lovely and they make me smile =D

Never Play Leapfrog With A Unicorn

November 16 2005

Thats it. It would effin hurt and you know it. Don't try it at home...or anywhere.


Well, i dont konw why i joined this place. I guess boredom played a major role. i had yet to see a screen name with xylophone...so that where that part of my name came from. as for the naked part...it was just a adjective that doesnt usually describe a xylophone.


Make me Happy please. I need something.

so how about that moon tonight

November 16 2005
I feel incredible. yeah its true.

lol check out the two new pictures, one from second period and one showing blood from a kings player, very awesome shot. lol. notice the blood dripping. Scott hartnell rules. things have been going indescribabley well as of late. and things keep going up hill. so i am very excited. couple of birthdays as a of late, jordans was monday, turned 19. what a guy. lol and emilys was yesterday. how exciting. well how about the storm of the century, aye? lol yeah. Chris Richardson preached or talked tonight at his church and so i went to see him and he did pretty good, that has to be very nerve racking. but impressed. predators. are .amazing. as. usual, lol report card. was decent enough to get complimented on by my parents.
D- dumb
B- i dont know this one yet
S- sucks
lol pretty much. i cant wait until i get a computer that isnt completely retarded. i mean this has got me through the last 5 or six years but when computer manufactuers are making new ones every month is hard to keep up. thats the reasoning behind us sueing them. if i dont make it as a nhl player/coach commentator, or president, or a brilliant film maker when i grow up, i will work at quizno's. because if you want a regular classic italian sub on white bread then theres not where better. and the one by walmart is the best one, then the one on broad,then the on in krogers. lol i know them all. i think. so my grandparents come in tomorrow, lol who loves big family get together?! i do at times. but its tough with the bodwell/ganiats. is the INS the government service that deals with immigration and deportion what not? i think ill need to get their address too. hey babe, take a walk on the wildside.

and im done.

GLORY!

November 16 2005

 pretty sure we were at the church's thanksgiving service, and this guy from a predominately black church was there....gosh he was awesome. he kept screamin out GLORAAY! when ever Bro. Dean said something. it was great. dontcha love it when teachers suck? j/k. teachers make me laugh. i really hope i get into Governor's School....but i doubt it. i also doubt i'll get a part in the play. not to be negative. i just can't act. and i accept that. but at least i can sing. oh well. life's good. people are frustrating. no church for 2 weeks. no es bueno. feel like i haven't been in eternity. fall makes me miss bruce. a lot. i dunno why it's such a melancholy season. but it is. and i miss him. i got bored in history, and i was thinkin about him, so i was just writing and i wrote him a letter. and that made me even more sad. so i quit. who knows. yesterday was ABBY'S BIRTHDAY! yay for being 16...MINE IS ON THE 7TH! woot. i'mma be SIXTAYN! and with no car. i've started exercising again. i'm gonna get skinny if it kills me. and o am gonna go to formal. but i dunno if i wanna go with him anymore. maybe someone else. who knows. we shall see...watched Law and Order SVU and the girl on the show was just like this girl i know...weird. well, school's goin alright. i don't think i'm gonna be able to do anything for the pep rally on friday. i'm such a bad president. but not really. i'm actually a very good president. oh well.


1st p.- Did nothing in Bio. Miss Chastain is so cool.


2nd p.-went to spectrum. mrs simmons is gonna eat my lunch tomorrow.


3rd p.-history...it's gettin better. we're talkin about Rome, so....i guess that's cool (?)


4th p.-sub in Espanol...so that's always fun. at least she wasn't an angry old Canadian man...eh?


5th p.-choir...got in trouble, but not really. just for stickin up for Sarah Walls, as a reflex.


6th p.-english was actually fun today. we read a really good story called "Everyday Use". yay


muchos amor--Carius Maximus


dig

November 16 2005


prayer.

so i used to do alot of artwork to illustrate bible verses or concepts or attributes of God, stuff i'd learn. i think i'll start again...



i guess you could say that this is what's been rolling around in my head for the last few days. seeking.

some people write songs, i think it's ok to worship through photoshop sometimes...

try it.

Roller coaster ride

November 16 2005
well today was like a rollercoaster...and it all started w/ me slipping in this water that had leaked into the school from the storm last night, then it just went from there and I found out stuff that upset me and basically brought me to tears, then when I checked my email at around 5ish, I found something out that made me so happy, you have no idea, then I babysat and I warmed ella's milk up too much and then I opened the bottle and extreamly hot milk got all over my hand...

However I'm happy for my sister b/c you want to know when she is going to see Harry Potter??? at 12:01 in the morning, and that is actually 11:01 our time, so yea I'm kinda jealous, but when I go and see it I'm going to the IMAX, and that is way better then just the movies...

Have a blessed day and I'll see everyone when I get back from DISNEY WORLD!!!

Morals Shmorals...

November 16 2005

I pre-ordered a Metric CD from Hastings today. I can't wait.




So...all I can say is wow. They cut Lisa. I thought she was crazy, but I loved her. Now the show will be somewhat bland. Jayla should have been eliminated. Mmhhmm, I like reality shows.




So I've been thinking lately. The general public keeps saying that our country is in a state of moral decline. That the morals of Americans are non-existent. Well frankly I'm sick of hearing that constantly. The lack of morals isn't whats making America decline, its our unstable foreign policies and our focus on morals. The public is so ignorant that they dont bother informing theirselves about government so they take a stance against something thats easy to point a finger at. All of this talk about morals and decency is just a bunch of assholes who think that what they believe is more important then what others think. They make up this big deal about morals. Let people do what they want to do. Who cares if sex is becoming mainstream. A sex drive is a natural instinct that we are born with. Modern day rules of society frown upon sexuality because our puritan ancestors viewed sex as the devils work instead of nature. Who cares if two women or two women want to marry. How does that affect rich white republicans and middle aged soccer moms? All of this goes straight to present day religious discrimination. Everyone thinks their religion is better than the next. Well this is freaking America. We have freedom of religion for a reason. Lets not enforce nation wide laws that are based on one group"s opinions. [ This part is kinda random, but I'm also sick of how people display majiuana as a horrible, terrible epidemic thats attacking innocent teenagers. After all of these people get done saying whatever about it, they go home and have some drinks and go out to the bars when their kids aren't around. Alcohol results in more deaths, more injuries, more addictions, and more long term health problems than weed. Dont mis-interpret me, I'm not a stoner, I just think alcohol is something that the government allows to be legal so the public doesn't feel restricted and they can have an outlet. And cigarettes. They're horrible. And yet, its completely legal. Big companies are making millions off of killing people. If they can legalize so many things that harm so many people, then can't they legalize the things that are better for you, in whatever twisted way its better.] And the politicions who are speaking of this moral decline, are not even taking a stance on other important issues...Moral decline isn't whats disrupting American society, its arrogant fools.




What a butthead

November 16 2005
Literally....

photo from G-MUNY

im a total PREP!! what r u??

November 16 2005

--Redneck--
1] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch? No
2] Do you drive a four-wheeler? no
3] Do you ride fourwheelers? no
4] Do you like to get dirty? hehehe.. maybe.. lol..
5] Do you like country music? its ok
Do you have a broken car in your back yard? no
7] Do you own a cowboy hat?no
8] Do you live on more then 2 acres? well on the weekends when we go to our property..
9] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home? @ our land..
Total Yes: 4
-Goth--
1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: yeap.. but im a girl so does this really count??
2] Is most of your clothing dark? nope.. i LUV colorful stuff!!
3] Do you think about death often?: no
4] Do you want to die?: no
5] Are you a social outcast?: no
6] Are you pale?: no
7] Do you like Hot Topic?: no that place scares me.. lol..
8] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies? huh?
9] Are you mean? sometimes..


Total YES: 1/2


--Skater Punk--
1] Can you skateboard: nope
2] Do you wear Vans? no
3] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? ALL THE TIME!! lol..
4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops? never
5] Do you watch the x-games?: nope
6] Do you have any piercings?: yah
7] Do you like/wear mohawks? no
8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: no
9] Have you called someone a poser?: no


Total YES: 2


--Prep--
1] Do you say the word "like": like all the time!! seriouly i DO!! lol..
2] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch?: duhh of course
3] Do you pop the collar?: no
4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: YES!! I JUST SAID THAT BEFORE!! OMGOSH U TOTALLY LIKE READ MY MIND!! LOL..
5] Is the only nerd you like Seth Cohen?: YEAP!! I LUV THE O.C. HE'S FROM THE OC RIGHT?? LOL.. what a HOTTIE!!
6] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?: I LOVE THAT SHOW!!
7] Do you like pop music? yeaps..
8] Do you want/have a little dog?: i have TWO!!


Total YES: 7


--Hippie--
1] Is your hair long?: sorta so i guess its a 1/2
2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt? : yes ((made it in art last year))
3] Do You want to save the animals? i dunno i guess so 1/2
4] Do you think war is unneccesary? depends.. 1/2
5] Do you live in trees and say the word 'peace'? nope...
6] Have you smoked pot? NEVER!!
7] Do you like classic rock and trippy music? idk..


Total YES: 2 1/2


--Gangsta--
1] Do you act ghetto?: no
2] Do you wear do-rags?: no
3] Do you like hip-hop?: idk
4] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: no
5] Do you believe he's alive?: no
6] Do you like afros?: no
7] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"? yeaps.. lol. 
8] Do you like to dance?: yeap..
9] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?: huh?


Total YES: 2


--Emo-
1] Do you cry often?: not really
2] Do you wear hoodies: all the time..
3] Do you like soft music: yes
4] Do people understand you? yeap..
5] Do you write your own songs?: pshh no
6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark: no
7] Do you cut your hair? no
8] Are you lonely: no
9] Is Ohio for lovers a good song?:idk..


Total YES: 3


--Surfer--
1] Do you surf?: nope...
2] Do you wear flip flops year-round?: yeah
3] Is your hair shaggy?: no
4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning? nope
5] Do you own any pairs of shorts?: duhh LIKE a BUNCH!!
6] Are you tan? LIKE yeah!!
8] Do you want to be at the beach right now? LIKE yeah
9] Do you hate tourists?: idk


Total YES: 4



--Geek--according to my calculations...
1] Do you wear glasses? well i have them but dont wear them so 1/2 the points
2] Do you get good grades? average
3] Do you use an inhaler?: nope
4] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets? no
5] Does your mom pick out your clothes? sometimes.. if its cute.
5] Are you on the computer often? yes
6] Do you ever get picked on?: no
7] Do you look forward to go to school? no
8] Are you shy around the opposite sex?: no


Total YES: 3 1/2


Whichever you got most "yes" on is what you are.....put in the subject what you are.....and repost....

Next semester..

November 16 2005

So I did my schedule this morning..bright and early at 7am..


MWF
Psychology 110       10:10a-11:00a
Math 125                    12:20p-1:10p


T/TH
Journalism/Electronic Media 275       9:40a-10:55a
Astronomy 151                                       12:40p-2:30p
English 102                                             3:40p-4:55p


Pretty pleased overall with what I'm taking. I won't have any overly stressful days and I can relax earlier on Fridays because I'll be done by 1:10! Sweetness...


It's a good day..

Untitled

November 16 2005

ehh.. not really into phusebox.  i cant help myself. im such a xanga nerd. lol.. well we'll see if this lasts any longer.. who knos.



  <3



  hollyanncathey




my brother. gosh i miss him. i never get to see him nemore.. and when he goes off to the military/army w/e.. idk what im gonna do with myself.. :(