So .. as many know i broke up with Megan for her best friend.. ya bad lol.. but she cheated on me a couple times and she has cheated on so many guys so its cool.. lol.. dang really bored.. dono what to say buuh im out.. i love you chasity

ok first is that on October 31st  My sisters brand new 2005 Scion tC was wrecked and the insureance totalled it. The police officer that just got killed here in Murfreesboro. the black lady named kay something i think yah she was the lady that took our report. so thats kinda freaky. we just saw that lady and she was a real ass to us but no one ever wished that she would die. thats wrong. and even though sometimes people say or think that. they dont really mean that. because thats cruel but anyways. Yesturday my gparents called and said that my dads aunt is not supposed to make it through the night so um they called us today about an hour ago and said that she died at like 6:30.. funny thing is that me and my dad were just talking at like 6 when we were on our way to get food how she must be ok becuase hasnt anyone called and told us about her so yah.. 30 minutes later what do you know.. she dies.. My grandma is pretty tore up. that was her only family really.. her dad died when she was a little kid.. when she was 20 her mom and step dad were out on a winter day in Sryacuse new york when they backed up there brakes locked up and they slid into a freezing cold and drowned to death. they said you could see scratch marks on the roof and on the windows from where they both tried to get out but the windows were all power.. yah and she had no brothers or sisters.. her aunt took her in and she died when she was about 25 so yah she didnt have any family so shes torn up.. tomorrow im leaving for florida and its my grandparents 50th anniversary (which was planned) and then monday is the funeral for my dads aunt ( not planned) so yah but i gtg ,.. I love you megan...

Ight been a while sence i wrote on here buh we are with teh ZPI people now lol yahh... Zero Point Industrie... Sp.... but yah our Tc has got a few more mods now.. Injen Cold Air Intake... Zpi Lowering Springs... Blitz NUR Exhaust....(Loudest on the market right now)...by the end of november we will have the Stage 0 Turbo kit.. pushin 250-275hp... right now we pushn 175hp give or take a couple.. ill have pictures of the Tc on the photo box thing on the side but yah im out holla.. i love u megan

okay so me and megan are still going. 6 months september 19th.. half a year buh we been liking each other then 6 months.. so half a year n ima get her something. not sure buh ill think of something.. not this weekend but next weekend is the NOPI Internationals in ATL so thats tight. when i get back ill have pictures on here and on the xanga buh i gtg. i love you megan

okay, well its been awhile sence ive been on here. Some stuff has been going on sence ive updated last time. Went on vacation to Helen, Georgia . There were fun days and there were also boring days that i wish would ahve gone by faster , but all in all i had alot of fun seeing people i havent seen in a long time. Came home today and my sister found out that one of her friends had been killed. She was drinking and was driving a four wheeler was not all there and jsut drove off of a 50 foot cliff. So today has been a pretty long day. Me parents and all of my family from florida have all been talking and I think we are moving back to Florida sometime sort of soon. Right now we have family looking for us a house down there in central florida so thats some more big news. School is in 2 weeks which by the way sucks. but thats about it ill cya later. i love u megan

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dang i dont know if i allready told you all , but my grandpa is thinking about trading in my truck! i was kinda like blown away when i heard that but then again its okay i guess because if he gets rid of it then i get the 1999 ford F-250 which is really nice . its like the top of the line for that year and its big looking and big engine compared to the ranger . the ranger got a like 2.3 liter and the F-250 has a 5.0 or i think even a 5.6 liter not sure . There are two different engines for that year. ya i know why they make it so diffcult on us all . lol . none of you probly really care but i think its kinda exciting lol i might buy a new engine for it though because the old one has 450,000 on it which sucks but yah not untill i get my permenate job . right now my job isnt paying enough but im out cya . i love u megan

dang im not even in school and i still have teachers watching my back lol . thats cool though hasnt much been going on. got paid today so thats cool so im not poor anymore. i leave in like 1 week for helen ga. for the cabins which is ok i guess but im going to go .love you megan

well anit shit been going on really.. leavin in 2 1/2 weeks so thats it and then in november im going ot florida again buht thats it im out holla
i love u megan

dono life is really boring at this stage. im in the time of waiting. im waiting to get my truck. im waiting for my permit.im waiting on vacation. im waiting on high school. im waiting on us moving. im waiting on a job. this is the most boring part. id rather be out there doing something with my time rather then sit here wasting it. im stuck here while everyone else is out there doing something.. i get my truck for christmas or next summer.i go on vacation end of july. i get my permit in november. school starts in august. we are putting the house up for sale right after christmas. i get a job after christmas some time. so really there isnt much to do . i cant ever see my girlfriend. i sit here 24hours of the day all 7 days of the week.last summer i was out everyday, everynight, every minute of the day i was doing something .whether it was legal or not is another thing though. now that im good it is boring. but hopefully this summer starts getting better and quick because its passing by quickly. i love you megan

ok so hasnt that much been going on really. me and megan are still going out . things are good between us both still. im still keeping out of trouble. i saw andy chitavong ( not spelt right) the other day up at walmart with me and michael so we sat and talked to him fro a while he said things had been going pretty good for him. he seemed pretty good but today i went out and finally got the shoes for vacation and they ended up being $110 which im really glad i am not paying for. arnt i so lucky to have parents that would buy me them lol when i get older and have kids we will be going to payless and walmart and goodwill. just like what i used to have to do. never thought about it untill recently just how lucky i really am. you see i didnt grow up into a very wealthy family we wernt poor but we didnt have the most money ever . we ( me, my 2 sisters , mom and dad) lived in a 2 bedroom 1 bath house in saint petersburg florida . money was very tight . just the stuff we needed is what we got. didnt live in the best of the neighborhoods. lets just say things werent how my parents or any parents would want there kids to live . we managed it though . there are alot worse people out there but it just wasnt all that great , but furtunatly my parents some how managed to get a house up here and okay paying jobs and a 2 story ,3 bedroom ,2 bath house that me my dad and his friends all worked on to make a 5 bedroom house and things sence weve moved here have been good. just trying to say no1 apperciates what they have . ive been there . i know what it feels like to be the kid getting made fun of. i know how it feels to be the kid with holey and dirty jeans because i couldnt get anymore. i know how it feels to live paycheck to paycheck not being able to have all the little fancy stuff that every1 has. i was always last to get something out of everyone. for christmas when i got handme downs i used to think it was like a pot of gold when i was littler. just trying to point out that alot of people dont appreciate what they have . but they should because them 100 doller shoes or there 75 doller jeans or there new hair doo will not always be there and your going to wish that people didnt judge you the way you judged them buy there money and not by who they really are...but gtg i love you megan


If I could offer you only tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience...I will dispense this advice now.


Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; Oh nevermind; you will not understand the power of beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you'll look back at the photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked...You're not as fat as you imagine.


Don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.


Do one thing that everyday that scares you.


Sing


Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.


Floss


Don't waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind...the race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself.


Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.


Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.


Stretch


Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life...the most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't.


Get plenty of calcium


Be kind to your knees, you'll miss them when they're gone.


Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't, maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't, maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary...whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either- your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's.


Enjoy your body, use it every way you can...don't be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.


Dance... even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.


Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.


Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.


Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.


Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.


Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.


Travel


Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you'll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.


Respect your elders.


Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.


Don't mess too much with your hair, or by the time it's 40, it will look 85.


Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.


But trust me on the sunscreen...

well hasnt much been going on lately. Saturday i went to the movies with megan, jennifer, and her lil friends. it was allright there where alot of cops and stuff up there though so that sucked. Today my sister got her Injen cold air intake in the mail its nice . all chiny chrome and everything.Havent talked to megan that much sence saturday because she got in trouble. she just got back from her dads last night so i havent had much time to talk to her.My summer has been ok i guess.I was hoping to get my truck up here from florida this summer but i really seriously dought i will now so itll be up here next summer i guess or for christmas, but im going to go cya. i love u megan

well today has been ok. i woke up at 9 then fell to sleep then woke up at like 10 fell to sleep and then again woke up at 11 so i was like forget it im up . havent done much yet just sat around watching tv and thinking about what i want to do this weekend if i can at all . tonight i think im going to go see the honeymooners though, because that looks really good . it has cedric and mike in it and they are both really funny. mike plays in the friday series and he is hilarious, but im going to go cos i need to go take a shower and get cleaned up a little . i think im going out to eat but not sure. cya.. i love you megan

well today has been gay.. came home got in trouble.. i swear this summer sucks all i been doing is gettin in trouble.. and the sad thing is this time im not even trying to get into trouble.. but yah last night michael and ashley broke up for some gay reasons but thats not my shit just as long as me and megan are still together thats all im concentrating on right now . i really love her alot . just hope we stay together for real.. she doesnt have to get surgery so tahts cool too but i should go its like 2 in the morning and im stuck at the hosue so holla.. i love you so much megan... go check out the xanga.. Ford_Ranger_2005.. holla



i love you megan