May 10 2006
I don't know what to say. Some days are better than others. Some days I get so busy that I forget....and then some days.....all I can do is remember.
I'm tired of all of it. The only thing I hate is that I'm not as strong as I "pretend" to be.
And the truth of not being good enough is what hurts the most.....
Life can be ironic.....too ironic.