Ahhh my body just wants to sleep!

October 17 2005

Well, the past week is a complete blur. I'm actually quite tired. I've been praying and praying and trying to connect with God. And I'm starting to get scared for what's going to come in May of 2006. I will be out of Samford (probably) and totally free. Where does He want me??? What does He want with my life?

Obviously I am meant for something. He brought be back from life-support and allowed me to walk again. To breathe and speak again. But now what am I supposed to do with that???

My roomies joke about me being an alchoholic and not being a virgin and blah blah blah. It's all in good fun but it rubs on me the wrong way sometimes.

I feel like I need some direction.

My grandmother has been diagnosed. She dosen't want surgery. She just wants to go....it's so sad to go home now. She's in the living room. I don't want to watch as she gets worse and worse. It rips my heart out.

I like the new site though...this is really cool.      :)

And don't pay mind to my ramblings...

Maria Haun

October 18 2005
life isn't easy. i know where you are with the what comes after graduation thing. i moved to new york, but that decision came only a month before i graduated. trust God and seek after Him with all that you are and He will give you the answers when the time is right. Matthew 6:33...i'll be praying for you.