a wake up call....

February 20 2006

 so last night was amazing...church was different but in a good way...we sang alot and in the middle of one of the songs I just sat down and started crying.I knew God was trying to speak to me...so I listened and what I heard was a HUGE wake up call...Ive been doing some stupid stuff and He was like "Chelsea you got to stop this" because not only was I hurting my self but others as well and Im not really living my life the way i should to be an example for others, and that upset me. I mean Ive known what Ive been doing is bad but just something about last night really got to me...and shook some sense into me.Im sorry if I let anyone down...but i can assure you that things are about to change.

"When you go through deep waters and great troubles, I will be with you" Isaiah 43:2

2 DAYS...

February 19 2006

so guys im pretty excited about going to see Chris Tomlin on Tuesday....ITS GOING TO BE AMAZING. i cant wait....we got pretty good seats too....its going to be simply amazing.hope you all have a great long weekend and have fun in the snow! mucho <33-chels

The splendor of a King, clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice

He wraps himself in Light, and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end

The Godhead Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb

Name above all names
Worthy of our praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God


February 15 2006

"Look at the nations and watch and be utterly amazed. For I am going to do something  in your days that you would not even believe even if you were told."    

Habakuk 1:5


February 13 2006
 So today was a snow day and a very good one if i might add! first i had to write a gay electricity essay...but then i went to tylers and we made some cd's then we went to his church for a little bit then i went to erma siegel to see ami,ben,alex,garrett,kaitlin,and olivia....then i had to go to work and weston came to see me then all of them up above came to see me...it was great! i just loved today! i laughed alot! i needed that....to bad its over.


February 09 2006

"Prodigal" by Casting Crowns

Living on my own, thinking for myself
Castles in the sand, temporary wealth
Walls are falling down, storms are closing in
Tears have filled my eyes, here I am again

And I've held out as long as I can
Now I'm letting go and holding out my hand

Daddy, here I am again
Will You take me back tonight
I went and made the world my friend
And it left me high and dry
I drag Your name back through the mud
That You first found me in
Not worthy to be called Your son
Is this to be my end
Daddy, here I am
Here I am again

Curse this morning sun
Drags me in to one more day
Of reaping what I've sown
Of living with my shame
Welcome to my world
And the life that I have made
Where one day you're a prince
The next day you're a slave

>>>>so i guess you could say this song sums up the last 2 1/2 months for me....


February 06 2006

it absolutely amazes me how GREAT God is to ME...this weekend was great...and i think i have the most INCREDIBLE friends... i love them so much..but i dont deserve them or anything....

My Really COOL group!


and again...but im lookin kinda rough...

there we are with our real cool headbands we made for mickey they say"WE LOVE MICKEY" be cause he bought us icecream!

me and amanda!!

just let me tell you...that was so much fun!! it was the greatest idea ive ever had!!ha

me and wes!(he so told me he was smiling!?)

this would be me and courtney!!shes getting married and i get the honor of being her Bridesmaid!! yAy!

isnt that cool!!

they pretty much stole my camera!!but im kinda glad they did! haha


this is my new friend!! his name is tyler! he is so cool!

me and kris!

elise going down the stairs!

me and some real cool kids...thats my new friend tylers head at the bottom..he didnt quite make it in the picture in time...haha

So i guess you could say i had a pretty good weekend and this goes to show i have some pretty amazing friends(but thats not all of them...) i love you all...-chels

I can see the mountain...

January 30 2006

"When you go through deep waters and great troubles, I will be with you"

Isaiah 43:2

bad day...

January 26 2006
well i think the title explains it....it was indeed a bad day... to say the least.


January 22 2006
WOW! Ive got a huge desicion i got to make this week..and honestly im scared...so please just pray for me that i will make the right choice.

starting over...

January 19 2006
its time to start over...i fell.. now i got to get back up and finish this race.


January 18 2006


January 12 2006
Anyone interested in going to see Chris Tomlin, Loui Giglio(sp?)and Matt Redman at the Ryman(sp again) in nashville on Feb. 21???

i dont know...

January 10 2006

i guess you could say alot has happened...

I wish things didn't change and everything would stay the same...but then i guess we would never get anywhere in life..thats sad to me....


January 02 2006

so ya know what...its 2006!


December 16 2005

so ive been doing alot of thinking lately about alot of things...and i think its all starting to make sense..but im still having trouble with alot of things. but its going to be okay.another thing ive been thinking about is how sometimes you really dont know a person...ive been hurt and shocked by the ones whom i thought i knew...but i guess we never really know a person.that tends to bother me.so i think ive decided that i want to go away for college,like mississippi or georgia maybe even montana...but who knows i think it would be amazing!(its kinda scary though that ive only got a year left of highschool...) but yea i better stop thinking or this entry could get pretty long and my brain hurts...lol i love yall!-chels


December 14 2005

okay so i guess its time for an update...well not to much happening. monday absolutely nothing, tuesday i got my liscense!!! and i went to an open house thing for where i used to work and then i went with andy to target and wendys and then he showed me around murfreesboro because i didnt even know what half of the places were(kinda sad being that ive lived here all my life)then tonight church and then andy,weston, and elise came over and we watched madagascar and played the piano and looked under christmas trees and ya know just chilled....but yea so tmrw and friday i havce midterms and again on monday..so booh on that!but anyways...i guess i shall talk to you folks later!!love you all!!

Quote of the Day:"You have to have a heart as big as an elephant and skin as thick as a rhino"......so ive known that but today someone explained it to me and it hit me. so yea...

I JUST WISH I WAS THERE....^.^.^.^.^.^.

just maybe...

December 13 2005

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself.
I've been burdened with blame,
Trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on...

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different, but they're always the same
They mean me no harm, but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change

But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on...

I'm movin' on
At last I can see,
Life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know.. there's no guarantees, but I'm not.. alone
There comes a time.. in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I.. have made up my mind that those days.. are gone

I sold what I could
And packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should
But lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out

Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on..

I'm movin' on...

I'm movin' on....

Im Moving On: Rascal Flatts

wow alot to think about in the last two weeks but i think maybe its all starting to make sense...


December 09 2005

So I bought myself  a little christmas present...a 4GB nano Ipod with my name engraved on it and everything! Im so excited!!YAY!!


December 06 2005

So Siegel pretty much dominated over Riverdale tonight!wow was that a close game!!but we won!HECK YES!!oh and then when me and Ben were leaving this guy infront of us basically got out of his car and started stripping and dancing like right in front of us!it was hilarious!i haven't laughed that hard in a long time!but yea so for the most part i had a pretty good day!but i am glad to say its over. i wish this week would go by just a little bit faster...



December 05 2005
WHEN WILL SCHOOL EVER END???so many projects so little time...im so ready for the soon to come and much needed christmas break!!YAY!!hope you all had a wonderful day!!i love them i do!