My soul, my heart, screams for something more, the One Who is more.

You don't know what you want. The One Whom you seek cannot truly fulfill

I desire a father's love, a father's friendship.

Your father left you. Your Heavenly Father cannot fill his place.

But, my friends, my mentors...

What, you think they really care about you? You actually think they love you as much as you think you love them?

They are a gift.

A gift that you have abused. Look at you. Everything you do is to get their attention. You have forgotten your God.

No! I love Him. He loves me more than anything. He is my Friend, my King!

Look at how you fall short on your part of what you call this "friendship". You disappoint the One you call Abba.

Lord God, please save me! Free my being from the chains that bind me! Please! I want to be set free!

You don't mean it. Every cry of pain is just an excuse to get someone to pity you. You don't want freedom. You never did.

Save me...before the darkness consumes me...please...

You are the creator of your own darkness! You bind yourself in these chains. You are a fool. He will not act on your behalf because He knows your cries for help are false.

No, I'm not false. I don't want to be false. I...I want to love my God. I want to serve Him!

Even now, your mind seeks out your friends. You have forsaken your God.

O God! Hear me! Free me from my struggle everlasting.

You will never be free. I will kill your soul and heart. You will fall.







*NO. HE IS MY CHILD AND YOU WILL NOT TOUCH HIM. I LOVE HIM, AND ALWAYS WILL. HE WILL BE FREED. YOUR WORDS WILL FALL ON DEAF EARS, AND YOUR BONDS OVER HIM WILL BE BROKEN. BEGONE, YOU SLANDERER. BE IN ME, MY DEAR SON. I WILL BIND YOUR BROKEN HEART, AND I WILL FILL YOUR LIFE WITH MY LOVE. YOU WILL NOT STRIKE YOUR FOOT AGAINST THE STONE. YOU ARE FREE. BE ALIVE. BE WHO I MADE YOU TO BE. AND I AM ALWAYS HERE. ALWAYS*