the lyric of

" your skin & bones turn you into something beautiful "

has never made so much sense.

running everyday is making me so tired, not to mention i havent been eating at school to begin with. (considering how hard some of the allstate orchestra stuff is, i don't have the time anyway) i guess this will aide in mine looking okay for the prom fashion show. oh wait. i'm surrounded by twigs. yaaaaaay.

but running makes me forget that my brother is leaving. and not eating makes it okay to run, because it actually shows something. & i've been going to the tanning bed so i won't be a casper for prom. so i've basically slipped into the whole conceited persona that i never wantd to become. atleast for now. maybe it's because i'm really tired and stressed.

this thing is nice to rant on, because no one ever reads it.

(( the one bright spot is that the boy and my friends are amazing, just to let you know ))

<3