DISGUST

February 01 2006

DISGUST DISGUST DISGUST! That's the way I look at myself. I am just completely and utterly disgusted with myself! I love that I'm oh so totally dedicated to my music but everything else, my looks, my height, my everything just completely disgusts me! I don't know why. . . well yes I do. . .I don't have a date for prom. . my senior year and it SUCKS! I want a date and not just as friends. . . I guess I'm just getting my hopes up! *sighs* I've just randomly thought about asking this one guy that's in my 2nd period that i'm just crazy about but his answer will probably be. . .'NO-diss your face!' and then I'll cry. . . seriously. ..  .i guess no is the worst answer I could get. . . .wait. . .no. .. that's not. . more like omg you're ugly. .and all that jazz. . i know it's true but *sighs* ANYWAYS! I must go. . need to do my paper!


LUV YA!


Cay