Rachael Moore

Social

Relationship Status

Married

thinking. too. much.

November 16 2006
i am listening to copeland. and thinking. a lot.

sophia is next to me... and puinea gig's empty cage is on the other side. i wish i had time to clean it up and put it away... but i think i still haven't let go yet. i know, she was just a guinea pig.... but a great one. silly me and my silly emotions.

tomorrow is my last day as a nanny. and it is a weird feeling. i am going to miss judah... a lot more than i probably think i will. he's my little buddy.

i feel overwhelmed by the blank canvas that lies before me. i have so many options... but it feels like none at all. i am having a hard time finding something else. but i know that everything will work out when it is supposed to...

and on that note, i feel the need to do something more. something bigger than me... something creative... something full of passion. something that is moving. something beautiful.

and i am also feeling the need for a really good conversation and a good long cry

i felt the need to post something... anything.

i am glad grey's is on tonight... i feel the need for the drama and humor it brings me for an hour. and i love the company i have when i watch it... amber and nathan. two of my favorite people.

hope everyone is having a great night!

yourcandytears

November 17 2006
Transition is difficult but there is much beauty in it. I think you will see it. If you want a good conversation, I'd love to participate. I think next week is what we talked about? Maybe Monday around 11 or so? Just let me know. Things will make sense soon. It is good to just feel what you feel instead of rejecting it. It's good to embrace it and not try to figure it out. It's good to be what you are and not try to conform your life to what you think you are supposed to be and feel.

Nathan Moore

November 17 2006
hang in there, rach... i love you!