let me take like five seconds to be negative and honest; which i don't like to be, but for the sake of getting stuff out at like 2:41am when no one is up...and most likely will delete this in the morning anyhow... right now, i am not okay. i feel super insecure, hurt, and tons of other things that i do not like to feel. feelings that i should not have to feel quite honestly, especially because this situation is not even okay. not even. but i will continue to be a prayer warrior. and take rachel's great advice over the situation, and let it hurt for a little bit and then move on and give it to God, and try to remember his promises. he is faithful. even when i can't see it, he is. this really does not feel good at all.....

but!!! i went to a drive-in tonight and it was fun fun! i will post about that later...

hope everyone has a great night!