Why is it that we want certain things so badly sometimes?!?!? My whole life I couldn't just want something, I always had to justify it to someone. Now I find myself trying to justify why I want something and I can't. I just can't explain why this one particular thing seems to consume me. I know that it won't change my whole world or make everything better, I know there will still be problems so why do I want this so badly? I can't answer this.

Anyway, just needed to get all that out. To many it doesn't sound like a lot but its on my heart.