still going on my paper, i feel rather dizzy.

some of the collegues saw me and thought me as a "lover fallen".( i coin the word). that's terrible. but it is funny, i lost a lot of weight because of this paper, which i regard as a "economical way".

   anyway, the weekend is coming. i expect myself to finish this weekend, but i am not confident about it any more. God, i need your help.

   it has been raining for too many days. hoping the the sunshine will go with my accomplishment of the paper, so that i will have a REALLY good time after such a long of "staying before computer.