I guess this is my favorite place to be right now!!!!!!!!!!!!

So it is another day in the life of me. Well, I went to work this morning at 8:00. I am so tired. I only had to work until noon. But who knew that the kids at the YMCA could be so rowdy???? I am not allowed to sit down at all. And Toshua called me tonight and asked me to cover a shift for her tomorrow. So I am working at 8:00 until 11:00. That is okay. I will get more hours that way. TJ was off today so he came over at like 1:00 and we went swimming. Then we watched TV and went to the mall. I got me some more work pants. Then we went to Wal-Mart and I got me some off-brand Crocs. I am for sure going to wear them to work tomorrow. Well, I am going to go now. So I will talk to everyone later. This is my favorite song... It's fun to stay at the Y-M-C-A!!!!!!!!!!!

I am really hoping the Brandi has her baby tomorrow. They said that they were going to induce her on Tuesday. She might end up with a devil baby:6-6-06!!! That would be funny. Well, I am off to the living room. Talk to everyone later!!!!

SHE IS HAVING A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I am wondering love can be so simple. I sure know that mine isn't this easy!!! My boyfriend is just weird like that I guess.

Okay so it has been awhile since I have updated. I have been really busy. I started work on Tuesday and quit on Wednesday. But I do have a good reason. Someone stole $40 out of my purse. I think that I know who it was. But I am not allowed to say anything. So I am starting a new job next week at the YMCA in Smyrna. I will be in the nursery. It is only 2 days a week. It is a start though. I think that I might be doing birthdays too. So that is more money to get me a car. That is my main goal. Me and TJ are doing good if anyone wants to know. We are still planning on getting married. But I don't know when. Well, I am going to go now. Talk to you later!!!!!

Wow!! It is really almost here. I cannot believe it. I was thinking about the 4 years of good experience. I have had so much fun. I remember how we use to talk about the smelly hallways, the creepy teachers and their rashes and of course how horrible Spanish class was. We all had our shares of guy crushes. I guess that is why we call them crushes. You usually get crushed. I can name a few of mine. But I don't know if anyone else wants to know. I have had lunch with Amber and Megan for the past 2 years. Well, me and Megan ate lunch together for 3 years. Crazy!!! Freshman year was not so hot. No good relationships for me. Me and Dash broke up and then me and Justin broke up. I remember Freshman Choir. Help me!!! That Christmas concert was bad. I think that I was lip singing. Well, I guess that is pretty much all I can say. So I am going to go now.

Hannah Banana

Well, today I had to go to Graduation Practice. It was an okay experience. But, I had fun. I have to sit beside Justin. But that is okay. I hope that everything goes the way the teachers want it to go. I have never seen Ms. Dorris act so crazy for people not sitting down right and standing up right. She like totally freaked out. So did Ms Teasley. Well, I am going to go now. Talk to you later!!!!

Hannah Banana

ok so graduation is in 4 days. i am so excited. i went out to eat with a good friend of mine today. we went to camino real. it was good. we talked afterwards for like an hour. he is a really good person to talk to. i think that i am starting to like him. that might be a problem. i am still with tj but he is starting to bore me. i mean we don't do anything anymore. and he acts like a kid. probably because he is only 16. well, i am going to go now. have a good day!!!

hannah

Why is it that you think some people can be your friend, but they are really not?? You tell something in private and they don't care about your privacy at all. I have a really great guy that hates me now. And I haven't done anything. People need to learn to keep their mouth shut!!!

So I went to Kids R Kids again today. I am so fed up with not being able to know anything. But they called Courtney today. My dad is acting weird. Like he thinks I am hiding something. He told me that Jackie doesn't go to Lighthouse. So I am seriously thinking about going back to church. But, I am going to go now. Talk to you guys later!!! To everyone who was in West Side Story, you did a wonderful job. I loved it very much!!!

Hannah

I am so tired. I know that I haven't been on here in awhile. But I have had a lot on my mind. I have been wanting to go back to church so badly. But, there is no one that wants to go with me. Everyone has liked backed away from church. I hate it so much. I mean I am turning away from God. That is not what I want to do. I hate the person that I am now. Maybe my life will get back on track!!!

Hannah

So I went to Kids R Kids after school today. I got letters of recommendation and a physical form to have filled out. So I think that I am going to have to go to the doctor Friday. I am not looking forward to that. I am going to Chuckee Cheese with the preschoolers tomorrow. Thursday they are graduating. So I don't have to English for 2 days. I don't know if that will be a good thing or not. I smell like this Neutrogena Bronzing stuff. Yuck!!! Well, I am going to go now. Talk to you guys later

Hey,

So I went to Kids R Kids today. I filled out and application and talked to one of the head ladies up there. She said more than likely that I will be hired on. So I am so excited. Just pray for me. I mean I really need some moola coming in. You know, gotta pay the bills.

So it has been awhile since I have wrote. Well, I have been busy with my research paper for English. Plus, I have had a lot of things going on in my family. I had to move my uncle last week. And right now I am looking for a truck or a jeep. So if anyone has one they would like to sell, please let me know. I went tanning yesterday. My face is so red. I am really tired due to it now. But, I smell like coconut. That is a good thing. I left school early today. I had to go to the doctor. Oh big news!!! Tj asked me to marry him yesterday. Yeah I am so excited. He gave me a gorgeous ring and everything. So that is a good thing. I am starting to plan our wedding and everything. We are not getting married until TJ is 18 though. So that is like a year and a half away. So I have awhile until I need to buckle down and start planning. Well, I am going to go lay down now. Hannah

so anyways!!! i saw tj tonight. we met at kmart and went to little ceasars and grabbed us some pizza. then we went back to kmart parking lot and ate it. then we went inside and walked around. after we got tired we went to the truck and talked!!! he is thinking that he is fixing to get his license taken away. he will have 9 points on his record since he had this accident. it makes me so mad. well, i am going to go now. love you all,

hannah

SO I AM OFFICIALLY TIRED. I MEAN ME AND TJ TALKED FOR AWHILE THE OTHER NIGHT. HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS GOING TO CHANGE THE WAY THAT HE IS. SO I AM GIVING HIM ONE MORE CHANCE. HE SCARED ME SATURDAY NIGHT. HE HAD A WRECK ON THE WAY HOME. IT FREAKED ME OUT. BUT HE IS OKAY. HIS TRUCK ISN'T THAT GOOD THOUGH. BUT I THINK IT IS FUNNY THAT HIS PARENTS ARE THE ONES WHO DON'T LIKE MY DRIVING!!! WELL, I AM GOING TO GO NOW. TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER!!!!

YES!! Spring Break is finally here. I have been waiting for this. No teachers or work for a week. I am so happy. And I am going shopping with Amber Saturday. That makes me happy. No TJ!!! That makes me so happy. He is getting on my last damn nerve. I mean someone that you love shouldn't annoy as much as TJ annoys me. I am tired of arguing with him. He drives me insane. I mean last night I want to go to bed. He wouldn't let me off the phone. I mean I finally hung up on him. He ended up calling my dad. I think he has completely lost his mind. He wanted me to go out tonight. Umm....NO!!! I am tired and I need to rest for next week. Me and my dad are looking for a place to live. I mean they are raising our rent here and we can't afford it. We find an apartment in Murfreesboro. But it only has 1 bathroom. I don't know if I can handle one bathroom with my dad. But, whatever happens will happen. I am going to go now. Love you all,

Hannah

Okay

So I guess you can say that school has officially sucked for me. I mean everything seems to be going wrong. They only thing right in my life is that me and TJ are doing okay. He is sorta bothering me today. I mean I am trying to work on my paper for English and he wants to talk to me. UGH!!! Doesn't he understand that I am extremely busy. I mean what do I have to do to get some time to myself. I think that me and Courtney are completely stressing out over this paper. But, our teacher is just not helping me at all. But, yeah I want to hurt someone in my 1st period. She made me so mad today. She acts like she knows everything. The truth of the matter is that she doesn't. So get over yourself. You people know what I mean.

Wow!!! So finally my good friend, Amber, sent me a comment. Sorry I will not write in red. So I hope that everyone had a good weekend. Mine was okay. I still have a majo probo!! I know weird talk. But, I will talk to you guys later!!!!

Hey,

Okay long time I know. But, don't worry. I am trying to update myspace and xanga. Alot I have to do. So I am looking forward to this 3 day weekend. I hope that everyone else is. Well, I am going to go now. Have a good day. Love you all,

Hannah