The Toughest Realization

November 01 2007

My life has changed a lot in the last year and some odd months...

 

I had broke off a two year relationship because he didnt give me what I had wanted. Then I hooked up with this guy and we hit it off great until I got pregnant*. We faught and argued almst constantly and he would hit me.

 

I thought that he would change and he did until we would fight about something stupid and he would hit me again. I would forgive him and we wuld get all lovey again.

 

But after I had my son, he has changed worse. He goes out to the dance and leaves me at home. And the next weekend he leaves and stayes outside with his amigos and gets drunk and leaves and comes back the next day at eight that morning.

 

I cant stand this anymore. I have decided to leave him. But I need some place to hide because he knos where my friend lives. But I think I will go with her anyway because I can get the police involved. He will try to take my son away from me.

 

He is illegal and has no legal rights to him but I kno him and he will take him to Mexico and I will never see him again.

 

So I think that the police are the best option* because they can put him in jail and possibly deport him.. And that might give me time to move before he comes back. He has told me many times when I would ask him about immagration* that he would just sneak back over the border.

 

Im scared. Very scared for my son.