Well I've just got home after spending the night at a indoor rock climbing are...and it just a great place. And yep that's about it for today...nap time! I'm worn out!

Agh, so I'm back. Well today was an amazing day...we have a permacloud above us so the weather was fine and dandy. It was in the upper 40's, which is almost a myth around here...ESPECIALLY in December. But, all and all it was a great day. How so you might ask....

Well today I was in my ceramics class which is awesome because I do want to be a master potter. Well i've taken ceramics for over four years and had the same teacher. So as you imagine we learn alot about each other in the class. Today though, today we talked about something that I haven't really ever talked about.                                                                                                                  

We ended up talking about God and religion. He was joking around with me and said "It's okay its not like you've commited the golden sin". I laughed then asked "What is the golden sin?"                                     

He then told me that the golden sin is simply not accepting christ into your heart. That is the golden sin, without it you can never gain entrance into heaven.                                                                           

When we die Jesus stands before the book of lambs and sees that you've been accepted and on what day. He accepts your sin and dies for it so you may go into heaven. That is the only golden sin. Some religions think it maybe homosexuality or suicides, but I have this to say to that. So if I don't commit suicide or become homosexual then i'll automatically gain entrance into heaven. Of course the answer is NO!

So I guess I should tell you why this was such an epiphany. I almost commited suicide, I thought for that one choice that i was destined for hell. Mr. Bieber, my teacher has opened my eyes and given me a new outlook on life. God has accepted me and I am a lamb to him. When Jesus stands before the Lord with me by his side, he will see I've accepted him, and he then will accept me into heaven. I am saved,

Thank You Lord! I needed this day!

....Today I've had an opifany. Or, however you spell it. I've realized my life is impure and spinning out of control. Today i'm regaining control. I'm dedicating myself to a higher, better power. I am in the Lords hands now. You all can call me....Eric Potterbaum. And I hope someday they forgive me.