alright then! so i dont update this very much anymore. oh well. but yea. yesterday was cool actually..well it got cool at the end. so basically its been freezing lately. i cant stand it and i want it to be warmer again. our summers suck and our winters suck. but at least our winters are better than our summers...kinda. its been so nice tho, very little homework and stuff. i only gotta go to like 2 finals and only one of them actually really matters lol. i could fail the other one and it wont matter at all cuz i have like a 98 in it. and i barely do anything in it anyway.

Government-we've been doing nothing but test review and our test was today so thats all done with and im exempting it so no more stuff to do in that class
English-this one i actually do have to take the final cuz 1. i wouldnt have exempted it this semester even if i could and 2. its a college course so i cant, its against college policy. so everyone has to take that one. but right now we're just doing project presentations and we just finished that today so now we're gonna be watching a movie the rest of the time till finals
pre-cal-i exempted that but i still have to do the review but oh well. its a whole page, big deal. so thats all we're doing in that class right now
physics-we turned in projects today so we're all done in that class too AND im most likely gonna be exempting this course if i have at least an 80 in that class which...would be the best thing in the world cuz that final is on my bday and i HATE that class and i know i'll fail the final if i gotta take it so plz plz plz! i need at least a 75 for this six weeks tho and i had a 70 on my progress report. so im hoping the project and stuff helped.
gym-ok the teacher specifically said i dont have to show up but shes not gonna tell me not to. shes just gonna count me absent or whatever. so oh well
drafting-this one ive been sitting there and doing nothing in and monday we go thru the review together.

so then yesterday after school was pretty cool. i had been getting mad at anthony randomly cuz i just wasnt in a good mood or something, im not sure. but yea it was kinda a not cool day for many reasons and i almost cried a couple times. mainly in gym class i did cry a bit. but he could tell i was in a bad mood so he let it go which i was really happy about cuz i just couldnt take all the extra stuff. so once i saw him after school everything was ok again. cept for my mood swings of course but i held those in. so i got home and told anthony we could hang out if he drove over here cuz my stepdad had to use my car. so he said he couldnt but didnt give me a reason why and then all of a sudden he called and told me to get on AIM and then he never came back. so i called his house and nina said he went to adams house. so that upset me cuz he had told me he wanted to talk to me and to get on the comp so we could or whatever and then he left to adams after not giving me an explanation why he couldnt come see me. i know it sounds stupid but whatever. so i was like whatever and went to take a shower. then when i got out of the shower i went to room and my mom told me to come out to the kitchen to do whatever chore, feed the pets. so i did and when i passed my living room, from my couch i heard "BOO!" and i just kept walking without looking and my mom asked who that was and i said "Tim" cuz i was thinking hes just trying to scare me again or whatever. then i realized tim's gone and so i looked over and there was anthony laughing. him and my mom plotted against me, he snuck in while i was in the shower and watched tv while he was waiting for me and wouldnt let my mom talk to him to give it away.

but it was really awesome that he surprised me and everything cuz it made me feel tons better and we got to hang out the whole evening. it was really nice, he even watched my favorite show with me till he had to go home. so yea, he made yesterday all better.

today has been pretty average tho. i gotta work later. adam, mike, and anthony seemed to be ganging up on me after school today the way to my car. adam even gave anthony paddle so that he could spank me and said i was asking for it. ugh, what the fuck did i do? but yea, i was supposed to drive emily home but then anthony went and said he would cuz its in his direction and i live in the opposite direction of fairfield. but it still kinda upset me cuz i was intending to do that but oh well. everythings upsetting me so its not a big deal. and mai wants to meet adam lol. omgosh, i need to warn her before i actually introduce them.