alright so long time no update. sorry guys. i know i entertain yall and life cant go on without reading another one of my blogs. heh, yea right. anywayz right now im probably gonna talk weird cuz im soo out of it right now. cold medicine is very strong by the way. so yea, it sucks, im really sick. thanks a lot anthony!! hehe. ok fine, its not his fault. but we are both sick and its rather funny. and we've been sick for the past week or so..and neither of us have gotten better lol. but at least we're suffering together altho i have it a lot worse than he does at the moment.

ugh, so lets see..my house is already christmas decorated. its scary, and it feels like im walking thru santa clause's house or something. cuz its just...completely decorated. nothing is the same at all. my mom goes all out during christmas but as long as she keeps it all out of my room im fine with it. and as long as i can still find all the food in the kitchen.

im so ready for thanksgiving break. its unbelievable how badly i need that break. senior year is really cool but sucks at the same time, its insane how stressful it is. no wonder senioritis exists. if it didnt then we'd die of the stress. and my dads family is really pissing me off. and since im going to be with them this thanksgiving break my brother decided he wants to show up just to start fights considering theyre all bitching at me bout college crap. trying to tell me im making all the wrong choices and stuff. so my brothers coming so he can back me up and start a whole bunch of fights cuz neither of us give a shit anymore heh. shall be fun:-) i love my brother.

and my birthday is next month. everybody get me a present!! ok im just kidding..but seriously, its my 18th birthday and i have NO idea what im gonna do...:-/ any ideas? oh well, whatever i do, everyones invited! heh.

this past weekend was pretty cool. it felt like the first time in forever that i got to stay at my moms house even tho it wasnt really that long. friday me and my stepdad went out to eat, went to compusa only to find out they lied to me about my stupid video game. they said they ordered it but never did. so i was like "gamestop will have it" and walked out. then we went to blockbuster and rented movies and stayed up watching them. then saturday i slept in and then me and anthony went to the mall and i bought lots of cute stuff. no, anthony was not the bag carrier:-P heh. there was some cool demo game he played in gamestop for a bit and it had awesome graphics but the system alone was like $400 so no thanks. i was also gonna get my ear pierced saturday but anthony said when he got the money he was gonna get either his eyebrow pierced or his lip pierced (i hope eyebrow..that would look cool) and so i decided we'd just go together. i wanna get the cartlidge pierced and i heard it hurts like hell so yea. plus im a wimp when it comes to needles. im extreme needlephobic, i dont even know why i wanna get that done. i want a tattoo as well but im too much of a wimp for that too. i'll make sure i get it one day tho.

so then after the mall we went back to anthonys house and i wasnt feeling well at all. it turned out i had a fever. so i laid on anthonys bed basically the whole time i was there and anthony babied me. i think i fell asleep once or twice even. and we hung out and he made me feel better. then i went home like 1130ish. and once i got home i went to bed.

then sunday i was lazy, i worked about 8 hours tho which is pretty good money. and then watched another movie and did homework and hung out around the house. it was nice just sitting around doing nothing. now im wondering how next weekend will work out. yay thanksgiving break. prestos coming! and i talked to cayden on sunday which was extremely cool cuz i hadnt talked to him in a while. he sent me all sorts of emails and then told me he'd send me one with actual words when hell freezes over, heh. which brings me to this next thing...cayden sent me an email thing and it was really funny so i'll paste it here.

"In a Washington University, a bonus question was given on a chemistry mid-term. Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. It was supposedly an actual question given on a test. and this is what one student wrote as his answer:

Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)?

First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one relition, we can project that all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially. Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand proportionately as souls are added. This gives 2 possibilities: 1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose. 2. If Hel is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over. So which is it? If we accept the postulate given to me by Teresa during my Freshman year that "it will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you" and take into account the fact that I slept with her last night, then number 2 must be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and has already frozen over. The corollary of this theory is that since Hell has frozen over, it follows that it is not accepting any more souls and is therefore, extinct....leaving only Heaven thereby proving the existence of a divine being which explains why, last night, Teresa kept shouting "Oh my God."