after school...

July 19 2005
so i ate lunch with my mom today and i realized that i have no clue what i am going to do after college. i have been in such a hurry to get out of school all my life, but i have nothing to do afterwards! i will not have a degree in academics, i will not have a degree with an employable skill (well, if you don't count being a famous singer...), and since i had a stroke at 21, i will most likely not have any insurance unless it is through a job. crap. maybe i should just start all over with this whole college thing and be a nurse like my roommate...

Cassie

July 19 2005
i have an idea! you should visit ME in CHICAGO! ;) perhaps you're thinking a little more long term future... but i still think it's a good plan. i love you carla! you're not going to waste away into nothing! you are CARLA! if nothing else, you could do voices for tv... like sound effects... you could be the crazy laugher! :) miss you