i am very saddened. not only because of my situation, but the situation of the others involved. but i am afraid it is out of my hands. i am relinquishing my hold...and if people want things fixed, they are going to have to come to me. i cannot keep running after them. i only have so much stamina. i am here to talk, but i will not try to initiate anymore. oh how i long for them to come to me....

please don't let a misunderstanding ruin what we have